okay ive gone thru my photobucket account twice ,
but i cant still find a decent photo of Adlin & Me .
which is v sad , considering the fact that we used to camwhore alot last time !
okay this post is for her cause of the msg she left at my tagboard , and im crestfallen that she misses my posts instead of me . wthell ? yeah i know blogger's okay now , but i dont know why i dont like blogging , both here and at wordpress , maybe because i dont like blogging altogether or because blogging isnt that fulfilling to me anymore , i dont feel better .
i used to love blogging the crap out , cause last time i actually feel better , i blogged the pressure out ? but i dont think its the same now .
or maybe because , i think nobody understands me . haha !
okay , im feeling whiney and crappy and i feel like smashing and breaking everything breakable in the house . no no , im not just blogging it cause it makes me look intimidating or something ,
i really feel like crap , to the extent i seriously want to do that .
& i cant wait for Ry to come back !