hello .
its been a week since i last updated ,
my wireless was spoiled & it got okay only today , cause i think Ibu contacted
StarHub . now that my wireless is okay , its my keyboard's turn to make life
difficult for me . im now using the virtual keyboard & i have to click my way
through this post cause Ibu will buy me a new keyboard only tmr , sad .
so peeps , if you chat wimme on msn , i'll be slooooooow T.T
schools fine , only that im tired .
had my Olevel Malay Oral today & i think i did better than last year :]
practised with the mly girls just now after school .. namely ,
; Merdina - tcher :] , Ismah , Noi , Azreen , Qilah & Ren .
Mer was reallie funny i tell you & she'll make a very good tcher ..
if shes a tcher in the future ..
went up for awhile for dance practise cause we're performing nxt friday for
the youth day concert . Ish came after that & joined us girls trained for oral ..
did our oral and i think everybody did well , hoorah .
went to hg mall after that with Mer , Ismah , Ren & Ish .
hid Madonna's album as usual and then headed home .
was having super-mega big headache and decided to sleep but couldnt sleep .
this few days , i realised that someones playing with my feelings .
you pick on me cause you know im emotionally-weak .
you made me cry countless of times with what you claim was true .
after listening Ish's and Ren's side of the story & also what
Ryann said bout Ish and all , i somehow felt stupid by believing what you said .
idk whether ure lying or not but realie by telling me all this crap that you
may have misunderstood , what do you think you'd gain ?
my trust ? its still up to me choose whether or not to trust you even if you
do countless of nice things for me or even make believe that my friends are fake ?
you may be hurt that now im ignoring you . but , i dont care .
even if ure not lying , i wont let you brainwash my mind even further .
seeing how Ren & Ish react to this , shows me that they're my true friends and youre not .
dont blame Ish for hating you cause you'd only have ureself to blame cause
you cause him to almost lose his close friend . dont blame Ren for loathing you ,
cause you're the one who badmouth-ed bout her .
& dont say that i also did bad-mouthed her cause its irrelevant
as i was under ure spell . go complain bout ure other friends bout this ,
but i dont care cause , im the victim & and im not in the wrong .
you made me cry tears of confusion and fear .
im confused cause i didnt know who's side of the story that i should believe ,
in fact , you mad things worst by saying bad things to convince me they're bad .
you made me cry also for fear of losing Ish , my bestfriend .
just what are you up to ?
it takes a very stupid somebody , like me to believe a two-faced , sly person like you.
if you insist that ure not lying , do something to convince me ..
for now , im just contented to have Ish & Ren by my side like how we used to .
im so sorry for all the parties involved and all the incovenience this crap had caused .
& thnk you Ryann and Farah :]
stupid spoiled keyboard , im tired of clicking this dumb virtual keyboard .
Bye .
Friday, June 27, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
hello .
school reopens today and so far the first day of school suck ,
like how i expected it to be .
went to school with Farid , you made me almost late O.O .
had hair check in the morning but i didnt get into trouble , no surprise .
was struggling real hard to hide my nails , cause i painted it black .
the first 6 periods of the day was Art and i started painting on my canvas , yay !
and tcher really cant stop making ammendments to my final layout ,
which is driving me crazy cause i keep having to redraw the layout over & over again ,
which make me seriously really tired . didnt had the mood to go to school today as ,
my drawing pencils & foolscap pad went missing , and also because Ayah forgot
to buy me acrylic paint . on top of that , Goodbye waking up late in the middle of the afternoon and Hello 5.30am ! i want my holidays , cause i dont think i got any for the past month . nvmind , i think i will work and study my ass of for term 3 & term 4 and sit for my O's confidently and then enjoy myself by sleeping in and go out later .
after school today , got a phone call from Farah and bused down to Compass Point with
Ish to meet her , ate and talk and then me & Ish went to hide Madonna's album .
lols , dh tua buat hal tua ah nenek , nk action mananyer sexy jer . hahas .
and then walk around some more and went home . in school just now , had problems getting my class photographs cause the list indicated that i didnt pay T.T , but i did ! i ask my mum for like $70 just to pay for a whole bunch of assesment books teachers are making us buy and also to pay for the class photographs , so its highly impossible that i can pay for all the books and not pay for my class photographs . thought my $12 went to waste but Mr. Ju
gave me the 3 extras , but i didnt get the formal photo that i want T.T ,
and it still $3 wasted .. but its okays . it isnt Mer's fault she messed up , our class's just
too messy .. will settle for 3 instead of 4 . i badly wanna scan the photos in , but im lazy .
today also basically suck cause i found out that someone who i used to be close
to had worked her way to make my other school days in the past and also in the
future suck . really , i cant believe my ears went she told me .
what kinda friend are you ?
yes , you're the backstabber .
i may be loud and noisy but im definitely fun and i do made you laugh .
whatever you said about me to her and to her about me ,
goes to show how you are such a shallow-minded , childish , backtstabbing ,
self-centered , irrelevant , bull-shitty , judgemental person you are .
seriously , you fought with me , using the LAME-O excuse that
you cant stand my sharp words .. girl , maybe you should go check the word joke or joking
under the dictionary cause i was definitely joking .
saying that i insulted you and that i revealed your secrets ?
