tyme pass by reallie fast.
its lyke 4.21 noww.
nn in another onne hour or a matter of how minutes,,
we're gonna leave dis comp lab nn we're nort gonna come back.
im saddd.
lols.
im gonna miss,,
; their comps.
; the tea break food.
; the foodcourt food.
; derrrr supersupersuperbigbigbig campus.
; derr toilet.
; getiink lost
; everytink.
lastlyyy,,
; derr two tutors.
lyke lols.
sadddddd larhhhhhs.
but finally derr last dayyy..
so i dunn have tuhhh leave farah alone at skool.
lols.
mcm paham.
i chatted wif shasha dearest.
im sooo sadd ferr herr okayyyy.
bnyk bersabar larhhhh okayyys.
& i chatted wif mr zulhilmi mazlan oso.
lols. bnyk mrepek okayyys.
& zainal.. lols. lagiik bnyk mrepekk.
sooo farrr,, todayy bnyk mrepek.
so obviouslyyyyyy.
im lyke suppose tuhh send adlin syyyyg ferr herr ferst ballet class.
but,, sooooo sorie..
i carn make it.
& deres tchers dayy rehearsal tomoro.
im lyke looking ferward.
bcoz...,,
i dunnoe whyyyy.
okayyyyyy.
DONE!!!
(((:
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
on top are obviouslyy derr pictures mwe nn gee shiok-sendirik.we took alortt of pics in derr bus.
but i dunn have it.
& YAY. todayys is day 5 which is derr last dayy of derrr NYP course.
lyke finally okayyy.
noww we gort a group project tuhh do.
but trust mwe,,
i dunn understand a single f-ing thanng.
lols.
im super bored
& i think my group is stuck.
im in such a bad mood.
even faris sayy,,
MIRA,, JGN PERANGAI!!
& i lost my temper at gee.
wtf.
ive been lyke super down since skool.
but i noe no onne cann see,,
coz im a veryy good nn convincing actress.
& i lost my temper at gee dearest. SORIE.
lyke usual,,
everydayy,, at nyte,, i'll call mr sufyan.
lols. borink larhhh ehhhhs.
everydayyy tokk about derr same think.
wadd he suggested yesterdayy nyte was funny okayyy.
im superr bored.
GUESS WADD!!!
i took over 3 hours tuhh just type out dis post.
i just dunn noe wadd tuhh post.
okayyy BYE.
((:
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
lyke owaes..
im at nyp. ferr derrr course.
i didn wann tuhh go bcoz im sick..
AGAIN!
but both derr tchers in charge brainwashed mwe,,
until i finally decided tuhh go.
so noww ive completed my assingnment,,
nn im free..
tuhh do anitink i wannn,,
which is of coz BLOGGING!!!
& nowww im wondering about wadd tuhh eat ferr lunch..
bcoz gee dearest gort mwe tinking.
dat thinker..
im sorie u carnn go ferr ur adventure trail.
lols.
im lyke super fedup wif FAIZAL AZIZ.
dunn tell mwe anitink.
bcoz i dunn wannna noe.
ure such a big fat jerk.
ferr lyking a gerl nn shifting tuhh herr closest frenn after she rejected youu.
okayyy derr ferst gerl is mwe..
im nort jealous,,
im just fucked up dat he's dat kind of guyy.
FAIZAL? heylooo?
i tot he was nyce.
it reallie surprised mwe wennn he turned out tuhh bbe lyke dattt.
im being super naive.
nvm,, i have nutink tuhh lose.
ure such a despo,,
chasing a gerl who doesnt wann youuu.
lols. maybbe i should tell dat tuhh myself..
bcoz im chasing sumonne too.
butt nahhhs,,
i dunn wann think about it
watever.
ouhh yarr,,
there was tchers dayyy rehearsal yesterdayyy..
& farah nn suzanna dearest finally taught mwe derr kinda new stepps
which i dunn get since last week.
finally..
ryte.
& i cried yesterdayyy..
bcoz ive just realised im being sooo stupid.,
ferr doink everytink i cann,,
tuhh make hym realise dat everytink he wanns is infront of hym.
but he just didn open his eyes big enough.
