Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

hello , yesterday was doomsday .
yeah got my results back , 26points and f9 for maths ,
lol . no poly would ever accept me lah duh . nvmind , i know what im suppose to do ,
pondered over it for so long last night . and yeahs , cried yesterday not bcoz of results but cause found out mum got admitted to hospital , but she going home today yay .
still damn fcuked up with someone ,
yeah right , if you care so much bout her , you wouldnt have hurt her at the first place .
and if you care so much bout us , you wouldnt have been so selfish and cause us all this
emotional pain . u think ure so great . u think ure god ! and hell yeah , im glad i told you right in ure face you
cant survive without her . dont give me that fcuk up attitude as if im talking crap , dont
fcuking think ure fcuking great . cause i dont think ure great . for a man so selfish like you ,
you dont deserve my forgiveness , even if you dont seek it . no , that problem does not only
involve you and her , it involves us too . you cant sit down there pretending we dont know what the heck happened and you definitely cant sit down there and pretend we're so dumb ,
we dont know what you've been doing . she may look like shes happy with you know ,
but heck shes not cause she told me & i have to deal with all this emotional pain thanks to the both of you .
sometimes i wonder , i reallie wonder , why do i ever try so hard to behave and do the best to ure expectations , when i know at the end of the day , you both wont appreciate what ive done ,
or what ive tried to do . dont fcuking tell me , u fcuking hate my attitude ! cause i fcuking hate ures too . and pls dont act all so sensitive when i dont even have anything in mind and also when i did nothing wrong .
if u think im shouting at you on the phone , thats ure fcuking problem with ure phone volume ,
cause im talking normally to you . no , i dont ever see you changing , and yeah if u have a problem with my attitude , blame ureself , u made me this way . cause i think , the only person i have a problem with now is you . u made me this way , so u deal with my attitude .
dont fcuking crap with me saying im like that to everyone , no its just you .
no i dont hate you , i just hate what you did and all ure past mistakes and also ure selfish attitude , and also for causing her so much pain . we all know its ure fault , so dont blame her for ure foolish mistakes .
wah , damn pissed .