hello .
today went back to school , but i came late cause woke up late again .
hahas . came and i missed Chemistry completely but i made in time for Biology even though i was late by a few minutes . sat beside DesmondSachek & Saangeetha , and Desmond really made me laugh like alot . took alot of pictures with my phone which can move in sequence .
hahas , laughed like seriously alot . and then went back to class , but something retarded happen to our class . lols , so we used 3ED's classroom , the former 3ED'07 classroom . like bring back memories okays . lols ! Mr Tan released us at 1pm , walk down to dnt block staff's room with Saangeethax to look for form teacher Mr Juhari but he wasnt there , buy abit of food and drinks and sat outside library with Saangeetha to wait for IshyyHubby to finish his F&N. then along came Faizal & Daniel who sat with us an at the same time entertained us with their lame but funny jokes . then left school with IshyyHubby with Saangeetha and went to Compass Point while Saangeetha went home .
walk around , hide Madonna's album again , sat in the library , read , laugh about floating clothes and naked people . walk around outside Compass Point after that and end up walking all the way back to Rivervale Plaza .. before that , stopped at some fitness corner and watch Ishyy do his stunts and then walk to Saangeetha's block and ask her to wave out of her window . hahas !
then went McDonald's at Rivervale Plaza and study . and ouh ya IshyyHubby , thnks for the cheeseburger : hahahaha ! then walk back to the 119 bustop near my house to accompany Ishyy wait for his bus and then go home . and yes , im gonna watch Alias soon .
and maybe , go complete my art .. like real ! [:

& YES ! I CAN GO ON SATURDAY !
so , my dearest sial family and rvps clique .
first come first serve okays , i have to be with my rvps clique more cause they asked me out like months before . hahas .
and yes , im leaving with the group who leaves for Sentosa earlier .
and yay ! i can goooooooooooooo ! :]]]]]]

and remember my lovely twin Amir ..,
ure a premature baby who pushed out of our mother's womb when ure onlie 7 months old .
ure not only by right younger than all of us , you also got the wrong set of parents ,
cause i was given birth first and they love me more and that you were so slow that our mum hate you for causing her so much pain and left you in the hospital on 24 Dec 1992 after giving birth to you . so you got adopted and you had the wrong set of parents and i had the right one .
hahas . you lost - you lost !
bye :]

yes , im scared , very scared , totally scared .
like seriously , im trapped supposedly again for the forth time .
and im really scared , very scared , totally scared .
cassssieeeeeee ?! , help ?!!
breathe in , breathe out ; *chokes on own breathe and dies*
i want you to have amnesia . like seriously have amnesia till you dont rmb even ureself ,
much less me . harsh ? , i dont care .
ure scaring me to the maximum that i feel like killing myself .