& i dunn even think he'll realise onne dayyy.
im doink everytink i cann tuhh make hym happy.
being derr gerl he wannns.
but nahhhhhs,, he doesnt realise..
he just look straight ahead,, thru mwe,,
lyke im nort even dere.
fact is,, im owaes besyde mwe..
im beink super emo.
IM NORT!!!
& i think kak sharz saed my fringe super long lyke emo..
lols.
& im missing farah..
i was sooo sadd i carnn ccompany herr todayyy.
our class is super deserted since most of us wennn nyp.
& she's alone mostlyy.
sadd.
& I WANN SS LECTURE.
i miss it.
lols.
dats derr onlie combined class wif 3EA taww.
saddsaddcase.
im having super badd tummyache.
i drannk teh susu.
or isit teh tarek since gee tarek it ferr mwe.
thnks.
totally reminds mwe of serawak trip wenn ahmad salman tarek teh ferr
derr tchers.
lols.
((:
im at nyp. ferr derrr course.
i didn wann tuhh go bcoz im sick..
AGAIN!
but both derr tchers in charge brainwashed mwe,,
until i finally decided tuhh go.
so noww ive completed my assingnment,,
nn im free..
tuhh do anitink i wannn,,
which is of coz BLOGGING!!!
& nowww im wondering about wadd tuhh eat ferr lunch..
bcoz gee dearest gort mwe tinking.
dat thinker..
im sorie u carnn go ferr ur adventure trail.
lols.
im lyke super fedup wif FAIZAL AZIZ.
dunn tell mwe anitink.
bcoz i dunn wannna noe.
ure such a big fat jerk.
ferr lyking a gerl nn shifting tuhh herr closest frenn after she rejected youu.
okayyy derr ferst gerl is mwe..
im nort jealous,,
im just fucked up dat he's dat kind of guyy.
FAIZAL? heylooo?
i tot he was nyce.
it reallie surprised mwe wennn he turned out tuhh bbe lyke dattt.
im being super naive.
nvm,, i have nutink tuhh lose.
ure such a despo,,
chasing a gerl who doesnt wann youuu.
lols. maybbe i should tell dat tuhh myself..
bcoz im chasing sumonne too.
butt nahhhs,,
i dunn wann think about it
watever.
ouhh yarr,,
there was tchers dayyy rehearsal yesterdayyy..
& farah nn suzanna dearest finally taught mwe derr kinda new stepps
which i dunn get since last week.
finally..
ryte.
& i cried yesterdayyy..
bcoz ive just realised im being sooo stupid.,
ferr doink everytink i cann,,
tuhh make hym realise dat everytink he wanns is infront of hym.
but he just didn open his eyes big enough.
& i dunn even think he'll realise onne dayyy.
im doink everytink i cann tuhh make hym happy.
being derr gerl he wannns.
but nahhhhhs,, he doesnt realise..
he just look straight ahead,, thru mwe,,
lyke im nort even dere.
fact is,, im owaes besyde mwe..
im beink super emo.
IM NORT!!!
& i think kak sharz saed my fringe super long lyke emo..
lols.
& im missing farah..
i was sooo sadd i carnn ccompany herr todayyy.
our class is super deserted since most of us wennn nyp.
& she's alone mostlyy.
sadd.
& I WANN SS LECTURE.
i miss it.
lols.
dats derr onlie combined class wif 3EA taww.
saddsaddcase.
im having super badd tummyache.
i drannk teh susu.
or isit teh tarek since gee tarek it ferr mwe.
thnks.
totally reminds mwe of serawak trip wenn ahmad salman tarek teh ferr
derr tchers.
lols.
((:
Friday, August 24, 2007
lols. im currentlyy in lurve wif derr werk i done.
even thou it looks cacat.
sooo pple,, enjoy.
lols.
surprisinglyy,,
durink lunch break todayy,,
i ate roti prata & im so full olreadyyy.
lolololol.
i super worried about haizan dearest okayyys.
sumhoww,, she figured out dat sufyan lost her burfdayy present.
but,, whyy does she wanns it noww?
sufyan sayys dat he olreadyy tried giving her thrice after she returned it bck tuhh hym.
soo,, why does she wann it back onlie now.
a few months later wenn everybodyy including sufyan has forgotten about it?
my dear ghurl,,
u carn blame hym ferr losing it after giving back derr present nn rejecting
derr present 3 time or rather 5 times.
lol.
im gettink tired of all dis okayyyy.
my dear ghrul,,
cann youu pls stopp slashing?
ure making mwe reallie worried bout youuu..