how bout when you insulted me without showing any signs that you were cracking
a joke ? you insulted me way much more than i insulted you , im very sure ,
cause you'd atleast insult me once in every half an hour ..
other than that , you scream , push , ordered me around , make use of me ,
being a good friend , i just bear with you're nonsensical behaviour and take
everything in , taking as though all the insults you shot at me were just jokes
when i know jolly well that you werent joking .
i put up with all your mood-swings and ive always tried my best to take care of
yours and Ish's feelings , but this is what you say bout me ?
a noisy girl who make use of people who everybody dislikes .
really ? you think im that way ?
i may be noisy but im just being myself ,
i do not make use of people , if i do which i dont , i would feel reallie bad .
and seriously , why would i wanna make use of people if my life's nearly complete ?
what about you ? atleast , i dont go around telling people stories bout you and
revealing people's secrets which you swear to keep private .
i dont go around being a two-headed bitch telling me you bad things about a friend
and then go tell that friend about you're bad qualities .
who the fcuk do you think you are ? now , i reallie despise you .
not only because , you initiated the super-nonsesical fight between us & influenced Ish ,
but also because you're a big fat liar & a back-stabber .
you said : she's all noisy and she always makes use of people .
she said : she's still you're friend .
you said : so what ?, only for a short while .
i may not be the best friend you ever had , i may have hurt you're feeling
along the way but i assure you i was never a backstabber , a two-faced bitch &
also a big fat liar .
and whoever hands over the right to you to be soo judgemental to judge me
when , you yourself aint any better . go do a reflection on yourself , are you that good that you can go around and judge , backstab and badmouth your head off about me ?
reallie , even when i was just keeping quiet , talking to Ish & Gee or painting my canvas ,
walking , sitting or just merely breathing , this question keep playing in my mind ,
what kind of friend are you ? and now , knowing that you're such a GOOD friend ,
you can even pretend that nothings wrong and that you ever bitch really bad bout me .
now , knowing that you're such a fake , i no longer regard you as my friend .
i can handle liars , but i cant and i dont which really tells you that i wont handle ,
backstabbers . Farah told me alot about you and how big you're mouth and ego is ,
but i didnt realise that you're a backstabber . i believe in Farah but not to the extend that
i had a bad impression bout you . but this and the confession that came out
of her mouth which have been kept secret for a really long time ,
made me think , that you're no better than a soul who lost his/her sense of direction
in life . you're worst than that , & im not gonna regret what im posting here ,
cause i know you're one heck of a person who dont deserve my respect .
go do a self-check on yourself and pls make your brain go overtime on
how to correct your backstabbing , lost , teenage soul .
im very angry & yeahs if you ever apologise which i think you wont ,
i would forgive but i'd never forget , and pls dont expect any respect from me ,
cause now i finally saw you're true colours that reallie make me despise youre guts ,
i dont hate you , i despise / abhore / loathe you , isnt that thousand more times worst ?
and i think , i ought to confess , ure hate words last time and times when you & Ish made fun of me , i reallie felt super vulnerable and honestly , when i cried in the lab both during the Shatec talk & ss revision class , both of you were also part of the reasons why i cried .
yeahs , been taking alot in w/o complaints and this is what i get from you ?
gosh , im so pissed .
and even though im letting go of my anger here by typing out sentences after sentences ,
trust me , im not even one quater done .
& Ish , im serious , knowing that shes like that , i no longer wanna talk to her
much more be friends with her .
no , im not being childish , i just dont want to get cheated & backstab again .
once bitten , twice shy .
ouh ya , thnks Farid Md. Noor , for the ouh-so-jiwang song .
bye , im very pissed .
Saturday, June 21, 2008
SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.
hello . Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.
despite sleeping very late yest listening to someone sleep on the phone ,
i woke up early but still late this morning . was suppose to wake up at 5.30am
and get to school by 6.30am but woke up at 6.10am after repeatedly pressing the
snooze button . finally woke up and showered and got ready to go to school .
got to school and slack for awhile taking all our costumes and then waited
for the latecomers and then boarded the bus that brought us to the
Grand Copthorne Hotel . i went gugugaga over the hotel at first , but after staying there from 8am-1pm , im very sure the hotel's has too many flaws . first of all , no dustbin T.T , we had difficulty throwing our rubbish . second , the food was disgusting , okay maybe thats the only food you serve at our school budget , but seriously , was that food even fit for humans ? i feel that its for stray cats down the street . lols , but im there only for rehearsals and not as a staying guest , so i may not know how the service is cause from what i see , the waiter was nice :]
so rehearsals just now was #%^*##^%*&&($*@ !
