IBU AYAH PAKCIK MAKCIK DATUK NENEK DAN SAHABAT-SAHABAT HANDAI ,
[okay i think my malay suck]
you guys better shut up cause i didnt get into any poly courses thru JAE .
let me pray and wait for DAE results uh , not confident can into any courses thru that
either , but its okay . can try again next year :D ouh and Thanks Alot Faizal classmate , you really cheered me up just now , you and ure , fighting/never say die spirit blablabla and being so confident i can get in a course thru DAE and all . we shall see lah , im already mentally prepared so dont worry bout me , and hahaha ! i dont need sympathy okay .
hms , i should go get ready to meet Ry & Alex for breakfast :D
MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU .
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& NONONO , thats not my boyfried ! thats Colin :D
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as you can see , COLIN SANTA MARIA [ooo , i love his name] a
OWES ME STARBUCKS , and he doesnt know why .
kinda tricked him hahaha ! so now he owes me Starbucks :D
and its fun chatting with him , rmb Col , Starbucks the next time we go out :D
i want COLIN'S CAMERAAAAAAAAA ! gimme gimme !~
& hohoho , bought Starbucks with Lina today :D
must stop spending money on Starbucks , cause now im left with a pathetic 30bucks ,
until next week . AND AND A GUY FELL ASLEEP IN STARBUCKS !
cheebs , i took a photo but dont wanna post it here lah , i dont feel evil today .
oooo , Amalina said something new to me ,
she said i dont look Malay , i look like a exotic indonesian T.T
OKAY i am Boyanese , so maybe what she said does make sense , hahaha !
and Meera said i look chinese cause again , im fair and also cause of my eyes .
hahahahas , contradicting siolz Mummy says im dark . mwahahas .
& Ah Long insisted that i asked boyfie for a credit card ,
cheeebs ! dont worry boyfie i wont ask you for a credit card , im not mad or crazy for ure money , like how they think i am . screw you all !
cheydebah ! Ry and Alex wanna move to Perth when their older , AND
Ry wants to bring along , weeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ so bbye boyfie :[
and Hidafi & Khai wanna quit Sakura , sad .
i wanna watch Chingay on Saturday with the DQ'08 seniors
; Farah , Suzanna , Diana , Syak and i dont know who else :D
I DONT WANNA GO !
BUT i wanna go Marina Barrage with the Rvps Clique also instead .
i'll go both . mwahahahhaha !
and hoho , thnks Ish for intro-ing the song playing on my blog ,
cause i like it :D
& POKING PEOPLE ON FACEBOOK IS FUN !
wheres Naqib ? i want him to ask me random questions like the last time ,
so that i can give him random answers . Naqib ? where are you ?
oooo , ANTM cycle 10/11 [i cant rmb] later :D
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so boyfie do you feel unlucky ure with me ?
typical of my cousin to say this kinda bullshit to me . haha .
hms , one of Far East's new staff called me kakak today ,
and it turns out we're of the same age , T.T
i guess its because _____________ .
hahahas , anyhow figure it out lah .
wooooo , boyfie bought me Starbucks today :DDDDD
and i went quran reading after work just now and Lutfi ,
my Ustazah's grandson laughed at me when i said im working part-time as a waitress .
its typical of 8-year olds to think that the big sister their talking to has
a typical 9-5 office job . he told me that okay . lols .
& i wanna go Marina Barrage ! i think i may be the only Sporean who hasnt been there yet T.T
im lazy to work tmr .
& i find myself very interested in my long-abandoned facebook account .
kay enough bye .
& i hate it that my memory's very bad .
i cant rmb anything that happened in school and what happened and what we laughed at
in school during night studies .
reallie ah Ish ? we got read Akif's msg and laugh ah ? i seriously dont rmb .
hello im bored , and friendster can go and die ,
the only thing that is interesting on friendster is the bulletins .
blablabla , i want coffee .
1. Do you like to talk a lot?
♥ if im comfortable with that person im with , i'll talk alot .
2. Do you love anyone now?
♥ yes , i love him alot .
3. Do you hate being scolded?
♥ of course , duh . im crazy if i say i like getting screamed at .
4. Do you hate school?
♥ i did when i was in school , but now no . i wanna go to school .
5. Do you hate yourself?
♥ doesnt make sense , why would i hate myself ?