& oso,, puttink sufyan into a reallie tough spot.
wadd do youuu expext us tuhh do noww?
we've tried helping youuu,,
or rather.. i tried.
I TRIED!!! & pls im gettink tired..
bcoz,, ure nort doink anytink tuhh help urself..
even after constant help from mwe.
noww wadd youu wann mwe tuhh do?
im stuck okayyyy..
haizan-haizan.
after haizan who?
is lynette gonna create problems ferr mwe,, adlin & sufyann?
i reallie prayy nort.
plsplspls lynette.
dunn do anitink dats gonna make us stuck in derr tough spot lyke wadd
haizan dearest did.
dis is a desperate plea.
lols.
LOLS!!!
i tok on derr phone wif sufyan lastnyte ferr over one hour.
superbest tawww.
both of us is lyke super mrepek.
& he keep scaring mwe wif derr incredible tales story yesterdayy.
he keep makig scary noises on derr phone.
i scared larhhhhh.
dennn after toking ferr sooo long,,
about hys disastrous lurve lyfe..
i hadd tuhh put down derr phone coz
again daddy started nagging.
lols.
but i promised hym i cum early todayyy soo cann tok summore.
end up,, i just accompany hym studyy malay.
SUFYANNNNN!!!
i fergot my tie bcoz of youuu.
i gort sick bcoz of youuu.
lols.
just now mwe nn faris prank shafeeq ite using gee's account.
denn he was super angryyy.
lols. kekeke.
i lurve pranking best.
lols.
i wann start on my assignment noww.
soooo,, TOODLES.
((:
Thursday, August 23, 2007
yeahh. im at nyp again.
lols. dere assignment dis tyme is tough.
nort super tough,,
confusing rather.
nn tiring oso.
& before i ferget..
SAANGEETHA LURVE NYP TOILETBOWL!!!
lols.
desmond sachekk kaypooo onlie.
lols.
hahahahahahs.
he typed sumtink but i erased.
hahahahas.
i wann go back skool cannnnn???
i wannn seeee farahhhh.
nn sufyan.
& yeahhh,,
i manage tuhh call hym last nyte.
best tawww..
& he spread flu tuhh mwe thru derr phone.
''yay-yay. i gort partner.''
was wadd he saed wenn i started sneezing.
lols. sooo cute.
& mwe nn saangeetha dearest walk back home wif hym,, khaliq,,faiz.
stoopid seyyyyy.
lols. & i gort mud all over my shoe.
curses.
i wannn see youuu lehhhhs.
stayyy at skool till i come back cannn?
cannort.
he wont stayy at skool till sooo late.
booo ))'X
i wannnnn youuu larhhhhs.
cannn?
cannort.
saddsaddcase.
& i saw fared todayyyyy.
yay. & iwaved.
i did see hym yesterdayy oso,,
n i waved..
& yeahhh,, i show off my tongue tuhh sufyan in derr morning.
he showed back.
lols.
sooo cute.
&&& i went into derr boyys toilet just noww.
stoopid desmond SACHEKKK nn jason dunn allow mwe tuhh go ouut of derr toilet.
psssst,, dunn tell mwe im obsessed wif sufyann.
(:
lols. dere assignment dis tyme is tough.
nort super tough,,
confusing rather.
nn tiring oso.
& before i ferget..
SAANGEETHA LURVE NYP TOILETBOWL!!!
lols.
desmond sachekk kaypooo onlie.
lols.
hahahahahahs.
he typed sumtink but i erased.
hahahahas.
i wann go back skool cannnnn???
i wannn seeee farahhhh.
nn sufyan.
& yeahhh,,
i manage tuhh call hym last nyte.
best tawww..
& he spread flu tuhh mwe thru derr phone.
''yay-yay. i gort partner.''
was wadd he saed wenn i started sneezing.
lols. sooo cute.
& mwe nn saangeetha dearest walk back home wif hym,, khaliq,,faiz.
stoopid seyyyyy.
lols. & i gort mud all over my shoe.
curses.
i wannn see youuu lehhhhs.
stayyy at skool till i come back cannn?
cannort.
he wont stayy at skool till sooo late.
booo ))'X
i wannnnn youuu larhhhhs.
cannn?
cannort.
saddsaddcase.