; everything was fine at first but my tamborine just had to slip from my hands ,
and i was so panicky on stage that i forget that i shouldnt try to grab
my tamborine back . and i was so jittery after that i forgot my steps and i went too fast than the others , i almost cried after that , but i didnt . afterall its only the rehearsals and i maybe i can do something to overcome my stage fright . hahas , Abang Izwan's really cool today , he made our hair into something reallie nice , even though it caused damage to my hair , ure like the best instructor i ever had :]]]]] teh first instructor to talk to me as if im his age and also his friend , and also the first to goof around with us , you're fun . had lunch after that , and thnks to Abng Izwan he bought us can drinks which saved us from drinking cold dirty plain water :] had lunch and then changed and then boarded the bus with contemp dance like before and also with the kompang boys . i swear today was fun but boring at times cause we had to wait like reallie long for our turn to rehearse . but yeahs , its fun :] upon reaching school , saw this gold bunga mangga which really excites me , tsk i know . yeahs , waited for Farid and then left school before him , leaving him to catch up with me , Farah , Suzanna . accompanied him to eat at ljs rivervale mall and then went home . so yeahs , went home and slept like a pig after that , was very tired . ouh ya , HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURI :]
its not that i dont wanna be truthful to you , no .
im confused myself . i dont know what i want ,
i dont know what i should do . yeahs , im moved by youre sincerety ,
ure patience to wait for me and also youre unconditional love that remains unchanged .
im touched i swear .
but i seriously have no idea what i should do or say to you now ,
cause , i dont wanna hurt you by rejecting you again and , i so dont wanna
lie to myself by accepting your love cause its unfair to the both of us .
reallie , i have feelings for you ,
but like i said , its not that strong , it wont last .
what if , my feelings just fly away again like that ?,
i cant bear to hurt you again for the 5th/6th time .
i dont wanna lie to myself and also you . listen to my what ifs ,
it wont make you happy cause you know it wont make me happy either .
i really dont know what i want .
so , time will tell okays , im sorry to make you wait .
just dont put too much hope on me /:
i swear im sorry .
bye .
Friday, June 20, 2008
Tagged By Lynette Lydia Ng :]
1. How long have you waited for someone you love?
- One to almost Two years .
2. What do you want to do right now?
- Watch TV , Chat With Ish .
3. If there's a miracle, what will you long for?
- hms , no idea . To get into the Nyp course i want by getting really good Olevel score .
4. Do you hate your friends sometime?
- Yeah , sometimes when they tend to get a little to irritating ,
and the ones who screams / shout / hurl insults at me , the ones who dont mean
what they say , but hey ; i may be like that too T.T
5. Where do you wish to die?
- hms , in the arms of someone i love :]
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
- that always happends right ? so , ya .
7. What is the most impossible thing to do?
- fixing a broken heart .
8. Is there something that you wish would never happen?
- yeahs , loads of stuffs .
9. Are you happy with your life right now?
- yeahs , life's great even though its incomplete :]
10. What if your crush ask you out ?
- i'll say okay . what else right ?
11. What do you do when you feel bored?
- go online , go out , watch tv , call somebody .
12. What feelings do you hate the most?
- the feeling when im confuse and also fear .
13. If you'll be seperated from your loved one(s) for a period of time, what will be something you will tell them?
- i miss you ]: and how are you ?
14. What are you looking forward to this coming week?
- nothing ? okay maybe tmr's grand dinner rehearsals .
- Instructions ;
Tag 11 people, list them @ the end of the post.
Notify them in their tagboard that they have been chosen.
1. Irsyad
2. Cassandra
3. Maryann
4. Mira-Ftp
5. Nisa
6. Diana Mazlan
7. Huda Zubir
8. Aisyah
9. Naqib
10. Christine
11. Aini
okays , ive been tag-ed by Lynette to do that quiz .
nyehahahahas .
been very lazy to update this few days , but i'll update now while waiting for Mr. Ami to
come online .
wedns ; had rehearsals at school ,
woke up late like always . and text-ed syak to informed her .
wore the costume and dance went through the dance only once , like yay ?
then went to have lunch at kfc with Suzanna , then met Farah & Amsyar at Banquet .
waited for them to finish eating their food and then sat around near the lrt there
and talked and joke around . after that me and Suzanna went over to Farid's house
and hung out with him . yeahs and then shift blocks and then went home around 5pm .
talked to Mr. Ami on the phone from 2am to 5-6am , i persuaded him to let me sleep ,
and end up waking up late which disallow me to go to school for Hist mock test the following day , which is a Thursday .
beauty sleep got abruptly disturb by Sufyan cause he called my phone T.T
he came over and complete his hey-maths hmwrk , and then went home .
after that , my day was like normal .
today , woke up and did normal basic-wake-up-and-do-stuffs , and then went online and
re-edit my test blog , for Mr. Ami ..
just completed it and now here i am blogging .
so yeahhhs , my holidays are ending in a very boring way T.T
plus , im tired , i dont want to go to schooooooooooooool !
BYE !
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
hello , today went back to school for the ss mock test ,
and im afraid my sbq answering skills have gone rusty T.T
yeahs , i think so , cause i have to think like repeatedly before i start answering the
questions . hms , yeahs after that bused to Hougang Mall with Ish to discover that all the shops were closed as its still very early in the morning , called Ryann and then
walked back to kpt bustop and meet Cassie & Ryann , played at the swings for awhile
and then bused to Compass Point while Cassie & Ryann took 74 to god knows where .
reached Compass Point and then headed down to Bk and saw Adith , DHo , LK & Eugene .
stop and stared at them for awhile and then went to kfc for breakfast cum lunch .
walk around and then headed to the sculpture park for fun and played around ,
and then headed to some supermarket nearby for aircon , lol i know .
headed back to Compass Point and when to the Library , read a book which is cool
even thou i only read like a few pages . listen to songs on Ish's mp3 and we only complete 10 songs out of 108 songs cause i keep changing the songs , itchy fingers mah .
and then walked all the way back to SengKang around my house and headed to Rivervale Plaza's Ntuc for aircon then went to 7-11 and Ish bought the sour sweet and made me promise to him that i'll eat it . hahahs . so yeahs , ate that sour stuffs and i like the look on Ish's face while he suck on that sour sweet , hahahahs .
walk around after that and went to some nearby fitness corner nearby my house and played around and then Ish went home .
hahahas , had lotsa fun with Ish aka Mr. Ami today :]]]]
we'll meet again on thursday okays .
