bila rindu ini , masih milikmu ..
ku hadirkan sebuah , tanya untuk mu .
harus berapa lama aku menunggu mu ,
aku menunggu mu ..
hahas . so random .
i woke up at 6.3oam today .
and got ready after making a few phone calls .
so , today was the ANNUAL ROAD RUN .
i planned not to run , but i did anyway with noi and cathy-jah .
and i was suffering like hell cause i was wearing two slingbags .
thanks to renny , hahas . not her fault , she thought i wasn't running .
reach school before 9am when i actually aimed to reach school
around 9.15-9.30am . shocking .
and i got the 38th placing . bad but still better then nothing .
hell tiring . and kovan super larh tak active .
i shouted myself hoarse but it still didnt help cause all the
people sitting behind didn't cheer .
and now my thigh hurts . i stretch my muscle i think .
then went out of school with renny and suzanna .
bus-ed over to heartland mall and had early lunch at kfc .
then walk around there for two hours , then went back
cause we were tired and i was starting to have fever .
reached home , bathed and so on then i drifted off to lalaland .
quotation - irsyad . hahas .
woke up and watch tv .
and now i feel like editing photos only that im lazy .
and farah ! never go school but can go out with montel eyy .
bilang mak kau . haha .
yeahs , bestie you're forgiven .
Friday, February 29, 2008
Thursday, February 28, 2008
hello .
the moment i woke up today ,
my head hurts lyke really bad .
i stuff my nose with alot of tissues today .
and i slept for 5minutes during english class .
but i still tried to stay active after that .
i got very irritated with mer today , im sorry mer ,
im just very down and im very bothered with stuffs .
sorry kay ? i dont know what got over me when i throwed the key at you .
i feel guilty . i know i shouldnt have done it , even if im upset .
thousand apologies .
then i had malay dance and im happy ,
cause i manage to memorise all the steps .
and i really want to dance for the hotel performance . can ?
i'll just pray and work hard .
yarr so , summary ; ive had a normal day only that , im down with flu .
why am i down with flu ?
maybe cause my immune system aint that good ,
cause ive been falling sick alot this year
or because i cried again last night .
i seriously , couldn believe my ears when you said that .
you could actualy agree with what saangeetha said ?
its okay , that she said that , but you ,
one of my bestfriends , said that ?
i hung up immediately right ? at first i thought i was too much .
but after much thought , i know you're the one who's too much .
keep stabbing me in the heart over & over again .
am i that type of girl who flirts , just because i want make you jealous ?
kau fikir aku tkder keje lain ?
i have my own dignity and i wont ever stoop so low as to do that kind of thing .
you're an utter disappointment .
you made me promise , that i wont cry until the day when i'll get
my olevel results . but now , you're the one who's making me cry .
and worst still , because of you .
and i think so much about this , i didn't realise , tears was wetting my face
during poa srp until saangeetha pointed it out .
so yeah , im sad . but who cares ? obviously , you dont .
and mengxuan , if you hate me ,
or dislike me , just keep it to yourself .
with you saying it out loud in class just now ,
dont you know how bad i felt ?
put yourself in my shoes , think deep .
seriously , i dont care what you think , just keep it to yourself .
i didn't think you're the type of person
who could be so nice to me one second and
then just utter the word hate a few seconds later .
ouh ya , i know i was wrong cause i played with fire .
but , hello , you don't have report it to teacher .
she's in the same room , i'll accept it ,
if she catches me herself , but hearing you reporting it to
teacher , just want to make me go there and just kick your
too long legs . ouh well , just shut up , will you ?
tmr roadrun .
go ? dont go ?
i dont know .
the moment i woke up today ,
my head hurts lyke really bad .
i stuff my nose with alot of tissues today .
and i slept for 5minutes during english class .
but i still tried to stay active after that .
i got very irritated with mer today , im sorry mer ,
im just very down and im very bothered with stuffs .
sorry kay ? i dont know what got over me when i throwed the key at you .
i feel guilty . i know i shouldnt have done it , even if im upset .
thousand apologies .
then i had malay dance and im happy ,
cause i manage to memorise all the steps .
and i really want to dance for the hotel performance . can ?
i'll just pray and work hard .
yarr so , summary ; ive had a normal day only that , im down with flu .
why am i down with flu ?
maybe cause my immune system aint that good ,
cause ive been falling sick alot this year
or because i cried again last night .
i seriously , couldn believe my ears when you said that .
you could actualy agree with what saangeetha said ?
its okay , that she said that , but you ,
one of my bestfriends , said that ?
i hung up immediately right ? at first i thought i was too much .
but after much thought , i know you're the one who's too much .
keep stabbing me in the heart over & over again .
am i that type of girl who flirts , just because i want make you jealous ?
kau fikir aku tkder keje lain ?
i have my own dignity and i wont ever stoop so low as to do that kind of thing .
you're an utter disappointment .
you made me promise , that i wont cry until the day when i'll get
my olevel results . but now , you're the one who's making me cry .
and worst still , because of you .
and i think so much about this , i didn't realise , tears was wetting my face
during poa srp until saangeetha pointed it out .
so yeah , im sad . but who cares ? obviously , you dont .
and mengxuan , if you hate me ,
or dislike me , just keep it to yourself .
with you saying it out loud in class just now ,
dont you know how bad i felt ?
put yourself in my shoes , think deep .
seriously , i dont care what you think , just keep it to yourself .
i didn't think you're the type of person
who could be so nice to me one second and
then just utter the word hate a few seconds later .
ouh ya , i know i was wrong cause i played with fire .
but , hello , you don't have report it to teacher .
she's in the same room , i'll accept it ,
if she catches me herself , but hearing you reporting it to
teacher , just want to make me go there and just kick your
too long legs . ouh well , just shut up , will you ?
tmr roadrun .
go ? dont go ?
i dont know .
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
so till the end of time
im telling you that
no one no one no one
can get in the way of what im feeling
no one no one no one
can get in the way of what i feel for you .
hello . school was fine today but i felt very restless the whole day .
and during maths srp , i cried for five minutes then
continue on with a frown on my face after that .
so sufyan , i broke my promise .
i feel horrible luhhs this few days .
and fcuk daniel lee luhhs . i feel that your damn racist .
all of your friends are noisy too & you scold only me ?
stop it sey .
& now , in mother tongue lesson , im sitting beside cikgu .
feels weird and scary but i'll get used to it . hahas .
i want drop poa .
i dont want drop poa .
which ? classmates told me to try , but how ?
if i register it as a subject for olevel than i cant change my options after that .
and im sacred i cant do well . then it'll pull me down . howhowhow ?
im confused .
i ponned art extra class today , cause im sleepy and i want go home and sleep .
so maybe after this im going off to lalaland .
i got number 143 for the roadrun number tag .
cool ryte ? 143 = iloveyou .
and i know i have something to blog , but i forgot .
so forget it .
and i found dis on hudazubir's (hudaZUBIRkapaaa ? haha) blog ,
; how i hate guys who treat girls the way they aren't supposed to.
Juz hope one day they will regret and that karma will
happen to dem like they did the same.
Guys are bullshits with their so called sweet talks,
sweet messages but end up hurting the other party,
they think girls have no feelings kepe.
And like avoiding someone who used to be their love
will juz make it more jantan tak gune,
dah buat salah and act like nothing had happen.
YOU GO GIRL ! , I AGREE WITH YOU !
& heyyy you , i miss you .
im telling you that
no one no one no one
can get in the way of what im feeling
no one no one no one
can get in the way of what i feel for you .
hello . school was fine today but i felt very restless the whole day .
and during maths srp , i cried for five minutes then
continue on with a frown on my face after that .
so sufyan , i broke my promise .
i feel horrible luhhs this few days .
and fcuk daniel lee luhhs . i feel that your damn racist .
all of your friends are noisy too & you scold only me ?
stop it sey .
& now , in mother tongue lesson , im sitting beside cikgu .
feels weird and scary but i'll get used to it . hahas .
i want drop poa .
i dont want drop poa .
which ? classmates told me to try , but how ?
if i register it as a subject for olevel than i cant change my options after that .
and im sacred i cant do well . then it'll pull me down . howhowhow ?
im confused .
i ponned art extra class today , cause im sleepy and i want go home and sleep .
so maybe after this im going off to lalaland .
i got number 143 for the roadrun number tag .
cool ryte ? 143 = iloveyou .
and i know i have something to blog , but i forgot .
so forget it .
and i found dis on hudazubir's (hudaZUBIRkapaaa ? haha) blog ,
; how i hate guys who treat girls the way they aren't supposed to.
