KAIT :D ^^^^
awww , see how adorable she is . and see the bottle shes holding , see the long straw , she said its a fan and she folded it for me .
so cute :D
sometimes i wish im not the only daughter in the family ,
because i have absolutely nothing to do and nobody to talk to at home .
and imagine being screamed at when you didnt even do anything ,
and by a younger brother at that .
and being me , i burst into tears cause i hate & i cant stand being screamed at .
eh cheebye ah , im ure older sister u know ,
wheres ure basic respect for me ? its not like as if i treat you badly or anything .
and this is not the first time okay . damn pissed ah .
its no wonder i hate staying at home .
& theres no tuition today . so im bored .
Ibu wanna go Popular to get books for me T.T
wanna pester her to get Twilight for me , weee ~
i miss boyfie , badly . ehhh .
there Diana , i did cut my hair two mnths ago , and its shorter than the previous length .but its not shoulder-length short . hehs . Fahmi told me my hair looks nicer short when i showed him the picture in my previous post . but then i told him Ayah dont like my hair short , so i cant cut it short , and he said this , 'Boleh per ! Aku bapak kau per sekarang , pgie gunting pendek !' lol or what ? / 'can what ! im ure dad now , go cut ure hair short now !'thats how lame my brother can get ah . and i was damn bloody pissed just now okay , and i end up not going to class . Yayan says he's lonely cause he's single , and he say JC life is stressful ! hahaha , Boo Yayan Boo ! and Daniel's asking me bout the havaianas flip-flop , which clearly tempts me to get a pair for myself cause Ayah didnt allow me to get a pair for myself last year . ooo , im thinking of splurging again . nooo ! and sweet per Dan , he wants to buy it for a 'special friend' , pheeweet ! Dan Dan ! get a pair for me too ! hahas , no shame ! and i miss my 4ED classmates , can someone organise something ? ISH ISH ! ORGANISE SOMETHING ! i miss Renny ~ AND THERES MUSICAL NIGHT THIS YEAR ! im soooo going okie . can FINALLY meet my cute cute DQ juniors :D & most importantly FARAH ! i feel like pulling my extensions out , dont know why . and i wanna meet Kait-Kait ! super adorable Kait , cute cute Kait cause i miss Kait-Kait !
RYY ! I MISS URE ADORABLE SISTER !
lol , okay bye :D
& I MISS BOYFIE BADLY ! :C
AHHH ! HELLO RYYYY ?!
I FOUND MY SPECS ; LALALA ~
it was on my table all along , i guess im too blind i couldnt see it .
AHHH ! HELLO AMIR TWINNEY ?! SLAP DIANA !
cause she doesnt know how to answer one of the questions in the facebook boyfriend survey . and like what she said , you should slap her cause both of you are like tgther for one year oready . haha ! and Diana i want my Caramel Frappe okay ! u work at Coffee Bean also no use ,
if you cant give ure cute friend down here free Caramel Frappe ! hahaha .
lol , im talking as if Diana owns Coffee Bean .
i went to Capitol to meet Boyfie bfore class just now , but i swear i miss him badly now . and i know Boyfie misses me too , ryte ryte ? hahaha !
i travelled all the way to Yew Tee today for class , the trip down there was a drag , i could have fall asleep if not for the guy who was sitting beside me , his laptop bag keep poking my elbows okie ! and the girl beside me practically had her bagpack on my lap , pfft , i was seriously annoyed haha . lessons was boring also , the teacher start all the way from chapter one , which is like super basic , the basic stuffs i think i can answer without referring to textbook , chey action seh , and i almost died out of boredom . the teacher can even ask whether we know how to light a bunsen burner , lol ? but yay , classes ended one and half hours early , and i get to go back home earlier . i still have lessons tmr at YCK Sec .
and im looking forward to the picnic on Saturday , if its not cancelled again . i wanna watch Slumdog Millionaire , im gonna make Kak Itin pass the cd to me on Saturday ,cause she promised me ! heh .
hahaha , when Ry told me the only condition Colin SANTA MARIA ; oh hail the holy virgin Mary ! state when he ask Ry , Cassie & Me out for a camwhoring session when Cassie comes back , i swear i burst out laughing in the train , like major HAHAHAHAHAHA ! like lol wtfcuk ? rmb Col , u owe me starbucks ! and im gonna steal ure camera away from you ! weee ~
& the LJS guy damn perasan i tell you . Sak ! hes damn perasan !! eww , you want our number ? quotes Ry , 'this is a toll-free number , but i swear its my hp number , 1800-Suck-My-Balls ! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA !'
erms , i think i should end it here , bye .
THE LJS GUY DAMN PERASAN ! eww .