& theres gonna be full-dress rehearsal tmr and lucky me i just completed sewing the clothe
AbngIzwan told us to sew , of course Ibu helped me :] tyvm .
so thats about it , shall go watch Alias now .
bye :]
and im afraid my sbq answering skills have gone rusty T.T
yeahs , i think so , cause i have to think like repeatedly before i start answering the
questions . hms , yeahs after that bused to Hougang Mall with Ish to discover that all the shops were closed as its still very early in the morning , called Ryann and then
walked back to kpt bustop and meet Cassie & Ryann , played at the swings for awhile
and then bused to Compass Point while Cassie & Ryann took 74 to god knows where .
reached Compass Point and then headed down to Bk and saw Adith , DHo , LK & Eugene .
stop and stared at them for awhile and then went to kfc for breakfast cum lunch .
walk around and then headed to the sculpture park for fun and played around ,
and then headed to some supermarket nearby for aircon , lol i know .
headed back to Compass Point and when to the Library , read a book which is cool
even thou i only read like a few pages . listen to songs on Ish's mp3 and we only complete 10 songs out of 108 songs cause i keep changing the songs , itchy fingers mah .
and then walked all the way back to SengKang around my house and headed to Rivervale Plaza's Ntuc for aircon then went to 7-11 and Ish bought the sour sweet and made me promise to him that i'll eat it . hahahs . so yeahs , ate that sour stuffs and i like the look on Ish's face while he suck on that sour sweet , hahahahs .
walk around after that and went to some nearby fitness corner nearby my house and played around and then Ish went home .
hahahas , had lotsa fun with Ish aka Mr. Ami today :]]]]
we'll meet again on thursday okays .
& theres gonna be full-dress rehearsal tmr and lucky me i just completed sewing the clothe
AbngIzwan told us to sew , of course Ibu helped me :] tyvm .
so thats about it , shall go watch Alias now .
bye :]
Monday, June 16, 2008
hello , its been days since i last updated ,
and Naqib Lavigne's telling me to update more .
okay , been out alot the past week ,
went out with Ish & Daniel on Thursday and watch The Happening at E-Hub instead
of Prom Night . The Happening was good , like seriously .
i loved the movie and im sure Dan & Ish had fun watching me hide behind
our popcorn . lols ! the movie's really gruesome to me and ,
but it does make sense okays but i dont think its possible , maybe , maybe not .
hahas , the movie's good , go watch ! :]
after movie Dan left cause he had something on and me and Ish went to Tampines Mall ,
in hope that Prom Night would be showing at the Golden Village there .
but Prom Night isnt shown anywhere , so sad .
Chrissy called after that and mrt-ed to Ang Mo Kio to meet her .
played at the arcade and screamed alot , hahas .
then bus-ed back to Compass Point for dinner ,
irritate Chrissy alot in the bus ,
and i got stared by some lazy-eyed guy at KFC , gaaaaa his stare , ruined my appetite and made me eat very slow . headed home after that cause i had to be back by 9pm .
watch abitt of Prom Night online and then conferenced with Ish & Chrissy ,
Chrissy slept while me and Ish talk & then about a few hours later , i found me talking to myself . yes , Ish fell asleep O.O'' HAHAS !
the next day which is a Friday , woke up , switch on comp and watch Prom Night online ,
and got ready after that to go out . headed to Cik Zarinah's place and headed to Changi Beach after that for our bbq , i didnt had fun though .. the bbq's isnt that fun .
spend most of my time sleeping on the hammock T.T
Dinno & Danny was very funny , Dinno with his thai accent and dancing & Danny with his
'everything made by HongKong' . hahahahas , serious funny shit .
played abit with the sand and then went home on Saturday after a long overnight stay there .
went back home , showered and sleep .
woke up on Sunday around noon and then got ready for tuition .
went to tuition like normal and came back .
today , had md practise and got to try on the 80th anni dinner costumes .
the costumes really preetyy . i likey .
practise like a gazillion times and then went back , showered and sleep .
woke up watch AquaMarine on StarWorld , went online .
and now i wanna watch Cinta Fitri , its actuallie on outside but im not watching T.T
but im definitely watching Bawang Merah , Bawang Putih .
weeee ~
ouh ya , theres ss mock test tmr , sbq only right ? no need study :]
and i have school everyday of the week and my Saturday is gonna be taken away
cause i have to go to Copthorne Hotel for rehearsals . wtheck ? hahahahas .
school reopens next week , screams & pulls hair out . school suck balls , bleahh .
bye :]
and Naqib Lavigne's telling me to update more .
okay , been out alot the past week ,
went out with Ish & Daniel on Thursday and watch The Happening at E-Hub instead
of Prom Night . The Happening was good , like seriously .
i loved the movie and im sure Dan & Ish had fun watching me hide behind
our popcorn . lols ! the movie's really gruesome to me and ,
but it does make sense okays but i dont think its possible , maybe , maybe not .
hahas , the movie's good , go watch ! :]
after movie Dan left cause he had something on and me and Ish went to Tampines Mall ,
in hope that Prom Night would be showing at the Golden Village there .
but Prom Night isnt shown anywhere , so sad .