Juz hope one day they will regret and that karma will
happen to dem like they did the same.
Guys are bullshits with their so called sweet talks,
sweet messages but end up hurting the other party,
they think girls have no feelings kepe.
And like avoiding someone who used to be their love
will juz make it more jantan tak gune,
dah buat salah and act like nothing had happen.
YOU GO GIRL ! , I AGREE WITH YOU !
& heyyy you , i miss you .
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
ahhhhs . i got all my exam papers back .
i failed all except for malay .
wtfcuk .
i knew for sure that i'll fail my combined science & poa badly .
but the others subject , i sure did mug hard .
& i failed most of the others papers by a few marks .
wthell .
i drop higher malay already .
and im considering about dropping poa also ,
cause i know i cant cope .
our class got our Olevel registration slip already .
so , have to decide fast .
ahhs , watever .
YAY !
we played dodgeball during pe today .
and mrS is out to kill us when he told us to run 8 rounds
on the 3rd floor and 4th floor of the science block .
hahas .
and after school , me & saangeetha ate mudpie .
and Faizal Aziz stop asking me about Ryehanaa .
who in the hell ask you to break up with her at the first place if you still love her ?
you ask me as if im close with Ryehanaa .
like as if i meet her every day ..
dont blame me that i got irritated and scolded you .
hello ! kau irritating bodoh .
just let go lah faizal . another dumb guy .
& knnnbcb luhhs .
to Miss youknowwhoyouare ,
pls larhhs , im not trying to make him jealous by being close to him .
why the hell would i even do that ?
and im not even flirting for goodness sake . his my close friend .
furthermore , stop trying to insist thats how you FEEL ,
cause the one who you say is flirting is yours truly and yours truly
FEELs that she isnt flirting . he's my friend . a close friend ,
just like how u and i are . maybe somethings wrong with your mentality
that makes you FEEL that im flirting with him or ,
you're just plain J-E-A-L-O-U-S .
so , stop & ponder why you FEEL that im flirting .
cause im not . and dont go around saying that im just trying to
protect myself when i denied the 'fact' that im flirting when im not and even plus
when the 'fact' which you think is a 'fact' is not even a 'fact' .
dont go around saying , ' nobody admits their mistakes . '
cause i dont think im doing anything wrong nor commiting any mistakes here .
and also , dont say , ' why should she get angry when she's not guilty of anything ' ,
cause i didn even do anything that makes me feel guilty .
you said , you werent the only one who thinks that way ,
so , im guessing theres a few who thinks that way also right ?
dont let me find out who those bigmouthasses are
cause , i promise i'll screw them updown .
to think you know me well after 4years of friendship .
friends dont go around pointing fingers at their friends .
dont tell me to stoppit when youre the one who should do that yourself .
seriously , your brain's all cockup .
ouh , wthell .
& for the last time , im not attach to him .
the next person who asks , is gonna get hell from me .
& when i read through all the old msgs in my phone ,
i felt like crying .
all the memories .
i miss you .
i failed all except for malay .
wtfcuk .
i knew for sure that i'll fail my combined science & poa badly .
but the others subject , i sure did mug hard .
& i failed most of the others papers by a few marks .
wthell .
i drop higher malay already .
and im considering about dropping poa also ,
cause i know i cant cope .
our class got our Olevel registration slip already .
so , have to decide fast .
ahhs , watever .
YAY !
we played dodgeball during pe today .
and mrS is out to kill us when he told us to run 8 rounds
on the 3rd floor and 4th floor of the science block .
hahas .
and after school , me & saangeetha ate mudpie .
and Faizal Aziz stop asking me about Ryehanaa .
who in the hell ask you to break up with her at the first place if you still love her ?
you ask me as if im close with Ryehanaa .
like as if i meet her every day ..
dont blame me that i got irritated and scolded you .
hello ! kau irritating bodoh .
just let go lah faizal . another dumb guy .
& knnnbcb luhhs .
to Miss youknowwhoyouare ,
pls larhhs , im not trying to make him jealous by being close to him .
why the hell would i even do that ?
and im not even flirting for goodness sake . his my close friend .
furthermore , stop trying to insist thats how you FEEL ,
cause the one who you say is flirting is yours truly and yours truly
FEELs that she isnt flirting . he's my friend . a close friend ,
just like how u and i are . maybe somethings wrong with your mentality
that makes you FEEL that im flirting with him or ,
you're just plain J-E-A-L-O-U-S .
so , stop & ponder why you FEEL that im flirting .
cause im not . and dont go around saying that im just trying to
protect myself when i denied the 'fact' that im flirting when im not and even plus
when the 'fact' which you think is a 'fact' is not even a 'fact' .
dont go around saying , ' nobody admits their mistakes . '
cause i dont think im doing anything wrong nor commiting any mistakes here .
and also , dont say , ' why should she get angry when she's not guilty of anything ' ,
cause i didn even do anything that makes me feel guilty .
you said , you werent the only one who thinks that way ,
so , im guessing theres a few who thinks that way also right ?
dont let me find out who those bigmouthasses are
cause , i promise i'll screw them updown .
to think you know me well after 4years of friendship .
friends dont go around pointing fingers at their friends .
dont tell me to stoppit when youre the one who should do that yourself .
seriously , your brain's all cockup .
ouh , wthell .
& for the last time , im not attach to him .
the next person who asks , is gonna get hell from me .
& when i read through all the old msgs in my phone ,
i felt like crying .
all the memories .
i miss you .
Monday, February 25, 2008
see any changes ?
i changed after a few months using that obscene blogskin .
hahas . obscene kapaaa ?
i edited this for 4hours
and finally it turn out the way i want .
yay me !
so now , HOMEWORK !!
i got so caught up with blogstuff i fergot about homework .
i changed after a few months using that obscene blogskin .
hahas . obscene kapaaa ?
i edited this for 4hours
and finally it turn out the way i want .
yay me !
so now , HOMEWORK !!
i got so caught up with blogstuff i fergot about homework .
Sunday, February 24, 2008
heylooo .
i didn go madrasah today .
reason ; overslept .
really , i woke up at 07.51am ,
and i have to be a enaeem by 7.55am .
so , might as well continue sleeping .
im having tuition today .
gonna visit grandmummy before that ,
so yeahhs .
& im so dead for poa common test tmr cann ? ,
i studied and i realise i have lots to memorise .
im dead .
and i have letterwriting , freewriting , english paper one corrections
and some other homeworks to do by tuesday .
and i have to study for amaths test on tuesday .
oh my goodness .
i didn go madrasah today .
reason ; overslept .
really , i woke up at 07.51am ,
and i have to be a enaeem by 7.55am .
so , might as well continue sleeping .
im having tuition today .
gonna visit grandmummy before that ,
so yeahhs .
& im so dead for poa common test tmr cann ? ,
i studied and i realise i have lots to memorise .
im dead .
and i have letterwriting , freewriting , english paper one corrections
and some other homeworks to do by tuesday .
and i have to study for amaths test on tuesday .
oh my goodness .
Saturday, February 23, 2008
hello .
im bored . & im very bothered with some stuffs .
seriously , someone bring me out to have fun can ?
the last time i realie had fun was ___ ? (fillintheblanks)
i wann cry & i dont know whyy .
maybe i do , but theres too many stuffs bothering me dat
i do not know what i want cry about .
& ouuh yarr , i need permission from yan .
ouh ya ,
HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY FARID MD. NOOR !
Friday, February 22, 2008
` cause i rather waste my life pretending ,
than having to forget you for one whole minute .
history paper just now suck .
i spend 20minutes writing crap on my paper
& i ended up crushing it into a ball and throwing it away .
reason ; all derr factors wasnt link .
and im not even sure whether the factors are correct .
cause i have everything i learned all jumbled up .
after school , went to amsyar's house with farah & farid .
thre would be seriously nothing to do at home if i went home early .
so , decided to stick with farah & farid . hahs .
& this morning , mrsNg told us dat only 15pupils pass the maths ct .
omgawd ! she saed dat alot of pple failed as they were unable to
solve the algebra questions . im damn sure im one of them .
cause i cant even do a single algebra question .
but mrsNg said that she can see us putting in effort .
so , i think dats wadd counts . even if the other 27 of us fail ,
im sure that half of the 27 pupils did try their best .
so ya .
& i have to start studying poa tmr .