& i saw fared todayyyyy.
yay. & iwaved.
i did see hym yesterdayy oso,,
n i waved..
& yeahhh,, i show off my tongue tuhh sufyan in derr morning.
he showed back.
lols.
sooo cute.
&&& i went into derr boyys toilet just noww.
stoopid desmond SACHEKKK nn jason dunn allow mwe tuhh go ouut of derr toilet.
psssst,, dunn tell mwe im obsessed wif sufyann.
(:
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
yeahhhh,, lyke i sayyy..
exams are over.
but fcuk,,
i fail my english.
10/30 tawwww.
stoopid tcher..
i was doink my poa exam,,
denn he show mwe my eng result.
i cried on derr spot okehhhs.
sadddddd..
denn there wass derr tcher's day audition.
i loike mer nn renny's performance okehhhs.
deyy sooo cute. & derr 3 badot performance is sooo derr
MREPEKKKK!!!
embarrasing urself onlie okehhhs.
dumb.
& im in derr habit of playing badminton wif dear adlin everydayyy.
nort everydayyy urhhhs.
most days of derr week.
i have nort completed my art plywood.
alerrrmakkk.
ngahh paint best-best,,
my paint finish..
wadd derr fish.
& desmond sachekk.
mira sachokk.
loves. ((:
im super hell bored nn super hell skool-sick.
reason being,,
im in NYP ferr almost derr whole dayy until 4 todayy.
nn cumink back NYP ferr derr next four following dayyys.
5 DAYYS LURHHHS!!!
puhhliiishhh imagine.
but its a good thing whole over..
coz i get tuhh playy derr comp anytyme i wann.
& skiip class.
& do anitink i wannt while multi-tasking..
ryte noi?
lols.
but derr badd thing is dat,,
I MISS SUFYANN,, FARAHH!!!
& whoever..
PLUS MER!!
she hugged mwe just now.
nn yeahh,, hairul..
even thou u saed u were glad im gone..
i noe ure nort..
coz u dunn have any kenyet-ing partner in malay class
& oso sumonne tuhh buy drinks ferr youuu.
lols hairul.
i miss mr.bestfrenn-mr.fake-fake-boyfrenn-old-oldmann.
MR MD. SUFYAN AMIRHAMZAH!!!
i wann tok tuhh youuuuu larhh ehhhs.
dumbdumb bus ferr cumink late.
blame my daddy ferr nagging mwe yest nyte wenn i wanted tuhh kol youuu.
sadsadcase.
& yeahhh,,
farah seems different nowadays.
but i understand.
even if it does ruin my mood ferr dat dayyy.
i'll just stayy strong ferr herr.
i guess,, she needs mwe noww.
& it'll bbe badd if im crumbling during her tyme of need.
soooo even thou i feel terribly horrible everytyme she's saddd,,
i'll just tryy tuhh cheer up instantly so dat she wont feel werse.
dats wadd frenns are ferrr... ryte?
& another thinggg,,
i just realise,, my lfe gort terriblyhorrible
after breaking up wif andy.
but yeah,, im strong.
im still alive.
nn i wont slash anymore..
i hope.
i miss fadhil.
i miss sufyan.
i miss fared.
i miss muhd khan.
& everybodyyyy in skool.
NANA!!! i wann hugg her..
best tawww..
i cann hugg herr.
sooo pple,, bbe jealous.
(:
exams are over.
but fcuk,,
i fail my english.
10/30 tawwww.
stoopid tcher..
i was doink my poa exam,,
denn he show mwe my eng result.
i cried on derr spot okehhhs.
sadddddd..
denn there wass derr tcher's day audition.
i loike mer nn renny's performance okehhhs.
deyy sooo cute. & derr 3 badot performance is sooo derr
MREPEKKKK!!!
embarrasing urself onlie okehhhs.
dumb.
& im in derr habit of playing badminton wif dear adlin everydayyy.
nort everydayyy urhhhs.
most days of derr week.
i have nort completed my art plywood.
alerrrmakkk.
ngahh paint best-best,,
my paint finish..
wadd derr fish.
& desmond sachekk.
mira sachokk.
loves. ((:
im super hell bored nn super hell skool-sick.
reason being,,
im in NYP ferr almost derr whole dayy until 4 todayy.
nn cumink back NYP ferr derr next four following dayyys.