Chrissy called after that and mrt-ed to Ang Mo Kio to meet her .
played at the arcade and screamed alot , hahas .
then bus-ed back to Compass Point for dinner ,
irritate Chrissy alot in the bus ,
and i got stared by some lazy-eyed guy at KFC , gaaaaa his stare , ruined my appetite and made me eat very slow . headed home after that cause i had to be back by 9pm .
watch abitt of Prom Night online and then conferenced with Ish & Chrissy ,
Chrissy slept while me and Ish talk & then about a few hours later , i found me talking to myself . yes , Ish fell asleep O.O'' HAHAS !
the next day which is a Friday , woke up , switch on comp and watch Prom Night online ,
and got ready after that to go out . headed to Cik Zarinah's place and headed to Changi Beach after that for our bbq , i didnt had fun though .. the bbq's isnt that fun .
spend most of my time sleeping on the hammock T.T
Dinno & Danny was very funny , Dinno with his thai accent and dancing & Danny with his
'everything made by HongKong' . hahahahas , serious funny shit .
played abit with the sand and then went home on Saturday after a long overnight stay there .
went back home , showered and sleep .
woke up on Sunday around noon and then got ready for tuition .
went to tuition like normal and came back .
today , had md practise and got to try on the 80th anni dinner costumes .
the costumes really preetyy . i likey .
practise like a gazillion times and then went back , showered and sleep .
woke up watch AquaMarine on StarWorld , went online .
and now i wanna watch Cinta Fitri , its actuallie on outside but im not watching T.T
but im definitely watching Bawang Merah , Bawang Putih .
weeee ~
ouh ya , theres ss mock test tmr , sbq only right ? no need study :]
and i have school everyday of the week and my Saturday is gonna be taken away
cause i have to go to Copthorne Hotel for rehearsals . wtheck ? hahahahas .
school reopens next week , screams & pulls hair out . school suck balls , bleahh .
bye :]
Thursday, June 12, 2008
hello .
didnt had much time to update cause im usually out and about early in the morning already .
sunday went out with lovely cousins to Jurong swimming complex and then
headed to Jurong Point for dinner and we went to the arcade after that .
hahas , had fun . but it'll be fun-ner if the rest of the cousins came too ,
cause only 6 of us went , me & my brothers , Nisa & abngZamaksyari , KakItin and her mum .
the rest didnt come as they were working , too busy studying for Os or just plain lazy .
hahahahas , abngRamdhan shouted at me on the phone and he said hes too busy studying for Os
thats why he couldnt go . wthell ? im taking my Os too hello ? and abngZamaksyari also what ?
kay then after that , since it was very late , the rest of us sleptover KakItin's house ..
slept over there for two days , and came back yest .
yest went to Busuroh Street to take pictures for my art .
and then had lunch and went home , went online for awhile and headed out again to E-Hub at
Downtown East and watch Congkak . the movies okay , not that scary though
and i laughed alot cause the movie doesnt make sense , but overall its okay .
then had dinner and abngDinno & Danny came , after dinner went over to Pasir Ris Park
cause the adults wanted to look at the bbq pits cause they're planning for a bbq for us tmr .
and they scared me preety much cause Pasir Ris Park was super dark and it scared me :/
walk back to Downtown East and book the pit and then walked back to CikZarinah's place
and CikSalleh send us back .
went back , shower and everything and talk to Sufyan until abou 2am , and then sleep .
woke up today , starightaway switch on the computer and did Sufyan his favour ..
so now , im gonna go offline cause i need to get ready to go out ,
yeahs with IshyyHubby & also Md.Daniel , its his birthday today ,
so HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY DANIEL !
prom night :]
ouh ya , the Mariah Carey's version of Always Be My Baby , is nicer than David Cook's .
bye :]
didnt had much time to update cause im usually out and about early in the morning already .
sunday went out with lovely cousins to Jurong swimming complex and then
headed to Jurong Point for dinner and we went to the arcade after that .
hahas , had fun . but it'll be fun-ner if the rest of the cousins came too ,
cause only 6 of us went , me & my brothers , Nisa & abngZamaksyari , KakItin and her mum .
the rest didnt come as they were working , too busy studying for Os or just plain lazy .
hahahahas , abngRamdhan shouted at me on the phone and he said hes too busy studying for Os
thats why he couldnt go . wthell ? im taking my Os too hello ? and abngZamaksyari also what ?
kay then after that , since it was very late , the rest of us sleptover KakItin's house ..
slept over there for two days , and came back yest .
yest went to Busuroh Street to take pictures for my art .
and then had lunch and went home , went online for awhile and headed out again to E-Hub at
Downtown East and watch Congkak . the movies okay , not that scary though
and i laughed alot cause the movie doesnt make sense , but overall its okay .
then had dinner and abngDinno & Danny came , after dinner went over to Pasir Ris Park
cause the adults wanted to look at the bbq pits cause they're planning for a bbq for us tmr .