& some prank caller has been calling me and irsyad using a private number .
i dont know who the hell is that person .
every friday , both me and irsyad will get a phone call
at coincidently the same time but diference of only a few minutes .
so , who ?
im curious .
i wanna sleep .
Thursday, February 21, 2008
heylooo .
art exam just now was bleah .
even though , i didn have tuhh crack my brains ,
it still suck thou .
my zoom-in drawing of derr scissors was damn ugly
; according tuhh irsyad .. cause he sat infront of mwe .
he saed , ' kau nyer normal view lawa tapi yang zoom in nyer cm __ . '
fill in any negative werds you want .
& i didn get to complete my shadings in derr zoomed-in version .
gagaga . sooo , naturally im scared i'll fail my art .
and i gort back my combined science ; chemistry & bio todayy .
overall , i failed . 23.5 / 100 ..
sooo , onne F9 olreadyy .
i also got back my english paper 1 . lyke wtfcuk siol .
derr marker filled my whole paper wif red inks .
she commented on everything completely & also about my handwriting .
if other tchers dont complain bout my handwriting , why are you the only tcher
dat does ? and pls larhh , my format was correct , i followed the englishhandbook .
msJtan saed not tuhh take it too personal . but HELLO ! ; she's insulting my work !
all her comments were very rough . & wadd ?! i gort myself penalised thru my handwriting & my sentence structure ? my sentence structure was FINE !
my sentence wasnt too long nor too short . i separate it into comas .
and you saed , ' do not chop your sentence in little pieces '
wadds wrong with you ? ure the ferst marker whose lyke dat .
& alortt of my classmates got mean comments also . wthell .
damn angry . if he/she marks paper 2 , i swear i'll be so dead .
soo , pray hard its not the same marker .
& tmr , history common test .
im soo confused wif cold war & war in asia pacific .
mira , go bite nails .
& pls larhh ehhs , ure attitude is gettink on my nerves .
` and in my dreams ,
i saw you ..
and all i wanted tuhh sayy was , i miss you .
yet , i couldn possibly voice it out .
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
i completed derr maths paper wif confidence just now .
(even though i bomb derr algebra section)
sooo , i just hafta wait ferr my common test results tuhh see whether
my answers are ryte . hahs .
trust mwe , dats derr second maths paper dat i completed wif confidence
in derr 3years & 2months ive been in serangoon .
hahas . terok !
tmr art exam ? i saed it was rubbish tuhh have an art written paper ..
soo , now idk wadd we're gonna do ferr art exam . hahs .
still-life drawing ? omgawd .
& there was social studies and history srp todayy .
denn walk home wif saangeetha by derr canal behind our school .
& i have HOMEWORK ! commontest period ! ; nort logical .
i have one karangan and one formal letter writing tuhh bbe handed up tmr .
ouuuhs , wtheck .
3 papers tuhh go ,
; art . history . poa .
& ouuuh yarr , derr amaths class test nxt week .
; nisa cuzzin gort derr sweetest valentines gift from kayu .
i wann a bf lyke dat cann ? IF i ever have onne . lols .
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
onne things ferr sure ,
im gonna flunk my combined science ; chem & bio paper BADLYY !
crapp siol sumer answer aku .
wadd i studied nvr seems tuhh stick into my head .
& seriouslyy , all my answers are crapified crappy answers .
sobs . i did studyyy larhhs .
hope maybbe i could at least pass my maths paper tmr
cause i reallie studied horrx .
& school was okayy .
laughed alortt todayy . lyke usual .
yayan came over , tuhh print hys notes .
& denn i studied .
mister , yeahhs . im pretending .
ever heard of dat werd ?
im gonna flunk my combined science ; chem & bio paper BADLYY !
crapp siol sumer answer aku .
wadd i studied nvr seems tuhh stick into my head .
& seriouslyy , all my answers are crapified crappy answers .
sobs . i did studyyy larhhs .
hope maybbe i could at least pass my maths paper tmr
cause i reallie studied horrx .
& school was okayy .
laughed alortt todayy . lyke usual .
yayan came over , tuhh print hys notes .
& denn i studied .
mister , yeahhs . im pretending .
ever heard of dat werd ?
Monday, February 18, 2008
hoho ! dats prove i studied larhh okayys .
i woke up around 6.20am todayy . but lyke usual , i dont rush .
i took my own sweet tyme . denn took derr usual route tuhh get tuhh derr bustop .
durhh ! denn saww NAQIB ! heyys , rindu kau larhh eyys . & derr rest oso of course .
damn surprised tuhh see hym & i coudnt see properly at ferst and i rubbed my eyes .
denn i saw hym . hahas !
my watch is slooooow . ahhhs .
my watch show 7.07am wenn its actuallie 7.15am .
sooo , im late ferr skool . but cabbed down tuhh skool wif desmondsachek
& sageethya (sp?) . soo , wasnt late .
lols . denn had art . & redreww my layout cause mrS ask mwe tuhh .
denn , recess denn supposedly VE budden hadd socialstudies common test .
ahhhs ! i onlie explain onne point ferr question 2b SEQ ! DEAD !
ahhs . totally ferget dat i have tuhh explian derr other two points .
sooo , hope dat all dat i wrote ferr my 2a isnt crapp .
denn after skool , met wif farah ! & went hougang mall and ate kfc .
lols . renny totally crack mwe up . & i was laughing lyke onne mad woman all derr tyme .
hahs . went tuhh the roodtop tuhh study ..
but mwe & renny realised dat we have no notes and no books ferr science .
soo we went home .
reached home & i studied . hahas .
miracle larhh deyy . but i scared i ferget everytink i learn
cause , its not reallie in my head . hahas .
wadd crap .
called twinny & msged yayan .
& thnks yaya ferr derr advice . hehs .
& I PLAYED HEXIC ! wif saangeetha .
heyys you ! ; wo sheng sheng de ai ni .
Sunday, February 17, 2008
* There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
To make you come home
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..
I've been sitting here Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..
You're gone..
You're gone..
Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..
You're gone..
You're...
I don't wanna make excuses, baby
I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to
So I'll just hang around
So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do
Yeeaah....
I've been sitting here
Yeeaah....
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I Drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone...
you're gone..
you're....Gone
Ohhh...
Oh what'll I do
Ohhh...
Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me
Oohhh...
I've been sitting here
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
Been sitting here
Been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone
You're gone
gone You're gone..
gone You're gone..
But the truth remains
You're....
woke up late ferr madrsah todayy , again .
talked tuhh irsyad till 2.3oam plus . denn went on tuhh play sims2 on bro's psp
till 3.30am . hahas .
reach masjid around 8.15am wenn im supposed tuhh bbe there latest bby 8am .
hahas . budden ust. didnt sayy anitink .
& thnks tuhh nazri , i had tuhh bbe there ferst girl tuhh memorise derr surah .
hahas . thnks ehhs . lols .
yeahhs , lessons were normal .
denn went home wif maryam & ainun lyke usual .
& happy burfdayy tuhh MD. KHAIRUL DANIAL !
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ure lyke 9 noww . hahas . nutink much , just cake . but still sumtink ryte . hahas .
pathetic larhhs , im broke soo , i jst gave hym pushpop . cause hys crazy ferr it .
hahas . eyys , at least better denn nutink . hahas .
pathetic larhhs , im broke soo , i jst gave hym pushpop . cause hys crazy ferr it .
hahas . eyys , at least better denn nutink . hahas .
& i took so long tuhh post dis post .
stoopid comp/ wirelesss/blogger . ouuhs , watever dat is lagging .
make my blood boil onlie . hahas .
kayys , im off tuhh studyy .
goodluck pple ss commontest tmr .
Saturday, February 16, 2008
* i cant live , if living is without you .
i woke up around 1pm plus today cause conference call
with amirtwinny & deeyanaaa yest nyte .
hahas , played hexic wif huda & deeyanna on msn yest and beat them flat .
hahas . denn played poker (ihadnoideahowtuhhplay&idontthinkshenoeseither) & bejewelled wif deeyanna .
before dat , played bejewelled & uno with saangeetha .
hahas . bored larhh siol .
& huda , dont give mwe derr ' I KNOW YOU KNOW KAU ASL BLEYY MAEN . '
ure just jealous . hahas .
had tuition today instead of tmr cause kaksiti gort sumtink on .
but , we didn go . cause i & bro was down wif fever & we fell asleep around 4pm
and was damn lazy tuhh wake up .
woke up around 7pm and played sims2 on bro's psp .
hahas . best oii ! denn went online lurhhs .