hello .
lalala ~ Farid Md. Noor , i did call & u didnt pick up . yaa , its my fault . i called around 2+am , maybe you were asleep o.o'' . so too bad , after going offline yest , watch horror movie in my room with ibu & adik(s) , Lawang Sewu . not scary enough though , i laughed at some parts , cause the cast were like so stupid ,like seriously lah . lols ! then showered after watching at 12.10am cause it was very warm . then called Farah :]]]] . i was just trying my luck , but she was still awake and was getting ready for bed . hahas ! talk for an hour bout some stuffs , which was playing in my mind since the past few days .. then hung-up and called Farid . but he didnt pick up o.o'' , probably asleep already . gahaaaa ~ my fault-my fault ! sorry . wanted to call IshyyHubby after that but i didnt dare . hahas . it was so late at night olready and i have a feeling he's already asleep . so ya , tried to go to sleep after that .. but i tossed and turned for two hours and i was having gastric again cause didnt eat since morning , and i wasnt comfortable enough to fall asleep . finally fell asleep at 3am and then woke up around 4am .. then fall asleep again , woke up around 6.30am . then went to sleep again and woke up around 10.30 am , fall asleep again until 11.30am . was super sleepy still and had stupid headache , went to the kitchen and made COFFEEEEEE for myself then sat infront of the tv . wash up , ate and then on comp . and while eating , my tummy was causing problems for me again , it suddenly rejected all the food i'd swallowed and i almost vomited but still , i forced the food down , there were only a few spoonfuls (sp?) left and ibu will like give me that >:/ look if i waste food . so , swallowed everything down . muahahaha ! ya , then went online . there's tuition today but im lazy to go cause i wanna stay at home and cram last minute malay revision into my brains , even though its not advisable . and 4e & 5n malay pupils tmr , come early okays , we'll do the stretching exercise cikguBathiar taught our class . maybe it can , luaskan minda anda , bukakan hati anda . gosh ! mcm paaaaa .. but cikgu did teach us the exercise and he did said that ... hahas .
so yaaa , MALAY O LEVELS ; 1 DAY ! GOOD LUCK 4E / 5N SERANGOON MALAY PUPILS TAKING THE O's TMR ! im scared , really scared and worried also , not only bout Malay O's but also bout some other thing . im trapped , like again for the 4th time . * and i hate the MatRep , nudges Cassie and grins widely . who wouldnt , i really hate the way he treats girls and im not the only one hes treating like crap . you gonna get it from me , i'll throw my bulky pencil case at ure egoistic head/brain tmr from behind (duh , i sit behind him!) while ure doing the paper , then you'll fail ! mwahahahahaha ! im so evil , but hey , you fcuking deserve it . and even though , i miss you like alot , dont talk to me . dont apologise anymore , cause you dont mean anything you say , and after a few days you'll be gone again . im sick of the procedure , so dont ever try it out on me again , if you still do , i'll kick you in the nuts . fcuk you ! if you dont get the msg , yes im angry , why ? the egoistic fcuking attitude of ures which by now , really pisses me off ! dont try to reclaim ure bestfriend position , cause im sick of you trying to do that , cause you never really tried . and yes , i miss you like alot . but who cares ? obviously , you dont . you dont even think of ure bestfriend now .. so why should i care about you ? i'll forget everything ive done with you , all the memories , cause apparently , you dont think of those when you decide to treat me like crap . im not sad , just severely disappointed and also very pissed . *
bye :]

hello .
i didnt go the last day of intensive today , reason being im sick . yeahs , fever & major migraine & sore eyes . my eyes hurt like alot now but im used to it cause my eyes have been causing problems for me since forever .. an i had stupid migraine since yesterday but i hold on till last night . and idk my tummy hurts like really bad , i teared abit while doing mother tongue hmwerk . it hurts like really bad . so ya , when ibu woke me up just now , i just muttered something to tell her im awake and then went back to sleep . i woke up around 11am and then ya , completely missed intensive . but i dont think i'd go even if i did wake up on time . im kinda lucky , cause i got sick only after malayintensive ends . will be going back to school later to collect report book if im okays . but most likely i'll just force myself to go back to school . yesterday , talk to IshyyHubby on my hp at 12.01am and then my credit expired 4mins after that . hahs , and Ishyy thinks Madonna has something to do with it . lols , i wanna hide Madonna's album !! and i realised , June holidays have already started . wtfcuk ! so that means , wont be seeing alot of the Sial Family in school . grrr ~ my holidays will be preetyy much filled with june hols intensive for other subjects & also 8oth annivesary grand dinner rehearsal . speaking of which , im reminded of what FarisAziz said to me about the grand dinner ,
Faris ; kau perform per , nanti kau dapat meja .
Mira ; tak lah , dorang tk kasi Md meja , mrepek sey .
Faris ; takper , nanti aku bawak .
Mira ; then makanan ?
Faris ; tapao ah beb ! then aku bawak , kiter mkn mknan kiter sendiri .
Mira ; *Giggles* kau mcm paa lah .
so ya , the conversation i typed out isnt accurate cause i cant exactly rmb what we said , but basically , we said that . hahas . thats basically it , and i badly wanna meet Ishyy , Ryann , Cassie , Chrissy cause i miss them like alot .
countdown to , Malay O Level ; 3 DAYS !
good luck to all serangoon sec candidates .
ouh shucks , i want to cry . this goes to shows how much looking at old photos suck alots cause it reminds you of things you dont want to be reminded of .
casssieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , help .
bye ]:

hello !
like expected , today got called out and Om gave me in-house suspension . but sadly , it was only until after recess . but luckily , when i got back to cikguB's class , he didnt collect any homework . and i did study Chemistry , rajinnyer , anak saper ni ? hahas . and ya , i got scared to tell cikguB i got rehearsals even though he wont eat me up cause im scared that he'll think that i prioritise my rehearsals and not my studies . but luckily he didnt reprimand me , instead he made me take down Aisyah's home number , so that i can call her to ask her about homework . and yay me ! i completed my homework olready before i glue myself to the comp . but i still have 9 compos overdue . wthell ! ouh ya , i find myself talking in new & improved malay these few days , i keep inserting peribahasas in my sentences . like malay maniac siol . yaaa , mly intensive had an impact on me . so hopefully , malay intensive will help me pass my olevel mly with an distinction if not atleast an A2 . amin .
and reheasal just now was very tiring even though we only went through our dance like 5 times . reasons ; we got new positions and we're dancing on the red carpettttttttt , meaning we have to runrunrun to our position which leaves me breathless and tired after each round . imagine myself panting on stage on the actual day *screams* gaaaaaaa ~ nonono ! hope that wont happen . lols . yaaa , then me , Farah & Suzanna headed to Cp to waste time as we had nowhere to go and nothing better to do . so ya , thats about it .
bye :]

hello .
Vesak Day was boring ,
stayed at home watching tv and completing malay homework .
okay , not exactly complete as i still have 9 karangans not completed . wthell ? actually 4 are overdue , luckily cikgu didnt ask for it . i did wrote 4 but they're not completed due to lack of time , seriously overpiling pile of homework . i havent even complete the 4 karangans cikgu pile another 5 on us . geez ! nvmind , olevel malay in a week . i cried watching qabil khushry qabil igam today despite watching it the second time , the story's damn sad .. who wouldnt cry right ? and someone called me around 8pm today but hung up after saying nothing . weird ? hey , that reminds me of the time when someone keep calling me & Ish every friday around the same time and hunging up after saying nothing . lols . the person definitely have nothing better to do . OH ! WAIT-WAIT ! ISH JUST TOLD ME SOMEONE CALLED HIM AROUND THAT TIME TOO ! YAAA ! THE PRANKCALLER RETURNS . stupid people nothing better to do . tsktsk . ouh ya , i think im down for in-house suspension tommorrow cause i didnt turn up for detention last friday because of late-coming ; what the hell ? there was a massive traffic jam outside our school . didnt you see ? it usually takes around 5mins to get from my house to school but it took more than 10mins last friday . and it got a whole bunch of serangoon students late o.o'' but like duh ! , they wont accept the , the bus came late excuse or the there was a traffic jam excuse . lol ! sometimes , things do happen you know . and that reminds me , my tuition teacher on sunday refuse to tutor me and brothers cause we were late and that we were selfish and didnt think of her , not that we're selfish lah cousin , we missed the bus and we ended up waiting for the next one for half an hour . even if we're late , did you ever heard the saying , better late than never ?
ya , we're wrong but at least we came . and we did leave the house early . ouh whatever .
if i have in-house suspension tmr , im gonna study Chemistry and also complete my karangans .
theres rehearsal tmr ! wee ~
bye .

hello .
first and foremost ,
HAPPY BELATED 16th BIRTHDAY FARIS & KHIDHIR !
i wished Faris when i saw him in malay intensive but i didnt see
Khidhir to wish him . and Khidhir pls , im not giving you anything
since you forgot my birthday .
& HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY DINNO !
the guy who controlled my computer and crap nonsense to my friends
on msn , the one who does random stuffs (e.g ; shout maniac noises , do stupid dance steps)
at my house all the time & not to forget the guy who fixed my computer .
happy 17th my so-called brother .

good for me that i remembered to blog about that . lols , been rather forgetful lately . example , i keep forgetting every single things till when Ish talks to me about things , i'll act all blur and go , huhs ? goes to shows how forgetful i am . and NOOOO ! , ive not started on my ovepiling pile of malay homework . garhs ! i got kinda sick of malay olready . lols . yaa , i got 5 sets of karangan & 5 sets of paper dua . crazy or what ? but i'll do luhs , or i'll get kicked out of cikguB's room . ouh , how i envy mdmH's class , no homeworks lah siaaa ! everything do in class . and sis Cassie when you gonna transfer huhs ? huhs ? huhs ? & im looking forward to tuesday's 80th annivesary grand dinner rehearsal , cause i can crap with Farah , which reminds me i have to tell her something , that i fergot to tell her . and i hope cikguB will excuse me if he's planning on extending malay intensive after 1pm . i need to go rehearsals if not i'll get replaces ,
and mdmF is really being very unreasonable this few days , but we'll have to bear with it till the grand dinner is over . yesterday went to granny's house , met cuzzies & babyFina :D
extremely adorable okays . & she keep crying the first hour she came cause she was shyyyyy . cute lah okay . yaa , now that reminds me , that ive yet to complete my tuition homework and my tuition teacher aka old-old-older cousin gonna scream at me .
bye :]

hello .
yeahs , MYEs are finally over and i got all my results back .
i passed combined humans , malay , eng .
and failed , maths , science & art like usual .
and i got a stupid 4 out of an 100 for my stupid art .
how stupid can that be ? i coloured my ass off for 3hours and you gave a pathetic four ?
i did my prep work from page 1-4 even though page 5 was blank and all wasnt in colour .
and you called my thumbnail drawings tracing just because theres no shading ?
even though its incomplete , i put in the effort , and i have other subjects to revise
and also my own life to live , after completing 5pages of my olevel coursework ,
you expect me to do more for mye ? im tired of art okay .
gosh , should have dropped art instead of poa .
and maybelline shook my hands cause i passed english , proud teacher or what ? 0.0'' hahas .
and i need a MATHS TUTOR ! anybody ? no ?
somebody , HELLLLLLLP !

so , currently , we only have malay intensive from 8am till whatever time cikgu wanna keep us back ,
to look forward to in school . and unluckily , i got into cikguB class cause i used to be in
higher mother tongue and he's used to teaching us and it'll be too late to adjust to another teacher .
so , yaaa . but im glad im in his class cause honestly , he knows what he's doing .
hopefully , my second attempt in 'O' level malay will at least give me an distinction ,
cause i want it & i need it . so cikgu , load me with more karangans , surat & kertas dua ,
i dont mind . malay intensive is actually quite fun .
im actually looking forward to coming back to school for other subject intensive during the june hols .
and also the 80th anni grand dinner rehearsals , we're like dancing on the red carpettttt .
like coolio ? hahas .

oh ! did i tell you that i got stuck and i cant go home on monday after my
bio paper ? im such a forgetful old granny that i forgot to take my keys when i left home for school .
as a result , i walk back with saangeetha to her house and than sat at under her void-deck
for two hours and then when back to school to meet Ryann , Cassie & Chrissy .
went PS after that and went to my all-time fave store ; SPOTLIGHT !!
i played around with the things childishly again but sadly all by myself cause Ish wasnt there
and Chrissy was too busy looking for her stuff and ooh-ing and ahh-ing over the things i pointed out
and the things she found that gave her new ideas on designing her shoes .
and sadly , she didnt get her clothes cause the dress she wanted was over her budget . too bad !
plus , she keep bugging me to go Bugis which is an absolute NO-NO ! too bad , Chrissy , get ure clothes next time .
thats what happen on Monday .

planned to go out on tuesday by myself cause sadly Ish cant go out ,
to look for the museums mrS ask me to go . but , i woke up late ..
so decided no to go and went back to lala-land . so thats what i did on Tuesday .
and ive started my revision . yay me !

& i think i know who's its me who tag-ed .
bodoh kappaa ?

& i miss a whole bunch of people .
i miss Farah . i miss Sufyan . i miss Irsyad . i miss Renny . i miss Cassie . i miss Ryann . i miss Diana . i miss Amir . i miss Huda . i miss Nasir . i miss Aini . i miss the Sial Family . i miss sadly , a whole bunch more .
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hello .
see the changes ?
yes i got sick of my old one & finally i overcome my
lazyness and change to this .

Combined Bio & Chem Paper 1 was okay .
Art was horrible . my art piece was ___ (insertsnegativewords) .
after that , walk back home with Saangeetha ,
and then met Cassie & Chrissy at Hgm .
yes , i wasted my energy walking all the way back to Sengkang .
met my two sial sisters in the library and then accompanied
Cassie at McD . stayed for '5mins' with Cassie at McD after Chrissy left .
went back home , watch MTV for awhile and then got myself hook
on the comp . thats basically it .
bye :]

Irsyad : you made me wonder alot today ,
yeahs , i wondered through both my papers ,
why do you look and seem so sad ? and yeahs , i got my answers .
cheer up okay bestfriend , your sis will be alright .
i know you're very sad , but theres a reason why everything happened right ?
you got the sial family if not , me beside you .
dont keep everything to yourself . even if we cant help ,
you'll at least feel better if you let everything off your chest .
rmb , im here if you need me :]
ily friend , & i'll pray that you & your sis will be alright .