and they scared me preety much cause Pasir Ris Park was super dark and it scared me :/
walk back to Downtown East and book the pit and then walked back to CikZarinah's place
and CikSalleh send us back .
went back , shower and everything and talk to Sufyan until abou 2am , and then sleep .
woke up today , starightaway switch on the computer and did Sufyan his favour ..
so now , im gonna go offline cause i need to get ready to go out ,
yeahs with IshyyHubby & also Md.Daniel , its his birthday today ,
so HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY DANIEL !
prom night :]
ouh ya , the Mariah Carey's version of Always Be My Baby , is nicer than David Cook's .
bye :]
Friday, June 6, 2008
Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye .
you told me stuffs he said he'll do for her ,
you know and feel sad for what he's going through .
but you dont realise im struggling through something very similar yet
much more complicated because of you ,
and you never did realise all the things i did and what i've said to her that i'll do .
thank you Lynette Lydia Ng :]
dont worry , this is awesome .
hello hello .
today didnt go to school again o.o
having green light yellow light red light stop ! ,
and its causing me major stomach cramps and also back aches ,
which seriously bothered my sleep last night T.T
woke up late today around 9am and continued my sleep .
woke up around 12pm after that casue Farah called me .
and then did what i normally do during the hols .
so thats it .
ouh yes , i think someone realised i miss him alot ,
cause someone contacted me last night .
and i havent eat since yest , shall go find something to munch .
and yes I Miss Irsyad ! T.T
bbye .
Thursday, June 5, 2008
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
nk carik suami ngok mcm aner dier treat mak dier cause how he treat his mom, tat is how hes gonna treat u
nk carik suami ngok mcm aner dier treat mak dier cause how he treat his mom, tat is how hes gonna treat u
& Mira Moktar :] says:
hahas . wahwah ! irwin kusuma dh bbual !
hahas . wahwah ! irwin kusuma dh bbual !
& Mira Moktar :] says:
clapclap . nicely said .
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
hahahahahah yeah2
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
thx2
& Mira Moktar :] says:
hahas . tkder speech ker ? thanking saper2 ?
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
hahahahahah let me tink
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
erm
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
arrrrrrrrrgh
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
tk bleh piker
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
saket otak ah
& Mira Moktar :] says:
hahas . okay one full sntnce will do .
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
erm i would like 2 thank amira 4 making me KEMBANG tank u
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
hahahahaha
& Mira Moktar :] says:
hahas .
& Mira Moktar :] says:
welcome welcome .
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
clapclap . nicely said .
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
hahahahahah yeah2
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
thx2
& Mira Moktar :] says:
hahas . tkder speech ker ? thanking saper2 ?
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
hahahahahah let me tink
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
erm
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
arrrrrrrrrgh
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
tk bleh piker
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
saket otak ah
& Mira Moktar :] says:
hahas . okay one full sntnce will do .
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
erm i would like 2 thank amira 4 making me KEMBANG tank u
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
hahahahaha
& Mira Moktar :] says:
hahas .
& Mira Moktar :] says:
welcome welcome .
[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c] says:
hahaha yeah .
- END
let me put a good word for you here , Irwin Kusuma tman mak dier pgie pasar ,
good son and future suami mithali :]]
all girls out there , hes available and also up for grabs ,
good luck :]
hello hello .today woke up late again o.o ,
got to school around 10.45 ? and somebody really pisses me off like wtfcuk ,
i walk into classroom and vent my anger on Saangeetha and also the poor table .
wthell ! im so seriously pissed , why dont you people go and die .
so yeahs , walk into classroom aroun 10.50 ? biology lesson was about to end ,
but i wasnt too late for chemistry , went to chemistry lab and redo our practical .
and i sprayed distilled water at StupidSaleem cause he sprayed distilled water at me
yest during mock test , asshole .
sprayed him and got yelled at by mdmLung , but heck care .
did our practical and got scolded again , hahas , i keep redoing the practical
cause i keep doing the wrong things , lol , i think everybody made the same mistakes
cause i did what everybody did . hello ! the instructions on the paper wasnt clear , how do you expect us to understand the instructions , lols .
so after that , had lunch at canteen but didnt finish my food cause wasnt that hungry but just ate
to prevent myself from getting gastric .
saw Farah :]]]]]]] talk and then went up to hall for rehearsals .
it was tiring and i made mistakes during the rehearsals where everybodys looking ,
but did okay went we're practising among the group . hahas .
headed to 132 at sengkang after that and met Kai & Bob with Farah & Suzanna .
went home after that , so thats what happend today .
& argh , i know i shuldnt but i do anyway .
i miss you lah .