& ouuh yarr , deres dis guy whos lyke damn desperate ferr my attention .
dh larhh , aku tk suker kau larhh oi ! you dont even noe mwe
and u ask mwe tuhh be ure gf ? eeek , no wayy .
i dont lyke/love youuu larhhs . stop msging cann ?
even thou i fell abit ferr ure sweet werds , im nort giving myself a chnce wif no guys .
no matter how nyce you are . & watever larhhhs ..
im so sorry , but pls ehhks , stoppit . i wont reply tuhh ure msges .
& yeahhhs , i need study ferr common test .
fcuk luhhs .
& iceskating ferr aidah's burfdayy ?
i may seem shock but im totally in ferr it .
sooo YAY ! , ICESKATING ! cant wait .
and remind mwe tuhh rembat faizal aziz okehhs .
i may look lyke im okayy & dat im over it , but im nort .
& believe it or nortt , i still cry everytyme i look at ure pictures .
heyyy , i miss youu larhh .
& wenn i dont call you , dat means im waitink ferr you tuhh call .
Friday, February 15, 2008
' OMGAWD ! i cant believe you just saed dat . cause you know kathy ?
she aint done anything nor nuffin' and she completely harrasted mwe cause
she's jealous i saw christina aguilera on derr bus ! & STOP GETTING INVOLVE !
i was just gonna leave if you had wait-ed ! so rude ! '
school todayy was okayy .
gave irsyad , saangeetha , renny , sufyan , farah , naufal , cassandra , maryann
lollipops . ahahs . random larhhs .
belated valentines gift ? yeahhs .
see derr derr twoo names in bold ? i lurve them both loads lyke tuhh derr max .
dont ferget mwe ayte , 10years down derr road .
but , onne of youu is in derr process of fergettink mwe olreadyy .
ahhs , kau nyerr werds tkbleyy pkai larhh biler kau ckp aku irreplaceable .
but , its wokayyy .
today was total defence day .
derr school only gave us a coupon tuhh get ourself a sweet potato each during recess .
but me & irsyad sucked on lollipops & made mr C. tan jealous .
denn sat at derr staircase on 3rd floor
& see cassandra and maryann go all dramatic over total defence dayy ,
' ouuhs ! derr cement feels lyke feathers ! ' get wadd i mean ?
gave naufal lollipop & me , saangeetha and hym suck on lollies during english lesson
& ms Joyce Tan was also jealous . hahas .
' omgawd . where did you get the lollipops ? im dying of hunger here . '
hahas . lols .
denn halfway , we had fire drill & ms Tan cann still sayy ..
' oh my ! im not done with this yet . ' cause we were going thru our english compre .
hahas . she told mwe tuhh burn 3 barrels of midnight oil and complete my compre .
hahas . i will (lykereal) .
denn , went down tuhh derr field ferr derr firedrillexercise .
and dumbdumbdumbass saangeetha smack my back wenn i saed my bckbone hurts .
lols . lagiik saket larhh bodoh . & faid did sumtink dat made mwe bend lyke hell wenn we were going down derr stairs & i screamed with pain luhhs . wadd else ? saket bodoh .
denn he kept apologising cause i think he remembered dat i had an history of
having bckbone problems . hahas . larhhlarhh watever .
saangeetha threw grass at mwe & i threw grass at irsyad ..
denn went tuhh derr hall after about 15min frying in derr field ferr ___ talk .
(fillintheblanks) my nose gort super block cause sumonne around my area ,
stink lyke hell & it cause mwe tuhh have headache . denn stoopid chairman
had to go sit in 4ec class line & derr whole class was released last among all sec4's .
chairman giniek kerr ? irresponsible habes . ure gettink on my nerves .
went compasspoint after school wif farah , hidayah , syairah & hafizah and ate at
banquet . denn went home wif farah & amsyar .
sooo , im at home now .. since 3plus pm .
& im bored .
& im goink down down with fever .
red light , dat explains my mood swings and also stupid backaches .
lols . & saangeetha gort bath cause she gave mwe chocs .
and im addicted tuhh little britain talks cause i go everywhere screaming derr lines .
hahas . sumer irsyad nyerr psl luhhs .
& i suddenly miss yayan soo bad .
arhhhs , my heart aches .
Thursday, February 14, 2008
heyloooo .
i fergort its valentine's day todayy
until ms anira wished derr whole skool an happy valentine wenn
she finish reading her story on stage todayy .
lols . i didn buy lollies lyke i planned to caused i was too busy tuhh go buy .
hahas . skool was lyke normal .
i received choc from cathy-jah , areallyfeheart from simwee laogong , kisses from chengshean laogonggong & hugs from lortts of pple .
& farah , its okayy i understand .
its derr thought dat counts . wenn u saed youu wanted tuhh get mwe a yellowrose ,
i was touched . & derr 3ed songdedication booth , played nycenyce songs todayy
& also keepholdingon-avrillavigne ; sumtink farah used tuhh sang tuhh mwe .
hahas . saangeetha called & told mwe she's helpink mwe buy lollipops . hehs .
hahas . sooo , i'll consider eating all derr lolliposp myself (which i definitely wont) or
give it tuhh my closeclose frenns as an belated valentine gift .
hahas . lols .
& saangeetha youu better give mwe chocs as youu promised or else i'll bathelised you
with derr batheliser i invented everytyme ure near mwe .
hahas . give mwe chocs or else youu nvr bath .
cikgu asked mwe tuhh removed my frenshipband dat mwe & farah wear
& derr blackband mwe , irsyad, saangeetha & renny wear .
denn he asked mwe tuhh put on hys table & he cut it into smaller pieces .
i almost cried siol . but i didn . sakit hati tapi mesti bersabar .
its okayy if you wanna sold mwe & ask mwe to remove derr band & also
take it away from mwe . but , seeing youu cut dem into smaller little pieces
right before my eyes with dat evil look on ure face , simply makes my blood boil .
seriouslyyyy , i was so angry but i pretended i dont care & still joke with you about it .
i dont know wth is wrong wif cikgu . you reprimand mwe onlie todayy
after you saw mwe wearing dis band AGAIN after you cut my fert band .
soo , altogether , you cut two of my frenship bands with farah . lerrmakk !
seriouslyy seyy , irsyad suggested ferr mwe tuhh transfer to hys malay class .
i know i embarrased you wenn i as an highermothertongue student gort c5 ferr
olevel malay . but dont youu think , theres a reason why i gort dat bad results wenn i nvr gort results lower then b3 ? seriouslyy , my malay sucks eversince i graduated from
primaryschool . i was goink thru a very rough period wenn i took my
olevelmalaypaper . you dont know . & yet , ure lyke insulting mwe wif all ure mean words .
tkperr , sabar mira . luckily i gort mer who ask mwe tuhh relax everytyme
you insult mwe . if not , i would maybe have just lay my head on derr table & cry
sometyme last week . tkbleyy angkat larhhs .
but seriouslyyy , im realie damn surprise dat you adviced mwe again after lesson
after insulting mwe about halfanhour ago . ure weird u noe .
nvm , if cikgu still go on and insult mwe nxt week , i'll ask ferr transfer down tuhh
irsyad's & renny's class myself . and , i wont care wadd cikgu thinks of mwe .
ahhhs , watever .
after school had art srp .
i told mrsharin i wann another A2 paper tuhh redo my ferst page of coursework
ferr olevel art . he told mwe tuhh go down tuhh derr bookshop & buy another onne .
went all derr wayy down from forth floor tuhh derr ferst floor
& climb all derr wayy up . just tuhh find an A2 paper on my table .
urgh ! bloodboil siaaa . saangeetha saed , he owaes do dat on purpose .
& i kinda expected dat oso . cause i soo derr stupid look on hys face
wenn i told hym im goink down tuhh buy derr paper .
and , he dared mwe tuhh come up wif another layout by monday cause
he saed my rough sketch of derr final layout wasnt wadd he told mwe tuhh do .
& i told hym i fergort wadd he saed . sooo , dats whyy he dared mwe .
soooo , we'll see wadd he says on monday .
if im wrong again , he'll give mwe hell . confirm .
& iqbal was lyke urgh ! he wished mwe happy valentine and he also
asked saangeetha tuhh tell mwe he lurves mwe . lyke wth !
mr iqbal raman kau attach larhh siol .
aku tknk fardiana kejar aku ngann parang .