5 DAYYS LURHHHS!!!
puhhliiishhh imagine.
but its a good thing whole over..
coz i get tuhh playy derr comp anytyme i wann.
& skiip class.
& do anitink i wannt while multi-tasking..
ryte noi?
lols.
but derr badd thing is dat,,
I MISS SUFYANN,, FARAHH!!!
& whoever..
PLUS MER!!
she hugged mwe just now.
nn yeahh,, hairul..
even thou u saed u were glad im gone..
i noe ure nort..
coz u dunn have any kenyet-ing partner in malay class
& oso sumonne tuhh buy drinks ferr youuu.
lols hairul.
i miss mr.bestfrenn-mr.fake-fake-boyfrenn-old-oldmann.
MR MD. SUFYAN AMIRHAMZAH!!!
i wann tok tuhh youuuuu larhh ehhhs.
dumbdumb bus ferr cumink late.
blame my daddy ferr nagging mwe yest nyte wenn i wanted tuhh kol youuu.
sadsadcase.
& yeahhh,,
farah seems different nowadays.
but i understand.
even if it does ruin my mood ferr dat dayyy.
i'll just stayy strong ferr herr.
i guess,, she needs mwe noww.
& it'll bbe badd if im crumbling during her tyme of need.
soooo even thou i feel terribly horrible everytyme she's saddd,,
i'll just tryy tuhh cheer up instantly so dat she wont feel werse.
dats wadd frenns are ferrr... ryte?
& another thinggg,,
i just realise,, my lfe gort terriblyhorrible
after breaking up wif andy.
but yeah,, im strong.
im still alive.
nn i wont slash anymore..
i hope.
i miss fadhil.
i miss sufyan.
i miss fared.
i miss muhd khan.
& everybodyyyy in skool.
NANA!!! i wann hugg her..
best tawww..
i cann hugg herr.
sooo pple,, bbe jealous.
(:
Friday, August 17, 2007
exams almost over nowww.
yay ahhhhhs.
but still,, i wont bbe posting too often.
lols.
i watch soccer at clementi stadium yesterdayy.
fun okayyyy.
i was a bitt lost at ferst coz it was my ferst.
kental larhhh mira.
lols.
once i gort into derr flow,,
i keep screaming non-stop.
& my eyes keep drifting tuhh derr guy wif jersey number 17.
dunn ask mwe whyy,, coz i dunnoe.
asyik-asyik ternampak budak tu.
& yeahh,, jersey number 17 - mr zulhaikel mazlan,, played guhreat.
or maybbe bcoz its he's gaye dat make my eyes drift tuhh hym.
lols.
& of coz derr others played realie guhreat too.
walao,, & derr other skool played so rough okayyy.
stress mira.
lols. & farah laugh at mwe ferr being stress up.
hahahahas.
& sumtink happened tuhh my skirt,,
which irritate mwe alortt.
lmao.
bye.
(:
yay ahhhhhs.
but still,, i wont bbe posting too often.
lols.
i watch soccer at clementi stadium yesterdayy.
fun okayyyy.
i was a bitt lost at ferst coz it was my ferst.
kental larhhh mira.
lols.
once i gort into derr flow,,
i keep screaming non-stop.
& my eyes keep drifting tuhh derr guy wif jersey number 17.
dunn ask mwe whyy,, coz i dunnoe.
asyik-asyik ternampak budak tu.
& yeahh,, jersey number 17 - mr zulhaikel mazlan,, played guhreat.
or maybbe bcoz its he's gaye dat make my eyes drift tuhh hym.
lols.
& of coz derr others played realie guhreat too.
walao,, & derr other skool played so rough okayyy.
stress mira.
lols. & farah laugh at mwe ferr being stress up.
hahahahas.
& sumtink happened tuhh my skirt,,
which irritate mwe alortt.
lmao.
bye.
(:
Friday, August 10, 2007
im lyke soooooo luckyyy i didn follow faizal tuhh espalnade yest.