& i miss Ishyy too .
bye :]
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
hello hello .
today , i had an surprisingly easy time to wake up and move my lazy ass from my bed .
got to school for science mock practical exam .
i think i did ooooo-kay . and i think my beaker thats filled with water ,
boiled too slow o.o
and Lynn & stupidSaleem broke their testubes ,
Saleem in a very funny way . lols !
yeahs , after that got quarantine in the art studio instead of lecture theatre .
gaaaa ~ cant see my friends . and then got scolded by tcher cause didnt bring my art stuffs ,
and the reason why i didnt was because i didnt even know he was gonna keep us back for art today , cause i didnt come to school and also because Saangeetha inform me only in the morning before science practical . hahas . yeahhs , got scolded and yelled at ,
and he called my mum T.T but mum didnt scold me .
she only persuaded me to go back home and take my art stuffs and go back to school and
also tell me the main reason why tcher was very concern bout me .
so cool , i didnt know that , and im surprised that he told my mum that .
hahaha ! so at 12am after the quarantine period for shift one ended , i went back home , took my stuffs and come back to school . did my final layout and all i have to do now is photocopy
my final layout and colour one piece and show tcher tmr cause i cant attend tmr's class
cause i got rehearsals . so sad , cause tmr's the last art lesson for the holidays , maybe .
yeahs , thats it .
and yeahhh , DHo said that my mouth like mesin potong rumput ,
lols , daniel you know what i said is true eventhough its abit rude . hahas .
but its true , thats what happening in Spore . hahas .
i wanna go do my art now & watch iCarly on tv , cool .
bye :]
today , i had an surprisingly easy time to wake up and move my lazy ass from my bed .
got to school for science mock practical exam .
i think i did ooooo-kay . and i think my beaker thats filled with water ,
boiled too slow o.o
and Lynn & stupidSaleem broke their testubes ,
Saleem in a very funny way . lols !
yeahs , after that got quarantine in the art studio instead of lecture theatre .
gaaaa ~ cant see my friends . and then got scolded by tcher cause didnt bring my art stuffs ,
and the reason why i didnt was because i didnt even know he was gonna keep us back for art today , cause i didnt come to school and also because Saangeetha inform me only in the morning before science practical . hahas . yeahhs , got scolded and yelled at ,
and he called my mum T.T but mum didnt scold me .
she only persuaded me to go back home and take my art stuffs and go back to school and
also tell me the main reason why tcher was very concern bout me .
so cool , i didnt know that , and im surprised that he told my mum that .
hahaha ! so at 12am after the quarantine period for shift one ended , i went back home , took my stuffs and come back to school . did my final layout and all i have to do now is photocopy
my final layout and colour one piece and show tcher tmr cause i cant attend tmr's class
cause i got rehearsals . so sad , cause tmr's the last art lesson for the holidays , maybe .
yeahs , thats it .
and yeahhh , DHo said that my mouth like mesin potong rumput ,
lols , daniel you know what i said is true eventhough its abit rude . hahas .
but its true , thats what happening in Spore . hahas .
i wanna go do my art now & watch iCarly on tv , cool .
bye :]
both of you fought , and now ure not speaking with each other .
you , dont like her/him to invade into ure privacy ,
but tell me , what are you hiding or so scared that she'll find out ?
if theres nothing youre hiding , i dont see any reason why he/she is not
allowed to check ure stuff once in a while ?
allowed to check ure stuff once in a while ?
and , ure talking crap , everything you say doesnt make sense ,
you counterback everythin he/she saysjust to cover up your faults ,
cant you see ? you'r not making any sense . and think , of course he/she wont trust
you because of what you did .. but you only have ureself to blame .
understand ?
you , maybe ure too over-suspicious but yeahs , i understand you care .
yeahs , i know he/she is being unreasonable .
and yeahs i know , you're very hurt cause of something that happen in the past .
i understand , but pls , bear with it ?
cause you know we need you and ure love .
cause you know we need you and ure love .
im not siding anybody here , but all i can say i love this two people alot ,
pls stop fighting ?
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
hello hello . didnt go to school yest & today ,
cause woke up late on both days , hahas .
both days were super boring .
and download photoscape yest and edited pictures ,
since im impatient to wait for Photoshop that Abang Dinno downloaded specially for ME ,
i'll be happy wiht just Photoscape for now .
yeahs , Abang Dinno i want my Adobe Photoshop CS3 extended .
come online now dinosaur ! continue synchronizing the stupid thing .
hahas . so yeahs .
and yes , ISH's BACKKKKKKK !
and yes , ISH's BACKKKKKKK !
weeeee ~ so maybe i'll drag my lazy self to school tmr to see Ish .
and yes arh , theres rehearsals this Thursday ,
it'll be good and bad depending on how you look at it .
it'll be good and bad depending on how you look at it .
good : i'll meet Farah & Suzanna , plus an opportunity to dance .
bad : i'll see people i dont wish too see , eg : YOU !
yeahhs , and omg , theres science practical mock test tmr , and i just rmb-ed like now .
will go crammed what i need to cram like now . so yeahs .
looking at how short and lame this post is , you should now ,
my holidays are seriously bored & pathetic , but i've promise myself and some other people
that i'll get 13points or lower for my Os L1R4 with Saangeetha and read 2 pages of the dictionary
every day to improve my vocabulary , so that i'll do well and get the Computer Engineering Course at Nyp or the Psychology Course at Tp , if i dont succeed im gonna cry and try again
as a private candidate , mwahahaha ! hopefully not :]
i'll do this during my holidays , anybody wanna join ?
and i seriously my BestFriend : Sufyan , like alot :[
and i want more of Alias , Ishyy Hubby , give me the next cd .
and i want more of Alias , Ishyy Hubby , give me the next cd .
shall go watch the chinese sitcom which is on now and improve on my 3rd language ,
and consider taking up Indian as my 4th as afterall , i have my cousin who is supersmart and not indian to teach me .
will post this before i get out ,
Girl: Hey ! Whats up ?