& aku tk interested ngan kau larhh ! jgn prasan .
sat around school wif irsyad ferr awhile denn went home .
hahas . irsyad insisted waiting ferr faid tuhh play derr game behind derr bagshelves
outsyde library . hahas . but faid gort lac . sooo , too bad .
hahas , & chermaine saed i lyke irsyad . lyke NOOOOOO !
she even saed im lyke irsyad's lavagirl . eeeek , tk ehhs .
luckily xingxiu was there tuhh sayy im onlie frenns wif irsyad .
hahas .
& i asked mrK whether he gort bath todayy .
denn he saed , KNAPER KAU ?
hahas .
HAPPY VALENTINE's DAYY !
i fergort its valentine's day todayy
until ms anira wished derr whole skool an happy valentine wenn
she finish reading her story on stage todayy .
lols . i didn buy lollies lyke i planned to caused i was too busy tuhh go buy .
hahas . skool was lyke normal .
i received choc from cathy-jah , areallyfeheart from simwee laogong , kisses from chengshean laogonggong & hugs from lortts of pple .
& farah , its okayy i understand .
its derr thought dat counts . wenn u saed youu wanted tuhh get mwe a yellowrose ,
i was touched . & derr 3ed songdedication booth , played nycenyce songs todayy
& also keepholdingon-avrillavigne ; sumtink farah used tuhh sang tuhh mwe .
hahas . saangeetha called & told mwe she's helpink mwe buy lollipops . hehs .
hahas . sooo , i'll consider eating all derr lolliposp myself (which i definitely wont) or
give it tuhh my closeclose frenns as an belated valentine gift .
hahas . lols .
& saangeetha youu better give mwe chocs as youu promised or else i'll bathelised you
with derr batheliser i invented everytyme ure near mwe .
hahas . give mwe chocs or else youu nvr bath .
cikgu asked mwe tuhh removed my frenshipband dat mwe & farah wear
& derr blackband mwe , irsyad, saangeetha & renny wear .
denn he asked mwe tuhh put on hys table & he cut it into smaller pieces .
i almost cried siol . but i didn . sakit hati tapi mesti bersabar .
its okayy if you wanna sold mwe & ask mwe to remove derr band & also
take it away from mwe . but , seeing youu cut dem into smaller little pieces
right before my eyes with dat evil look on ure face , simply makes my blood boil .
seriouslyyyy , i was so angry but i pretended i dont care & still joke with you about it .
i dont know wth is wrong wif cikgu . you reprimand mwe onlie todayy
after you saw mwe wearing dis band AGAIN after you cut my fert band .
soo , altogether , you cut two of my frenship bands with farah . lerrmakk !
seriouslyy seyy , irsyad suggested ferr mwe tuhh transfer to hys malay class .
i know i embarrased you wenn i as an highermothertongue student gort c5 ferr
olevel malay . but dont youu think , theres a reason why i gort dat bad results wenn i nvr gort results lower then b3 ? seriouslyy , my malay sucks eversince i graduated from
primaryschool . i was goink thru a very rough period wenn i took my
olevelmalaypaper . you dont know . & yet , ure lyke insulting mwe wif all ure mean words .
tkperr , sabar mira . luckily i gort mer who ask mwe tuhh relax everytyme
you insult mwe . if not , i would maybe have just lay my head on derr table & cry
sometyme last week . tkbleyy angkat larhhs .
but seriouslyyy , im realie damn surprise dat you adviced mwe again after lesson
after insulting mwe about halfanhour ago . ure weird u noe .
nvm , if cikgu still go on and insult mwe nxt week , i'll ask ferr transfer down tuhh
irsyad's & renny's class myself . and , i wont care wadd cikgu thinks of mwe .
ahhhs , watever .
after school had art srp .
i told mrsharin i wann another A2 paper tuhh redo my ferst page of coursework
ferr olevel art . he told mwe tuhh go down tuhh derr bookshop & buy another onne .
went all derr wayy down from forth floor tuhh derr ferst floor
& climb all derr wayy up . just tuhh find an A2 paper on my table .
urgh ! bloodboil siaaa . saangeetha saed , he owaes do dat on purpose .
& i kinda expected dat oso . cause i soo derr stupid look on hys face
wenn i told hym im goink down tuhh buy derr paper .
and , he dared mwe tuhh come up wif another layout by monday cause
he saed my rough sketch of derr final layout wasnt wadd he told mwe tuhh do .
& i told hym i fergort wadd he saed . sooo , dats whyy he dared mwe .
soooo , we'll see wadd he says on monday .
if im wrong again , he'll give mwe hell . confirm .
& iqbal was lyke urgh ! he wished mwe happy valentine and he also
asked saangeetha tuhh tell mwe he lurves mwe . lyke wth !
mr iqbal raman kau attach larhh siol .
aku tknk fardiana kejar aku ngann parang .
& aku tk interested ngan kau larhh ! jgn prasan .
sat around school wif irsyad ferr awhile denn went home .
hahas . irsyad insisted waiting ferr faid tuhh play derr game behind derr bagshelves
outsyde library . hahas . but faid gort lac . sooo , too bad .
hahas , & chermaine saed i lyke irsyad . lyke NOOOOOO !
she even saed im lyke irsyad's lavagirl . eeeek , tk ehhs .
luckily xingxiu was there tuhh sayy im onlie frenns wif irsyad .
hahas .
& i asked mrK whether he gort bath todayy .
denn he saed , KNAPER KAU ?
hahas .
HAPPY VALENTINE's DAYY !
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
hollaaaa .
i seriouslyyy DO NOT know wadd derr hell is noob .
& saangeetha keep saying im noob .
and , wenn i used derr werd noob , she saed i used it wrongly .
wadd derr ?! hahas .
lols . i was surprise when cikgu adviced mwe tuhh ,
' blaja bersungguh-sungguh ' before i left class just now .
i seriouslyy thought he was gonna reprimand mwe bcause of my skirt
or sindir mwe again lyke wadd he did everydayy .
hahas . & just now ct1 malay paper was HARD !
& i keep nodding off tuhh sleep . and wenn i was officially awake
and not drifting off tuhh lalaland , i realised dat i wrote crap on my paper .
and thank goodness , there was still alortt of time tuhh chnge my answers .
alhamdulillah . i dont think i cann score 35 & above thou soo , im prepared tuhh
get my hair pulled my cikgu (nort as if he reallie gonna do dat) .
screamed at chermaine before exam started as she was screaming/arguing
at/with tcher wenn derr tcher ask her tuhh shift onne sit infront .
denn she went on ferr 2hours complaining bout mwe tuhh all derr malay pupils in derr
class . how childish cannd at bbe ? i would understand if , we were still in
sec 1 , 2 or 3 .. but behaving lyke dis wenn u are in sec4 ? is horribly atrocious .
denn she immitate how i laughed , talk and even saed im crazy .
youu may think derr malay ghruls are on ure side but truth is ,
their nort . their nort siding anyone . in fact they're irritated wif you .
with ure constant and often highpitchedgiggles & loudlaughters/roars .
& dont bbe surprise , even some of ure chinese frenns told mwe dat deyre
irritated with youu . sooo , lyke you saed ..
'AMIRAH ! YOUU GORT PROBLEM ISIT ?'
derr answer is no chermaine , i have no problem wif youu cause ure derr problem itself .
without u realising , everybody's irritated with youu nort onlie mwe .
& i noe youu told mer dat im crazy .
but HEYYY ! ure worse denn mwe .
soooo , SHUDDUP ure face !
3ed had song dedication during recess & afterr skool .
and seriouslyy , ure sound system is veryy badd .
hurt my ears lyke fcuk .
& 4ea sold derr cupcakes again and also balloons !
i wann onne of those . saangeetha buy ferr mwe plsplspls !
hahas . she wont i noe , cause she's buyink mwe chocs .
soooo , sumonne kindhearted out there buy onne ferr mwe !
hahas . & daniel lee gave onne of those balloons tuhh mrsthia ..
she gort soo happy she went on and tok about valentine's day which is tomoro
fer 15minutes & she even stop amathsenrichment 15minutes before time
tuhh let us revise ferr our common test . hahas .
must give her balloons everydayy . hahas .
yest i went ngaji !
& baby RYAN was sooooo cute . he sat on my lap and giggle-giggle and i went nuts .
hahas . denn sat atvoiddeck & told adlin about littlebritain . hahas .
WADD YOUU LOOKING AT , PERVERT ?!
hahas .