1,500 pple there ryte?
waduuuuuh-waduuuuuh bnyk banget siiih.
at last,,
i was stuck at home watching firewerks on tv.
hahahas.
pathetic mira.
dis year national dayyy is no funn.
hahahahas.
i carved hys name on my arm.
nort fake-fake boyfie okayyy,,
adeqqq.
lerrrx. its nort dat deep.
i wann make it deeper cann?
reason being,,
i have nutink tuhh do.
lols.
bbe honoured coz ure derr ferst person whose name is carved on my arm.
but nahhhhs,, i noe you'll think im mrepek.
but watever.
i hadd a veryy-veryy weird dream about mwe nn fake-fake boyfie
on wednesdayy nyte.
isit bcoz i miss hym too much or isit bcoz i lurve hym too much.
but yeah,,
dat dream was super sweet.
hahahas.
(:
1,500 pple there ryte?
waduuuuuh-waduuuuuh bnyk banget siiih.
at last,,
i was stuck at home watching firewerks on tv.
hahahas.
pathetic mira.
dis year national dayyy is no funn.
hahahahas.
i carved hys name on my arm.
nort fake-fake boyfie okayyy,,
adeqqq.
lerrrx. its nort dat deep.
i wann make it deeper cann?
reason being,,
i have nutink tuhh do.
lols.
bbe honoured coz ure derr ferst person whose name is carved on my arm.
but nahhhhs,, i noe you'll think im mrepek.
but watever.
i hadd a veryy-veryy weird dream about mwe nn fake-fake boyfie
on wednesdayy nyte.
isit bcoz i miss hym too much or isit bcoz i lurve hym too much.
but yeah,,
dat dream was super sweet.
hahahas.
(:
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
yeahh,, todayy is suchh a bore.
total boredom.
except ferr derr dressing up nn performing part.
dat was derr BEST.
in my opinion,,
dis year's national day celebration is no fun.
borink larhhh okayyy.
i saw mr zulhaikel mazlan on monday larhhh seyyy.
i miss hym alortt.
& ouuuh yarrr of coz his frenns too.
but nahhhh,, everytyme i see demm,,
i get nervous & i wann tuhh walk awayy.
just dat usual fear. dat usual fear pple wont understand.
okayyyyy,,
im sooo fucked up wif derr miss s thingyyy okayyy.
i dunn wann tuhh severe frennship wif anyone.
wadd youu wann mwe tuhh do?
chnge? i think im better noww,,
denn previous years.
how much do youu wann mwe tuhh chnge?
whyyy nort all of youu chnge?
im nort dat crybaby i used tuhh bbe.
im nort dat unfrennly bitch dat goes around skool wif her
nose high up in derr air.
im nort derr ghurl hu get easily flare-uped nn throw
chairs around derr classroom.
ive chnged. nn im tired of it.
im tired of chnging bcoz of wadd pple think about mwe.
im nort derr onne wif derr attitude.
okayy fyne,, my behaviour mayy suck at tymes,,
but its nort my attitude.
whyy nort youu pple chnge derr wayy youu think about mwe.
okayyyy fyne.
IM SORRY ABOUT DAT POST!!!
IM SOOO VERYY SORRY!
im trying veryyy hard tuhh make it up tuhh youuu.
but i just carn seem tuhhh do it.
im trying very hard tuhh chnge my opinion bout youuu.
but sorie frenn,, it takes tyme.
slowlyy my opinion of youuu will chnge.
so lettmmie go at my own pace.
bolehhhh?
noi? i dunn lyke dat solution cann?
& i dunn think i wann it tuhh end dat wayyy.
sooo miss s,,
IM SOOOO SORIE!!!
faizal aziz ehhhs?
kurang asam kamu.
luper sama kawan siiih.
MREPEK TAK LAYAN!!
nak kann a.s kann?
AMEK ARHHHHS!!!
gth.
adeqqqqqq fadhil,,
I MISS YOUUUUU!!!
& i gort soooo sadd wenn i found out dat i didn realise
youu were in derr same bus as mwe just nowwww.
urghhhh. okayyyy.
noww i noe wadds derr feeling dat keeps lurking in mwe.
derrr feeling of missing sumonnne sooo baddd..
sumonne dats sooo special.
YOU!!
but nahhhhhs,, im strong.
& i fight reallie hardd tuhh force derr tears from cumink out.
nn yeahh,, i won.
but still,, dat feeling wont go awayyy.
just once,, i wish tuhh meet youuu.
