since blogger's being a fcuked-up bitch , still .
the posting page still looks fugly , and its unappealing to me .
oops sorry the management of blogger , dont sue me , almost all blogger users hate it when this happens .
and im sorry caused ive hopped to wordpress .
and since i think , i'll get fickle again , and changed my url on wordpress , i wont post the url here . lol .
and i think i'll still use blogger when i feel random , cause im silly like that .
oh great , now i have to blogs & a twitter account and i dont tweet that often also !
okay bye .
p.s ; you can google me if ure smart ! (or if you want to!)
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
me being negative , thinks i have very slim chance of getting into a school next year . not because i think i'll get lousy grades again this year (read : i think i'll get super sweet grades cause im over-confident like that *sticks tongues out*) , but because i think candidates who apply for school through DAE will not be prioritize first , because obviously they'll give higher priority to those fresh graduates with fantastic grades from secondary schools .
uhhh , sad lah okay !
then again , i might be wrong . i hope im wrong .
*starts praying*
& blogger's still being a bitch .
sometimes , i really contemplate moving to livejournal or wordpress , or stop blogging altogether .
but im not gonna , YET !
:D
uhhh , sad lah okay !
then again , i might be wrong . i hope im wrong .
*starts praying*
& blogger's still being a bitch .
sometimes , i really contemplate moving to livejournal or wordpress , or stop blogging altogether .
but im not gonna , YET !
:D
Friday, July 24, 2009
Blogger's being a bitch !
btw , its confirmed . if in 7years i dont get married to Boyfie , or Adlin dont get married to Shazwan , the loser will have to get Starbucks for the winner , and a SWATCH WATCH . did i mentioned Swatch watches are super cute ? haha ! i tried looking for a picture of Adlin & me in my photobucket , but we look so retarded so no need ah .
so thats it , i cant sleep .
& I LOVE YOU !
i really really do .
& i miss you badly too D:
btw , its confirmed . if in 7years i dont get married to Boyfie , or Adlin dont get married to Shazwan , the loser will have to get Starbucks for the winner , and a SWATCH WATCH . did i mentioned Swatch watches are super cute ? haha ! i tried looking for a picture of Adlin & me in my photobucket , but we look so retarded so no need ah .
so thats it , i cant sleep .
& I LOVE YOU !
i really really do .
& i miss you badly too D:
Monday, July 20, 2009
You never truly love a person ,
until the mere thought of you hurting
that loved one is enough to break your own heart .
Saturday, July 18, 2009
i want ,
- loads and loads of caramel frappe .
- loads and loads of movies .
- loads and loads of time .
- and you .
& oh ,
- i love you .
Friday, July 17, 2009
i lack sleep .
*dozes off*
*dozes off*
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
yesterday when i walking back home with brother from RP , i saw Faizal *kening naik* tried to cabot lari but he saw me already and he started being annoying like this , 'Eh Mira ! dah sombong ah dektu , mataer cine nampak ?' ,and me like always , will say , 'Mane ade sombong ?' and then blablabla . like hello what has the race of my bf got to do with me being arrogant ? and he already know my bf was a chinese like soooo long ago , why mentioned it again so suddenly ? pfft , stupid .
i suddenly missed Sufyan alot last night , cause i logged in into my friendster account for god knows what , and i saw that he was the first featured in my profile , and also because the last time i saw him was at Musical Night , which was months ago , so i texted him , and hes suppose to get back to me cause he was busy at that moment , but he didnt .
oh well , kinda expected it .
okay im bored , and i should slap myself for being distracted !
i wanted to study Chemistry , but the laptop distracted me .
shit .
i suddenly missed Sufyan alot last night , cause i logged in into my friendster account for god knows what , and i saw that he was the first featured in my profile , and also because the last time i saw him was at Musical Night , which was months ago , so i texted him , and hes suppose to get back to me cause he was busy at that moment , but he didnt .
oh well , kinda expected it .
okay im bored , and i should slap myself for being distracted !
i wanted to study Chemistry , but the laptop distracted me .
shit .
Friday, July 10, 2009
i hate it how i cant sleep at night , cause i think thats the only time i let myself worry .
i also hate it how im so weak and let the fear overcome me .
its stupid how i get so agitated just thinking about things that have hurt ,
and possibly might hurt me again .
oh well dont blame me , im just human , weak and fragile .
oh my ! i need to grow up .
on a brighter note ,
Happy 17th Birthday Renny Normala :D
stay cute , happy and perky , like you always are !
& oh , i wont forget you and all those times we spent tgther .
ive never tell you this , but heh i love you ! :D
i also hate it how im so weak and let the fear overcome me .
its stupid how i get so agitated just thinking about things that have hurt ,
and possibly might hurt me again .
oh well dont blame me , im just human , weak and fragile .
oh my ! i need to grow up .
on a brighter note ,
Happy 17th Birthday Renny Normala :D
stay cute , happy and perky , like you always are !
& oh , i wont forget you and all those times we spent tgther .
ive never tell you this , but heh i love you ! :D
okay , its obvious i miss Ry ! nobody to webcam camwhore anymore :(okay i know i unprivate my blog , cause its freaking annoying when i have to log in everytime i wanna view my blog . i set my blog on private at the first place bcoz i was lazy to update , and if you realise my post are all getting crappier by the day . besides that , i created a twitter account cause i think its easier ? i dont have to think bout what to blog .
went for maths today , like every Thursday , but was v restless . and i was hungweeee , like every maths lesson . and i think Mr Anthony was annoyed cause me , Niza & Haq was making alot of noises . and i keep bumping into that girl like everywhere eh Niza ? annoying ! *rolls eyes* and shared some things , and what Niza and Haq said is scaring me alot .
im like totally scared , like vvvv scared . omg !
okay done , i updated ! :D
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
i wanna go Henderson Waves !
Sunday, July 5, 2009
my mind is in a jumbled tangled mess .
im gonna delete this space soon ,
cause i no longer have the need to rant things here .
or rather , ranting things here dont make me feel better anymore .
im gonna delete this space soon ,
cause i no longer have the need to rant things here .
or rather , ranting things here dont make me feel better anymore .
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Though the fire did not decrease one tiny degree – in fact, I began to develop a new capacity for experiencing it, a new sensitivity to appreciate, separately, each blistering tongue of flame that licked through my veins – I discovered that I could think around it. I could remember why I shouldn’t scream. I could remember the reason why I’d committed to enduring this unendurable agony. I could remember that, though it felt impossible now, there was something that might be worth the torture.
- Bella Cullen, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 19, p.378
rmb , much much more than anybody ever could .
Friday, July 3, 2009
Caterpillar in the tree,
how you wonder who you'll be
can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
don't you worry hold on tight.
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly Fly Away
how you wonder who you'll be
can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
don't you worry hold on tight.
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly Fly Away
Kait-Kait & Emma was vvv cute just now , omg ! :D
& no im not crying cause i know Ry will be back vvv soon ,
even if its just for awhile .
& i got cute flower stickers that i bought at T3 . lol .