Boy: Not much , just listening to music .
Girl: I heard your getting you G.E.D.
Boy: Yeah , i thought it was a good idea .
Girl: It is and im proud of you .
Boy: Yeah , thnx . Well listen , i g2g . Bye !
"Last message recived 12/12/07"
"Next day"
Girl: Hi !
Boy: Hi ! Whats up ?
Girl: Not much , you ?
Boy: I got my G.E.D.
Girl: OMG !!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU !!!
Boy: Yeah , thnx .
Girl: I have to tell you something .
Boy: Go ahead ..
Girl: Well , i love you. Ive always have i cared about you and your always in my heart .
Boy: Thats cool . I love you too but your too young . Your 14 and i'm 17
Girl: But i love you, age shouldn't matter ..
Boy: I know u do and i love u but i found this girl and shes my age
Girl: I just thought......(crying she logs off)
The next day the boy turns on the news and hears that a 14 year old girl cut her wrists and wrote on the wall "Age never matters"The boy then recives a call from the girl he chose and she says "I'm leaving you for the one i love.That night the boy hangs himself and writes on the wall "She's right. Age doesn't matter. I love you and always will.
IF YOU AGREE THAT AGE SHOULDN'T MATTER AS LONG AS YOU LOVE THEM THEN REPOST THIS AS "Age Shouldn't Matter"
and..A miracle will happen at 11:11 tonight .
yeahs im supoose to repost it on friendster ,
but it'll be more interesting here , cause idk why .
hahas , okays & no miracle will happen like always .
okay im out , bye :]
Sunday, June 1, 2008
hello hello .
today was boring but it ended fast ?
idk why . went to tuition then came back .
and Ishyy Hubby left for Melaka today ,
ehs Mister , go there dunnow how to bring ure wifey isit ?
hahas , joke . shall wait patiently for Ishyy to come back on Tuesday .
yeahhs . and i woke up too late this morning that i didnt get to psycho him to
Melaka . gahaaa ! lols ; Amirah the Psycho .
and yeahs , yest Rvps clique outing and also so-called Sial Family outing .
except i spend like 10mins with Ryann ? ; SORRYYYY !
shall make it up to you one day , smiles .
yeahhhs ,went to Sentosa ; played in the water , eat yummy food , cake-bashing .
then went to wash up , yeahs took a whole two hours cause the ladies in the toilet was
seriously inconsiderate , like they took half an hour to shower ? did they forget that it was a public toilet and a whole bunch of other ladies were waiting ? so yeahhs , and
an ahlian stared at me and Diana cause went she came out Diana said , ' FINALLY ! ' like really loudly . hahas . lols . cant blame Diana , that ahlian took 1hour to shower ? wthell ?
seriously pissed us off o.o
so yeahs , then left Sentosa , walk around Vivo , then HarbourFront Center cause some wanted to eat , which was the minority , then went to Clarke Quay to camwhore .
serious nice shit all the photos . so yeahs . didnt had fun but overall okays , felt pissed but okays , just hope the next outing would be fun .
and yes , i was really pissed and shock with twinny's attitude yest night ,
but maybe i dont know him that well and didnt know that he gets angry easily and that
he'll be sooo harsh with his words . yeahs , whatever . everythings fine :]
will post some pics :]] ;
today was boring but it ended fast ?
idk why . went to tuition then came back .
and Ishyy Hubby left for Melaka today ,
ehs Mister , go there dunnow how to bring ure wifey isit ?
hahas , joke . shall wait patiently for Ishyy to come back on Tuesday .
yeahhs . and i woke up too late this morning that i didnt get to psycho him to
Melaka . gahaaa ! lols ; Amirah the Psycho .
and yeahs , yest Rvps clique outing and also so-called Sial Family outing .
except i spend like 10mins with Ryann ? ; SORRYYYY !
shall make it up to you one day , smiles .
yeahhhs ,went to Sentosa ; played in the water , eat yummy food , cake-bashing .
then went to wash up , yeahs took a whole two hours cause the ladies in the toilet was
seriously inconsiderate , like they took half an hour to shower ? did they forget that it was a public toilet and a whole bunch of other ladies were waiting ? so yeahhs , and
an ahlian stared at me and Diana cause went she came out Diana said , ' FINALLY ! ' like really loudly . hahas . lols . cant blame Diana , that ahlian took 1hour to shower ? wthell ?
seriously pissed us off o.o
so yeahs , then left Sentosa , walk around Vivo , then HarbourFront Center cause some wanted to eat , which was the minority , then went to Clarke Quay to camwhore .
serious nice shit all the photos . so yeahs . didnt had fun but overall okays , felt pissed but okays , just hope the next outing would be fun .
and yes , i was really pissed and shock with twinny's attitude yest night ,
but maybe i dont know him that well and didnt know that he gets angry easily and that
he'll be sooo harsh with his words . yeahs , whatever . everythings fine :]
will post some pics :]] ;
hahas , that'll be it , and ouh ya ,
HAPPY 5TH MONTH DIANA & AMIR-TWINNY :]
last forever kay the both of you :D
& i miss Ishyy Hubby olreadyy .