& irsyad blanje mwe mcflurry todayy .
thankyouuirsyad ! hahas .
and maryann and cassie saed im ncye jsut bcause i lett demm
have a sip of my milo .
aint dat cute ? hahas .
& we saw derr indiantcher who taught us reliability durink derr ss trail
and i laughed lyke hell . stoopid irsyad ! hahas .
i seriouslyyy DO NOT know wadd derr hell is noob .
& saangeetha keep saying im noob .
and , wenn i used derr werd noob , she saed i used it wrongly .
wadd derr ?! hahas .
lols . i was surprise when cikgu adviced mwe tuhh ,
' blaja bersungguh-sungguh ' before i left class just now .
i seriouslyy thought he was gonna reprimand mwe bcause of my skirt
or sindir mwe again lyke wadd he did everydayy .
hahas . & just now ct1 malay paper was HARD !
& i keep nodding off tuhh sleep . and wenn i was officially awake
and not drifting off tuhh lalaland , i realised dat i wrote crap on my paper .
and thank goodness , there was still alortt of time tuhh chnge my answers .
alhamdulillah . i dont think i cann score 35 & above thou soo , im prepared tuhh
get my hair pulled my cikgu (nort as if he reallie gonna do dat) .
screamed at chermaine before exam started as she was screaming/arguing
at/with tcher wenn derr tcher ask her tuhh shift onne sit infront .
denn she went on ferr 2hours complaining bout mwe tuhh all derr malay pupils in derr
class . how childish cannd at bbe ? i would understand if , we were still in
sec 1 , 2 or 3 .. but behaving lyke dis wenn u are in sec4 ? is horribly atrocious .
denn she immitate how i laughed , talk and even saed im crazy .
youu may think derr malay ghruls are on ure side but truth is ,
their nort . their nort siding anyone . in fact they're irritated wif you .
with ure constant and often highpitchedgiggles & loudlaughters/roars .
& dont bbe surprise , even some of ure chinese frenns told mwe dat deyre
irritated with youu . sooo , lyke you saed ..
'AMIRAH ! YOUU GORT PROBLEM ISIT ?'
derr answer is no chermaine , i have no problem wif youu cause ure derr problem itself .
without u realising , everybody's irritated with youu nort onlie mwe .
& i noe youu told mer dat im crazy .
but HEYYY ! ure worse denn mwe .
soooo , SHUDDUP ure face !
3ed had song dedication during recess & afterr skool .
and seriouslyy , ure sound system is veryy badd .
hurt my ears lyke fcuk .
& 4ea sold derr cupcakes again and also balloons !
i wann onne of those . saangeetha buy ferr mwe plsplspls !
hahas . she wont i noe , cause she's buyink mwe chocs .
soooo , sumonne kindhearted out there buy onne ferr mwe !
hahas . & daniel lee gave onne of those balloons tuhh mrsthia ..
she gort soo happy she went on and tok about valentine's day which is tomoro
fer 15minutes & she even stop amathsenrichment 15minutes before time
tuhh let us revise ferr our common test . hahas .
must give her balloons everydayy . hahas .
yest i went ngaji !
& baby RYAN was sooooo cute . he sat on my lap and giggle-giggle and i went nuts .
hahas . denn sat atvoiddeck & told adlin about littlebritain . hahas .
WADD YOUU LOOKING AT , PERVERT ?!
hahas .
& irsyad blanje mwe mcflurry todayy .
thankyouuirsyad ! hahas .
and maryann and cassie saed im ncye jsut bcause i lett demm
have a sip of my milo .
aint dat cute ? hahas .
& we saw derr indiantcher who taught us reliability durink derr ss trail
and i laughed lyke hell . stoopid irsyad ! hahas .
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
derr neos we took on 8feb .
& i wann go out wif dem again larhhhh !
faster-faster go plan another outink larhh twin . hehs .
todayy school was okayy .
had PE but i didn run , only slow jog (derr truth is , i onlie walk)
cause i was having fever & gastric pain .
jog wif azreen & hengyi halfwayy .
denn jog wif renny & fiona after dat .
lols , half of derr class didn playy dodgeball due tuhh ,
; attitude problem , pain-here-pain-there & .. ?
those who played was super funny tuhh watch .
especially saangeetha . she cann just look at derr ball wenn it came near her .
dumb ryte ?
denn hadd ss but mrtan derr thin onne (irsyad's line) didn come .
sooo , free period . denn mother tongue .
cikgu was irritating okayyy .
i noe i gort c5 ferr olevel malay . but pls larhhh , im nort dat dumb
dat i dont understand basic malay & wadd you were explaining .
larhh watever .
denn recess lyke usual , irsyad make lame jokes and make mwe laugh lyke
frigging hell . denn had english & msjoycetan came bck !
hoho , & she saed my name was fatin . lols .
how cann youu remember saangeetha's name and ferget my name ?
my name is soooo common . hahas .
denn went down tuhh our classroom ferr english commontest paper 2 .
denn discovered dat we have tuhh go tuhh our banded english class .
sooo , went all derr wayy up tuhh 4e2 english classroom .
derr paper was ... ? & i slept halfway . i gort supersleepy halfwayy during school ..
& i keep scratching my eye .
skool ended after common test ended .
denn went tuhh sit under derr umbrella outsyde library and went tuhh 4e2 classroom
ferr srp but mstan didn turn up .. so no srp . hahas .
saw danielho outsyde hall & he showed mwe , saangeetha , irsyad & faid
how , kuntilanak , pontianak , hantugala , hantuttek & susterngengsot(sp) move .
hahas . denn went outsyde library and crapp nonsense wif derr above mentioned pple .
& mwe , saangeetha and irsyad hide behind derr bag shelf outsyde library tuhh scare faid .
denn irsyad stood up went he heard mr thina toking tuhh derr sec3 besyde us ..
and mwe and saangeetha followed irsyad & mr thina laugh lyke hell
and ask us whyy were we hiding behind derr shelf . lols .
denn i saed i taking something from my bag . denn he laugh-laugh-laugh and denn
walk away . hahahas .
denn we went home .
& im here blogging . hahas .
and i wann eat , im hungry .
irsyad send mwe dis ,
dier mcm tawuu jekk aku ngahh sediyy beyy dier send .
; when ure in ure darkest hour n all d light just fades away .
when ure like a single flower whose coulurs have turned to shades of grey.
well hang on, n be strong. i'll b ther with u 2 make it thru it all. tats juz wad true
frenz do. ur lite mite fade away, bt i wont, i'll stay 2 ensure ure nt defeated .
; when u feel lyk sinking, i'll b yr ship..
when u feel so lost, let me b ur map..
when u felt locked up n trapped,
let me b d key..
when u lose hope,
im ur spirit.. im always wif u..
im watching over u thru ure darkest hour..
i'll make sure u r smiling again .
bt if im nt ther, fyl d wind blowing in ur face cuz thats wen my care 4 u,
came frm a far distance.. dark moments r temporary bt my frenship wif u r
4ever. i'll b ur guidance ..
im ure fren 4eva !
swit siol he .
im soooo touched !
Monday, February 11, 2008
heyloooo .
school was fyne todayy .
art was okayy todayy . i was occupied during the whole six period .
lols . sooo , mr sharin , dont nag dat i tokk tuhh saangeetha too much .
had our superquiet recess at 11am .
denn ve lesson .
4ea sold cupcakes . and irsyad treat mwe & renny onne each .
hahas . we onlie lyke derr icing . hahs .
denn had ss & there was a test and i completely fergort tuhh study ferr it .
& my seq ferst question was damn short . hehs . but i think i list down all
derr factors ferr seq question 2 . hehs .
denn sat outsyde library wif irsyad & saangeetha while waiting ferr derr
sec4e & 5n briefing talk after school .
denn went home .
typical school day .
& irsyad is veryyyy irritating todayy .
tk bleyy angkat . hahas .
he gort soo irritating dat i threw my uncaped highlighter at hym .
hahas . now , he gort two orang dots on hys uniform .
ouuuh yarr , he gort derr orange mark near hys mouth oso .
violent siol aku .
school was fyne todayy .
art was okayy todayy . i was occupied during the whole six period .
lols . sooo , mr sharin , dont nag dat i tokk tuhh saangeetha too much .
had our superquiet recess at 11am .
denn ve lesson .
4ea sold cupcakes . and irsyad treat mwe & renny onne each .
hahas . we onlie lyke derr icing . hahs .
denn had ss & there was a test and i completely fergort tuhh study ferr it .