& lett all derr misses out.
but nahhhhh,, i noe ure nort willing.
but i'll just keep on missing
& keep on wishing dat you'll turn at walk back tuhh mwe.
well mira,, keep on wishing.
keep on wishing ferr datt beloved adeqq tuhh walk back tuhh youuu.
& just keep hoping dat ur perseverance will payyy off.
yesh mira,, keep holdink on.
youu noe youu'll make it thru.
ouuuuuh yarrr,,
due tuhh confiscation of hp tuhh god-noes-wenn,,
im sorie if msgs werent replied.
faham-faham jerr larhhh ehhhhs.
i miss my muhd khan,, matiin,,adnan nn faRED!!!
eyyyy heylooooo.
faRED superSOMBONG okayyyy.
sooooo dunn blame mwe.
(:
total boredom.
except ferr derr dressing up nn performing part.
dat was derr BEST.
in my opinion,,
dis year's national day celebration is no fun.
borink larhhh okayyy.
i saw mr zulhaikel mazlan on monday larhhh seyyy.
i miss hym alortt.
& ouuuh yarrr of coz his frenns too.
but nahhhh,, everytyme i see demm,,
i get nervous & i wann tuhh walk awayy.
just dat usual fear. dat usual fear pple wont understand.
okayyyyy,,
im sooo fucked up wif derr miss s thingyyy okayyy.
i dunn wann tuhh severe frennship wif anyone.
wadd youu wann mwe tuhh do?
chnge? i think im better noww,,
denn previous years.
how much do youu wann mwe tuhh chnge?
whyyy nort all of youu chnge?
im nort dat crybaby i used tuhh bbe.
im nort dat unfrennly bitch dat goes around skool wif her
nose high up in derr air.
im nort derr ghurl hu get easily flare-uped nn throw
chairs around derr classroom.
ive chnged. nn im tired of it.
im tired of chnging bcoz of wadd pple think about mwe.
im nort derr onne wif derr attitude.
okayy fyne,, my behaviour mayy suck at tymes,,
but its nort my attitude.
whyy nort youu pple chnge derr wayy youu think about mwe.
okayyyy fyne.
IM SORRY ABOUT DAT POST!!!
IM SOOO VERYY SORRY!
im trying veryyy hard tuhh make it up tuhh youuu.
but i just carn seem tuhhh do it.
im trying very hard tuhh chnge my opinion bout youuu.
but sorie frenn,, it takes tyme.
slowlyy my opinion of youuu will chnge.
so lettmmie go at my own pace.
bolehhhh?
noi? i dunn lyke dat solution cann?
& i dunn think i wann it tuhh end dat wayyy.
sooo miss s,,
IM SOOOO SORIE!!!
faizal aziz ehhhs?
kurang asam kamu.
luper sama kawan siiih.
MREPEK TAK LAYAN!!
nak kann a.s kann?
AMEK ARHHHHS!!!
gth.
adeqqqqqq fadhil,,
I MISS YOUUUUU!!!
& i gort soooo sadd wenn i found out dat i didn realise
youu were in derr same bus as mwe just nowwww.
urghhhh. okayyyy.
noww i noe wadds derr feeling dat keeps lurking in mwe.
derrr feeling of missing sumonnne sooo baddd..
sumonne dats sooo special.
YOU!!
but nahhhhhs,, im strong.
& i fight reallie hardd tuhh force derr tears from cumink out.
nn yeahh,, i won.
but still,, dat feeling wont go awayyy.
just once,, i wish tuhh meet youuu.
& lett all derr misses out.
but nahhhhh,, i noe ure nort willing.
but i'll just keep on missing
& keep on wishing dat you'll turn at walk back tuhh mwe.
well mira,, keep on wishing.
keep on wishing ferr datt beloved adeqq tuhh walk back tuhh youuu.
& just keep hoping dat ur perseverance will payyy off.
yesh mira,, keep holdink on.
youu noe youu'll make it thru.
ouuuuuh yarrr,,
due tuhh confiscation of hp tuhh god-noes-wenn,,
im sorie if msgs werent replied.
faham-faham jerr larhhh ehhhhs.
i miss my muhd khan,, matiin,,adnan nn faRED!!!
eyyyy heylooooo.
faRED superSOMBONG okayyyy.
sooooo dunn blame mwe.
(:
