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Thursday, May 31, 2007

heyyys.
i'll feel incomplete if i leave
singapore without blogging ferst.
weird seyyy.
hahas.


HAIKEL -
i dunnoe how many tymes i repeat dis..
I HELP YOUU IKHLAS LARHH SEYY!!
NO NEED SAY.Y THANKZ SOOO MANY TYMES.
HAHS. any problems just find mie okaesss
IM OKAE.IM OKAE.
& i noe im gonna start hating sumone.
but im still willing tuhh accept dat person as a frenn,,
even thou he hurt mie sooooooooooo much.
sabar mira.. sabar mira..
im okae. watever larhhh ehhks.
IM NORT DESPO okae.
WTF. u think i carn live without man isit?
pls larhhh ehkkks.
fuck larhhhh.
ITS UR LOST!!!
get dattt..

i made ifa's f/s background 2 dayys ago..
& i'll post it wenn i get back..
coz i dun have tyme.
nn i re-do james layout tooo..
mainly bcoz the pics are soooo blurrr.
hahs.
i'll post both layouts wenn i get back..
i'll bbe flying tuhh serawak in about a few hours.
& dunn miss mie tuhh much aites.
hehs. im sooo looking ferwerd tuhh meet my frenns.
esp farah dearest.
toodles;taccaire.
BLUElicious -




Tuesday, May 29, 2007

awwwwww.
im on my breaking down point.
im gonna break down sooner or later..


i read all my past f/s comments..
nn i read all the comments from hym..
sad seyyyy,,
; we were soooooo close..
VERY-VERY-VERY CLOSE!!!
but i have tuhh bbe a bytch nn go fall ferr youu.
sad seyyy.

all those beautiful memoirs.
we camwhored lortss..
we went out alort..
dat walk nn teh wayy we crapped tuhh the 88 bustop..
u remember datt?..
the wayy we besyde each other nn fool around..
cracking stupid jokes..
youu comforting mie wenn im sad..
you remember dat?..
but i have tuhh bbe such a fool tuhh go fall fer youu.
i should have juz treat you the same..
but it was the biggest mistake.
i'll do anitink..
absulutely anitink ferr us tuhh bbe close again..
im reallie missing youuu..

amirul..
you've help mie alort bby comforting mie yesterdayyy..
THANKZ!!!

toodles;taccaire.
BLUElicious -



im super-duper bored.
coz james offline..
he entertained mie wif his crapp.
hahs.
i chatted wif..
; ifa.james.anirah.milia.olin..
& cuzzin cum boyyfiie ridhwann..
&& cuzzin siti..
todayyyy..
im super bored now dat james offline.
hahs.
the crapp. lol.
& besydes datt..
JAMES ; I WON!!!
hahs. & i noe its hard ferr you tuhh ignore mie..
lol.lmao.rofl.

& im still missing sumone reallie badlyy.
argh fcuk larhh boyy.
whyy do i keep thinking of youuu.
im in the process of fergetting youu..
but it seems otherwise..
evrytink i do.. im reminded bby youu.
& i keep browsing thru pics in my phone..
nn stopping at pics of you nn mie..
nn ur indvidual pics..
& everytyme im in pain or i hurt myself..
i keep seeing youu running up tuhh mie..
asking mie,
'' are you okae?are you okae?''..
the same wayy you did wenn i was hit bby dat soccer ball.
dats how obssesed i am wif youuu.
but youu chose tuhh throw it all awayy..
sadsad.sobbs.
even if i carn tok tuhh you..
im juz hoping tuhh see youu online so dat i noe ure fine..
& even thou im nort supposed tuhh bbe near youu,,
i juz hope i cann look at youu from far..
so dat i cann care ferr youu w/o youuu noeing..
so dat i cann go gugugaga over youu w/o youuu noticing..
so dat i cann see dat ure fine w/o youuu looking.
whyy?
bcoz..
; I LURVE YOUU!!!
but i noe u dun feel the same ferr mie.
but still i lurve youu the same..
& i miss you very-very badly.
even thou we carnn bbe wadd we used tuhh bbe..
im juz hoping you'll still accpt mie as ur frenn..
bcoz i carn bear tuhh lose onne.

i downloaded alort of fonts.
coz im thinking of editing..
coz IM SUPER BORED!!!
hahs.
i havent pack nn nort in a mood to..
coz i dun feel lyke going coz..
i dunwann tuhh leave singapore.
& i dunnoe whyy im feeling dis wayy.
emotionally-depressed.

toodles;taccaire.
BLUElicious -


Monday, May 28, 2007

i sat in front of comp all dayy 2dayy.
i edited james blogg,,
which includes..
; changing eveytink ferr hym..
both the skin nn the layout.
which i totally dun mind
; coz IM BORED!!!
; bcoz james is my frenn.
its totally worth it.



james layout.
i hadd a hard tyme designing his layout
; coz the editing software i lurve EXPIRED!!
; nn its damn hard tuhh adapt tuhh a new software.
but somehow i gort a sense of satisfaction fer helping james.
hehs.
dis dayyys..
lortts of pple are sadd..
& i feel better wenn i try tuhh comfort dis pple..
bcoz i noe they somehow are going thru
the same thing im going thru noww.
& wenn i put myself in their shoes..
i sumhow feel the same wayy they're feeling..
boyy,,
if you dun wish tuhh tok tuhh mie.
i'll gladly grant ur wish.
i'll pretend i dunnoe youu.
even if i carn.. i'll juz wont tok tuhh youu.
even thou it hurts alortt trying tuhh pretend i dunnoe youu,,
it hurts even more wenn you ignore mie.
watever larhhh boyy.
im dead in ur eyes.
toodles;taccaire.
BLUElicious -