& my seq ferst question was damn short . hehs . but i think i list down all
derr factors ferr seq question 2 . hehs .
denn sat outsyde library wif irsyad & saangeetha while waiting ferr derr
sec4e & 5n briefing talk after school .
denn went home .
typical school day .
& irsyad is veryyyy irritating todayy .
tk bleyy angkat . hahas .
he gort soo irritating dat i threw my uncaped highlighter at hym .
hahas . now , he gort two orang dots on hys uniform .
ouuuh yarr , he gort derr orange mark near hys mouth oso .
violent siol aku .
Sunday, February 10, 2008
heylooooo .
yest's escape wasnt fun lyke i thought it would bbe .
super hell boring uhhx . & many rides were down .
hahs . didn go on dat much rides . just sat & tok wif cuzzin .
hahas .
& go read her blogg , if youu wanna noe wadd happen insyde derr haunted house .
cause , im damn lazyy tuhh post .
hahs . soooo , click it ..
http://nisa-diary.blogspot.com
swallowed my pride & smsed yan yest .
arhhhs watever . i miss hym larhh wadd tuhh do .
hehs . denn , tok on derr phone ferr 1hour ?
idk . denn called irsyad since he wanted tuhh talk .
denn , called naqib and asked whether derr rvpskidds still wann conference .
didn conference at last cause naqib was outsyde & he was down wif sorethroat .
hahs . sooo yeahhhs , bile mau game ehhs huda ?
idk . klau nk conference , just beep ayttes .
just now madrasah was fun okehhs .
hahas . instead of usual boring lessons , we went tuhh derr classrooms on derr
second floor which cann bbe opened up & join tuhh onne humongous classroom .
hahas . palyed dumb games .
i personally loved ust. sulastri's station . hahas .
damn funny . derr group of guyys before us were damn funny . hahas .
& i winked at nazri and he winked back . cute larhh kau .
im lazyyyyy . i dont wanna go tuition .
i wann stayy at home & sleep cann ?
agagaga .
& ouuuh yeahhhs , nisaaa slept over my house yest .
and she ponned werk . hahas .
Saturday, February 9, 2008
wanted tuhh converence yest wif dem but everyonne was tired .
sooo , todayy okayy naqib . :D
sooo , todayy okayy naqib . :D
TWINNYYY ! :D
ferst shot .
second shot .DEEYANNA , HUDAAA ! :DDDD
look at huda's leg .. *nudge-diana*
DEEYANNAAAAA ! :D
DEEYANNAAAAA , HUDAAA ! :DD
NAQIB , RAIHANAH ! :DD
blurr . :DDD
Friday, February 8, 2008
derr piics are in order .
hahas . & naqib taught mwe how do tuhh
derr new rock-on hand sign .
we did alortt of dat todayy aye diana ? , hahas .
hahas . & naqib taught mwe how do tuhh
derr new rock-on hand sign .
we did alortt of dat todayy aye diana ? , hahas . okayyyyyyy ..
NAQIB !
hahahs . told youu we did alortt of dat .
NAQIBBB !
toking tuhh babah kapaaaa .. lols .
DEEYANAAA !
HUDAAAA !
todayy was lyke hell fun .
woke up early & headed down tuhh istana wif mum , bro & aunt .
denn ate lunch at arab street & oso walk around .
denn headed back tuhh dhoby ghaut tuhh meet derr rvps-kids while
mum , bro & aunt went bck tuhh istana . lols .
smangat .
went tuhh plaza singapura golden village tuhh watch movie ..
denn walk tuhh cathay near there & denn decided tuhh go
cathay cineleisure at orchard .
raihanah , nasir & huda went over ferst tuhh buy derr movie tickets
while me , amirtwinny , deeyana & hanisah waited ferr naqib at dhoby ghaut's mrt .
& omg , naqib twohours late ayye . nvm , burfdayy boyy kasi chnce .
wanted tuhh watch shattered at ferst denn dunnwann denn decided on kiterunner
but tickets sold out so we watch CJ7 .
and we successfully sat in derr arrangement amir twinny arranged ferr huda's benefit . lols , and i buddy-buddy wif NAQIB ! huhu .
derr movie was lyke super touching & hanisah cried . i almost did but i didn . hahas .
denn we took neos & wanted tuhh go over tuhh vivo budden due tuhh shortage of tyme ,
we couldn . hahas .
AND I WANN DERR PIICS ! hudaaa , send mwe derr piics .
will post demm as soon i receive dem from huda .
& wtheck , i reached home lyke 9pm SHARP ! luckilyy .
or else conferm get grounded . AGAIN ! (:
lyke boohoo .
i feel soo disappointed larhhs .
im sadd . & severelyy hurt .
no calls no sms . and i noe , you wont get in contact wif mwe at all .
ahhhs , miraaaa . WAKE UP !
Thursday, February 7, 2008
& HAPPY-HAPPY-HAPPY BELATED 16 BURFDAYY NAQIB !
& remember , screw youu . ure 6-teen olreadyy while i just turn fifteen .
hahas . dis post is onne dayy late i noe . hahas .
& HAPPY-HAPPY-HAPPY BURFDAYY ANDI REZA !
youuu saed i didn wish you but i did larhh deyy .
hahas .
and im sooo excited ferr derr naqib's burfdayy outink tmr .
hahas .
& i get tuhh meet all derr rvps peeps .
aku rindu korang lyke hell .
todayyy , woke up damn early cause ibu & along-ibu wanted tuhh go istana .
lols . budden , we werent allowed tuhh go in until tmr .
soooo , im forced tuhh follow dem tmr before i go out wif my frenns .
or else , along-ibu's gonna call ayah & sabotage my planns .
lols . sooo , ate at ljs at ps after goink tuhh derr close istana just now .
denn went tuhh along-ayah's workplace tuhh makefun of hym .
hahahahahas . & along-ibu treated mwe tuhh mcflurry and onne whole box of granola bars .
hehs . i stole hotfudge from ibu & bro's hotfudge sundae and mixed it insyde my mcflurry .
it taste lyke mudpie . wooohooooo !
denn went tuhh bukitbatok over tuhh obekdin's house tuhh visit atok .
waited ferr nisacuzzin tuhh cum but she was super late sooo i left .
lols . but yeahhhs , we goink escape on sat .
lyke lols .
& wedns was shiok okayys .
stooopid suzanna didn tell mwe dat i cann help derr dq's at derr ava .
she told mwe onlie wenn i came tuhh derr ava room after derr brisk walk during recess .
lols . help derr dq's wif their hair .
& my fingers hurt lyke bloody hell due tuhh derr supersharp hairpins .
lols . denn went compass yest wif suzanna & farah .
and went nnek house at yishun after dat .
lols . ant three sickos stared up mwe lyke wthell wenn i was on derr phone wif amir twinny outsyde nnek's house .
cocok mater korang baruu tawuu . hahas .
& HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR tuhh those celebrating it .
and shops everywhere are close . lyke wth , think of those who dont celebrate it .
bodoh kappaaa . hahas .
and i miss youu lyke bloody hell .
call or sms at least pls .
Monday, February 4, 2008
If a girl cries in front ofyou,
itmeans that she couldn't take it
anymore...
If you take her hand, she would stay
with you for the rest of your life
; ifyou let her go, she couldn't go back
to being herself anymore...
A girl wont cry easily,
Except infront of the person who she love the
most, she becomes weak..
A girl wont cry easily, only when she
loves you the most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you
please hold her hands firmly, she's
the one who would stay with you for
the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz ofyour decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you,
when she cry bcoz of you,
Look intoher eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n
hurt she's feeling?
Think....
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,
Infront of you, And bcoz ofyou?
She cry not because she is weak,
Shecry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry, Because crying silently is no
longer possible, the pain, hurt, n agony have become
too big a burden tobe kept inside...
Guys, Think about it...If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it.
Coz one day....It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".
itmeans that she couldn't take it
anymore...
If you take her hand, she would stay
with you for the rest of your life
; ifyou let her go, she couldn't go back
to being herself anymore...
A girl wont cry easily,
Except infront of the person who she love the
most, she becomes weak..
A girl wont cry easily, only when she
loves you the most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you
please hold her hands firmly, she's
the one who would stay with you for
the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz ofyour decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you,
when she cry bcoz of you,
Look intoher eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n
hurt she's feeling?
Think....
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,
Infront of you, And bcoz ofyou?
She cry not because she is weak,
Shecry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry, Because crying silently is no
longer possible, the pain, hurt, n agony have become
too big a burden tobe kept inside...