Abang Zamaksyari :D ^^^i sat and rot at home today , boo . and i have fever , and my throat fcuking hurts . i miss my boyfie alot D:& oops , Deeyanna tagged me at Facebook for some survey on how well we know our boyfriends , and i cant even answer one question , Boyfie slap me !
and i want to see ure hair *whines*
hms , shall go disturb Alex now , bye . 
i tell you , this fcuking headache is killing me .
i wanna go back to bed , and maybe go meet Gee to pass a thousand splendid suns back when i wake up later . i tell you Gee would be bloody pissed with me , take my own sweet time .
ooo , i found the kite runner ! gonna re-read again soon . & my heart ache like bloody hell , Ibu let me go out today , but im lazy to go out , nye nye nye . ugh , my class starting this Wedns , cheebye ! and i dont want Meera to go back Nepal , gonna find a way to meet her bfore the 25th ,
which is her last day at work ? i think .
boo , im off to lala-land .
toodles *flips hair* ew , mcm bimbo .
im still awake , so Happy Birthday to dearest Boyfie :D ,Farid and Uncle Noordin :D
you people are getting so so very old . :D im gonna try to go sleep now .& oooo , Yayan said he misses me :D
hoho helloooooo , i love the view from boyfie's room ! :Dim feeling random siolx !, so that explains the random remark . & im gonna start learning how to play the guitar on my own . since bro totally forgot he has a guitar which Mum spend a bomb on [she could have gotten me something with that money okeh !] , im gonna steal it and learn how to play ! RYYYY ! teach mehhhh :D after that i'll get Ry/Alex to teach me how to play the piano , woohooo ~ i clean out my cupboard today and threw away almost everything in it . so now , i have no fear of books dropping on my head whenever i need to get something from the cupboard . nyenyenye !
i feel cleaner now , need to clear things off my study table , and fold the 2 basket of my clothes , and my room will be super clean !
; for only two days . yay , clean room for two days . eh , i miss Sara .
:D
theres only so much a 16-year old can take .
and i guess its a miracle im still here .
judging from the way things are now , i guess the outcome would be way different this time . i guess , im gonna have to learn to let things go , if i ever wanna be happy & if i want this kinda happiness to last . i still feel like crap , im sorry boyfie .i know i have no right to complain , but im tired . very tired .
i hate it at home .
& im not saying this just because im bored or bcoz i want attention .
im utterly sick of the everyday-crap i face with when im at home .
you wonder why im always stuck in my room doing nothing , well keep on wondering .
cause i dont wanna be rude and tell you in ure face to check up on ure attitude .
knnbccb :(
EDITED ~
on a ligher note , Happy Belated 10th birthday to my younger brother ,
Md. Khairul Danial .
u better study properly and stop being annoying cause ure older now ,
and also cause ure cranky sister over here , will scream her head off at Y.O.U !
hahahahas , i love you okie brother !
and yeah , Ibu gonna let u play to ure heart's content at the arcade on Friday :D
TELL ME DAWN RICHARDSON'S HAIR IS COOL !
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i likey her hair :DD
sometimes i wonder , how many times are you gonna repeat this over . how many times over im gonna pretend like i dont care . and how many times over im gonna act oblivious to the situation . nah , not gonna bother . ive tried but i think i wasted my efforts .found the photo ^^^ in Mummy's phone :D
You're reaching out,
And no one hears your cry.
You're freaking out again
Cause all your fears remind you.
Another dream has come undone.
You feel so small and lost
Like you're the only one.
You wanna scream,
Cause you're desperate.
You want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on your soul tonight.
You want a reason to keep believing
That some day you're gonna see the light...
You're in the dark
There's no one left to call.
And sleep's you're only friend,
But even sleep can't hide you
From all those tears and all the pain
And all the days you wasted pushing them away.
It's your life; it's time you face it.
dear bloggy , i told my boyfie that i'll update my blog only if he update his ,
but , i think my bloggy would rot and decompose [as if its a living thing],
if i wait for my boyfie to update his , so im gonna go ahead and update my blog , hahaha !
boyfie , if ure reading this , i dont care , u have to update ure blog immediately hor !
hahahahas . chey , demanding siolz .
theres nothing much for me to update actually .
so yeah , bye .
i swear i love Athirah/Aelvy :D
but i love my boyfie more *hugs*
hello :DIbu confiscated my vaio lappy !
okay not exactly confiscated uh , i can use but not after 10pm ,
and also shes keeping it in her room , not mine .
nvmind can steal sneak and use Ibu's notebook or
the desktop when shes asleep if im desperate to go online . heh .
i didnt go Marina Barrage with the Rvps Clique or Chingay Parade with the DQ '08 seniors ,
cause Ayah still cranky , haha so sad for me .
im lazy to work tmr , that is if im working , i wanna spend time with Boyfieeeeeeee .
and i miss Ry already :[
ouh ya , had breakfast with her & Alex on Friday ,
Alex came and met me at NEL first , cause Ry was late again , hahas .
and he suffered an headache 5mins after meeting me , cause i irritated him like hell .
now i miss Alex also ! wahhh .
okay im bored , bye .
lol Fie if ure reading this , dont laugh , i wanna play pool !
KAIT :D ^^^^