Sunday, May 27, 2007


IM BAAAACKKKKKK!!!
hahs.
ive nort log in ferr onne week
due to sot-sot broadband.
which just could nort get a connection.
hahs.
its fine nowww.
so im back on msn,blogging nn frenster.


time check
; 9.30pm.
its lyke 3 daes tuhh the serawak tripp.
juz bought almost everytink i need.
nn chnge some cash tuhh m'sia currency.
hahs. semangat seyyyy..


i couldnt get my report book back..
since my parents never come
& tcher die-die wann meet my parents..
too badd.
nvm ; i dun mind the delayy.


went nenek house nn sleepover last-minute yest.
hahas. boring larhhh seyyy at home.
nn its juz the same there..
coz 2 out of 3 of my cuzzins went tuhh
sentosa tuhh celebrate sumone's burfdayyy.


im lyke stilll emotionally depressed insyde.
still under-going a break-up.
lyke ouh gosh,,
everytink was soooo sudden.
one minute we were together..
& a week later you're gone.
:'(
im missing youuuu sooooo-soooo badlyy.
i wann tuhh call you.
but i noe youu probably dun even wann tuhh tok tuhh mie.
wadd wrong have i done?
dat you hate mie?
you're the one who dump mie.
nort the other wayy round.
& your gang juz carn bbe bothered wif mie olreadyy ryte?
youu all juz dun care ryte?
youu all dun wanna hang out wif mie olreadyy ryte?
ure juz using mie ryte?
walaoo..
i didn noe ure all lyke dat.
the hours mie nn farah spent under the hot sun supporting
all of youuu during ur inter-class..
did you ferget dat? i gort sun-burned.
& i did dat ferr all of youuu.
sad siaaa..


im lyke hell bored.
nn my typing is lyke slooooooow.
one week never type.
hahs.


i'll wait ferr youuu
; even if it takes the rest of my life .


toodles;taccaire.
BLUElicious -


Sunday, May 13, 2007

fridae ended up wif an disaster.
wif mie ending up wif a broken hart.
mie fainting halfwayy.
wif dat splitting headache.
wif dat urge tuhh go grab a knife nn
do sumtink tuhh my wrist.
wif mie drowning myself in tears.


have youuu ever considered how i felt?.
how disappointed i am in myself
wenn i disappoint other pple?..
have youu ever considered
how guilty i felt?
wenn i broke other pple's hart...
have youu ever considered how broken i felt?
wenn i hide my sorrow behind my smiles..
but still , i lurve youuu sooo..
&& i've missed youuuu lately.

yest was seriously boring.
matiin came-over..
went compass
; return farah's library book.
; walk-walk around..
denn went tuhh farah's void-deck.
crapped.
nn went home after dat.
watch JGN PANDANG BLAKANG again.
denn watch STOMP THE YARD.
but halfwayy,, the dvd player go cuckoo..
keep stopping.
so went tuhh sleep
; wif my mind full of worries.
& *ndy ,, so loooong nn gudnyte.

maybbe going nenek house todayyy.
meet cuzzins.
maybbe they'll brighten up my dayyy.
maybbe they'll put a smile on my face.
maybbe they'll help mie ferget everytink.
maybbe // ..

toodles;taccaire.
BLUElicious -


Thursday, May 10, 2007

updates.
been pretty bz wif study.
lyke real. i did study but it doesnt go to my head.
waste tyme onlie.

exams sux.
i owaes start each paper wif a loooooong
stare at the questions..
nn of course i'll scribble nonsense at the answering sapce provided.
kwang/kwang/kwang.
i regretted slacking dis term.
& i made lortts of teachers angry dis term.
maths tcher.art tcher. science tcher.
i regretted alortt.
pple slapp mie if i ever sayy i malas to study.
hehes.

previous post dat contains angry werds deleted.
i noe. i noe. sorie-sorie-sorie.

& yay. woah. dat was sudden.
sheesh.

i miss my DQ's nn oso all my secone juniors.
& of course, i noe they miss mie too.
ryte?ryte?ryte?..
syak chairman biler nk start MD blekk?

kak ati.kak sharz.kak nad.kak adilah.kak jannah.
kak fiza.kak wani.
izyani.azirah.fariza.rosiani.naqiah.atiqah
hudaria.haizan.syazwani.hazmeera.hidayah.
hazirah.anirah.nurlina.zarinah.safwatin.aqilah.
diana.dania.syakila.suzanna.
of course nort farah.. i see her everydae.
I MISS ALL OF YOUUUU!!!
& of course KAK KAE dearest.


toodles;taccaire.
BLUElicious-


Sunday, May 6, 2007

i changed my layout.
nn i made a playlist.
im seriously bored.
nn im gonna study in a while.
ive nort had any food.
nn i woke up early 2dae.

fridae was boooring.
went tm.
but i didnt have fun.
saw nisa cuzzin.
nn we crapped.
bored larhhh fridae.

im sorie adeqq.
ferr the previous post.
ure nyce.
u apologised.
good impression matters ryte adeqq?..

im bored.im tired.im sick.

toodles;taccaire.
BLUElicious -


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