Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

in order to succeed this year , ive set a goal for myself . i realised that when i was in school , i didnt had an aim , a goal in which i seriously thought through . i knew now , that i should have set an aim the moment i first step into my sec school , or latest by sec 3 , but i didnt . my general aim was to pass (not with flying colours) , and to get into a polytechnic and into any diploma course that im eligible for . and haha , thnks to my simple mindset , i didnt get into any -.- im not gonna repeat my mistakes again this year , and start all over next year , cause im required to take all of my 7 subj all over again if i fail again this year , and im so not looking forward to that . ive set my target , and i know what course im seriously interested in , and i'll study hard . i really have to . someone plsplspls slap me if i dont . i really have to make it this time . & i know ive gotta stop my ramblings and start studying . so , maybe i'll be on hiatus , or maybe just a short break , cause ive got to grab any opportunity i get , which is not alot , to study . & im still considering whether i should go for the picnic on Sunday , cause im seriously lazy , and i rather sit at home and read thru my Bio/Chem notes while resting . ohmygod , i seriously need to study . can someone get me something that will electrify (or whatever that word is) me whenever im lazy ? i know some must be thinking , 'mcm faham jer budak nie' knowing what a lazy person i am , but im seriously serious (?!!!) . theres a saying , failure before success , but i definitely wont achieve success if i dont work on it . so , okay im gonna mug now . bye :D