Guys, Think about it...If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it.
Coz one day....It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".
hollaaa .
maybbe todayy , i'll shall blog an happier post ,
since my dear kissing monster , hudaria sayyys ..
dat she feels lyke cryink everytyme she reads my blog .
lols . & youu sayy dat its badd dat im pretending .
kayy dear , i wont pretend dat im happy anymore olreadyy kayys .
i'll bbe genuinely happy . insyaallah .
& just now durink md was fun ,
lying down on derr blue matress (???) wif
huda , haizan , wani , meera , leena , anira & dania was shiok .
crapping wif dem was derr best .
& my dear haizan , it was hell superb toking tuhh youu ..
and gugugaga-ing over mrSh lyke lols .
& lettink everytink out tuhh youu was nyce .. i felt dat youu cann understand .
denn went home after spending hours in derr toilet wif farahsyng .
walk all derr wayy tuhh kpt bustop & went home .
denn i saw twoo small kids who insist dat faizalaziz which is ryehanna's mataer ,
is my mataer just bcoz he lykes mwe last tyme & dat we used tuhh bbe close .
lols . budakbudak .
hahas .
and just now , i teared in skool .
& fell asleep ferr a few minutes on derr mattress after crying .
haiyoos . ermms .
i ran and hug farah while she was dancing . im freaky .
& hahas . firsha-firsha .
i noe you noe public dunnoe .
sumonne will get embarass if i blogg it here .
lols .
AND IM SOOOOO LOOKING FERWARD TUHH
NAQIB'S & AIDAH'S BURFDAYY OUTINK !
eyyys , imissyouu .
maybbe todayy , i'll shall blog an happier post ,
since my dear kissing monster , hudaria sayyys ..
dat she feels lyke cryink everytyme she reads my blog .
lols . & youu sayy dat its badd dat im pretending .
kayy dear , i wont pretend dat im happy anymore olreadyy kayys .
i'll bbe genuinely happy . insyaallah .
& just now durink md was fun ,
lying down on derr blue matress (???) wif
huda , haizan , wani , meera , leena , anira & dania was shiok .
crapping wif dem was derr best .
& my dear haizan , it was hell superb toking tuhh youu ..
and gugugaga-ing over mrSh lyke lols .
& lettink everytink out tuhh youu was nyce .. i felt dat youu cann understand .
denn went home after spending hours in derr toilet wif farahsyng .
walk all derr wayy tuhh kpt bustop & went home .
denn i saw twoo small kids who insist dat faizalaziz which is ryehanna's mataer ,
is my mataer just bcoz he lykes mwe last tyme & dat we used tuhh bbe close .
lols . budakbudak .
hahas .
and just now , i teared in skool .
& fell asleep ferr a few minutes on derr mattress after crying .
haiyoos . ermms .
i ran and hug farah while she was dancing . im freaky .
& hahas . firsha-firsha .
i noe you noe public dunnoe .
sumonne will get embarass if i blogg it here .
lols .
AND IM SOOOOO LOOKING FERWARD TUHH
NAQIB'S & AIDAH'S BURFDAYY OUTINK !
eyyys , imissyouu .
Sunday, February 3, 2008
http://deeyanna-herstory.blogspot.com
; oh, & to mira..
dont be so sad all der time.
call me when youu feel down.
& if youu want, i can even come down to yr place
dont keep everything to yrself
it hurts, i know.
takecares, ILY (:
AWW , diana dearest .
im sooo touch dat youu saed all dat .
& amir twinny oso .
; oh, & to mira..
dont be so sad all der time.
call me when youu feel down.
& if youu want, i can even come down to yr place
dont keep everything to yrself
it hurts, i know.
takecares, ILY (:
AWW , diana dearest .
im sooo touch dat youu saed all dat .
& amir twinny oso .
; *&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
helo twin
; " MY-RAWR (: . says:
heyloooos .
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
u ok?
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
i mean
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
feelin ani better?
; " MY-RAWR (: . says:
nahhhx . i still feel sadd all derr same .
; " MY-RAWR (: . says:
whyy did youu ask ?
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
read ur blog
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
n im ur twin
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
so yea
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
i dun like to c my twin sad
; " MY-RAWR (: . says:
ouuuuuuuhx .
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
so yea
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
dun b alwaes sad
; " MY-RAWR (: . says:
insyaallah .
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
good
; " MY-RAWR (: . says:
hahahas .
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
helo twin
; " MY-RAWR (: . says:
heyloooos .
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
u ok?
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
i mean
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
feelin ani better?
; " MY-RAWR (: . says:
nahhhx . i still feel sadd all derr same .
; " MY-RAWR (: . says:
whyy did youu ask ?
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
read ur blog
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
n im ur twin
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
so yea
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
i dun like to c my twin sad
; " MY-RAWR (: . says:
ouuuuuuuhx .
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
so yea
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
dun b alwaes sad
; " MY-RAWR (: . says:
insyaallah .
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
good
; " MY-RAWR (: . says:
hahahas .
*&^%$#@!**<(aMiR)>**!@#$%^&* says:
ughhh .
sumonne , sumtink , distract mwe puhlease .
soo , i wont have time tuhh think about all derr saddening things .
hais , everytink youu do , in derr cyber werld & in real lyfe ,
reflects on ureself and how much i mean tuhh youu .
lyke wtheck .
since my comments & msgs , wont get replied ,
whyy nort just remove mwe from ure lyfe ?
whyy nort remove mwe from ure featured frenns list ?
is it just for show or wadd ? ouuhx wtheck .
ive deleted all my comments dat i gave tuhh youu .
& im tryink my hardest tuhh bbe brave enough tuhh
delete all derr txtmsges youu send mwe , onne month ago .
lyke wtheck . im nort tryink tuhh hate youu here .
ure derr onne who's making mwe hate youu .
lyke wthell , dont give mwe dat nonsensical excuse dat ure too busy .
heyys , everybody's busy .. deyy gort lortts tuhh do . even mwe .
but , i still make tyme ferr my frenns .
youu ? no . i dont see youu making an attempt ..
youu call occasionally tuhh ask bout mwe ,
how im feeling & watever . lyke heyloo , if im fedup wif youu ,
wadd makes youu think i'll tell ? im nort derr straighforward type .
i prefer gettink myself hurt and suffer bby myself .
i prefer tuhh keep mum bout stuffs , cause i dont wanna bbe a burden
& a distraction in ure lyfe . i dont wann youu tuhh feel bad about how youu
treat mwe , dats whyy i prefer keeping quiet .
yeahhs , i kept tuhh myself dat i still lurve youu alortt ,
& dat i miss youu lyke hell .
ahhhs , watever larhhs youu wont care aniwayy even thou , you sayy you do .
im tryink my hardest nort tuhh cryy .
sumonne , sumtink , distract mwe puhlease .
soo , i wont have time tuhh think about all derr saddening things .
hais , everytink youu do , in derr cyber werld & in real lyfe ,
reflects on ureself and how much i mean tuhh youu .
lyke wtheck .
since my comments & msgs , wont get replied ,
whyy nort just remove mwe from ure lyfe ?
whyy nort remove mwe from ure featured frenns list ?
is it just for show or wadd ? ouuhx wtheck .
ive deleted all my comments dat i gave tuhh youu .
& im tryink my hardest tuhh bbe brave enough tuhh
delete all derr txtmsges youu send mwe , onne month ago .
lyke wtheck . im nort tryink tuhh hate youu here .
ure derr onne who's making mwe hate youu .
lyke wthell , dont give mwe dat nonsensical excuse dat ure too busy .
heyys , everybody's busy .. deyy gort lortts tuhh do . even mwe .
but , i still make tyme ferr my frenns .
youu ? no . i dont see youu making an attempt ..
youu call occasionally tuhh ask bout mwe ,
how im feeling & watever . lyke heyloo , if im fedup wif youu ,
wadd makes youu think i'll tell ? im nort derr straighforward type .
i prefer gettink myself hurt and suffer bby myself .
i prefer tuhh keep mum bout stuffs , cause i dont wanna bbe a burden
& a distraction in ure lyfe . i dont wann youu tuhh feel bad about how youu
treat mwe , dats whyy i prefer keeping quiet .
yeahhs , i kept tuhh myself dat i still lurve youu alortt ,
& dat i miss youu lyke hell .
ahhhs , watever larhhs youu wont care aniwayy even thou , you sayy you do .
im tryink my hardest nort tuhh cryy .