6. Do you find someone cute?
♥ yes , i think my boyfie's cute .
7. Do you feel like having a gf / bf right now?
♥ hello ? im already attached to Wen Hao :D
8. Do you smoke or drink?
♥ even if it werent against my religion , i still wont smoke or drink .
bad for health you know .
9. Do you like your teachers?
♥ yeahs , i love Mr Sharin and Mdm Lung & Mr Juhari :D
10. Do you take drugs?
♥ i take Paracetamol .
11. Do you like going to the movies?
♥ yes , i like .
13. Do you prefer calling? Or SMS?
♥ no preference .
14. Do you eat every morning?
♥ depends whether im hungry .
15 . Do you go online everyday?
♥ depends .
16. Do you want to cry now?
♥ what for ?
17. What are you doing now?
♥ hahahas , blogging this .
18. What are you thinking of now?
♥ nothing , i told you im bored .
19. What's a fact about the last person who had his/her arms around you?
♥ he's 24 , he's the best and i love him alot :D
20. What do you currently hear right now?
♥ Halo - Beyonce
21. Where did you get your outfit?
♥ im wearing my class t-shirt , erms from Queensway ?
22. Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you?
♥ my mum got it for me for my 15th birthday .
23. Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
♥ *scratches head* whats weed ?
24. Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a M?
♥ Maryann ! :D
25. Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
♥ i dont know . some say i dont look like my parents .
26. How long does it take you to shower?
♥ atleast half an hour .
27. What is the last thing you drank ?
♥ Starbucks !
28. If you could have one person to be with you right now who would it be?
♥ BOYFIE ! :D
29. What was for dinner last night?
♥ i didnt eat dinner .
30. Where will you be 2 hours from now?
♥ at home or out if i decide to go out .
31. What are you doing tomorrow?
♥ most prob working .
32. What about the following day?
♥ idk , maybe working or rotting at home ?
33. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
♥ yes :D
34. Do you curse infront of ur parents?
♥ a couple of times , im waiting for the day they'll slap me cause of that .
35. At what age do you want to be married?
♥ 22 onwards , when im ready lah .
36. Has anyone ever been in love with you?
♥ why do you think im attached now ?
37. Are you a jealous person ?
♥ depending on the situation .
bye .
hello , im bored :[& i have nothing to do .
cheebs , its only 2pm .
& ahhh crap , ive watched Qabil Kushry Qabil Igam four times already ,
and i still cried when i watch it again yesterday .
the movie's good lol .
hahahas , Fie , what happened to the 'you'll be the last girl i fall in love with ?'
told you its all bullshit , like ive said i dont believe in all this sweet-talk ,
'i love you forever' crap ,
and thanks to you im so afraid of falling so hard again ,
so afraid of getting hurt again .
and hahaha , ure so fun to laughed at .
and yes , i wont be nice to people who gave and treat me like crap .
so dont blame me for being a bitch now .
ure most probably scared that she'll hurt you , hahahas .
i tried to point out ure mistakes but you didnt wanna listen ,
let me see you go through the same thing over again .
im gloating over ure misery mwahaha !
and yes Abang Zamaksyari , i did send ure regards to
ALAN MISAI [Kak Nurul's Boyfie] . i dont think ure hair
is anything like The Click 5's or The Academy Is ..'s lead singer's hair okay .
and i dont wanna waste my time asking Kak Nurul and Fahmi bout ure hair .
u better come meet me soon eh my ouh-so lame and vain cousin , and its not my fault you didnt sleepover on Saturday . you know im working and you left early hohoho !
ouh yes , Nisa didnt sleepover too , boo !
ouh thats my Brother ^^^hello , was cranky cause sleepy like hell at work today ,
and whined to the kitchen staffs and Meera that i want Starbucks ,
and they keep telling me to call boyfie at Far East to get Starbucks for me .
hahahas ! lol . went to Raffles City after work to accompany Meera eat ,
and also to get Starbucks , hahahas . Caramel frappe , yum . went window-shopping after that , and grrrr , i want that billabong wallet ! shall get it soon lol ! and Meera saw alot of things that attracted her eyes too , lol . and she wants me to accompany her to Bugis when she gets her pay , hahaha ! the most random thing Meera , Poope & Ry can say to me for the past week is , im not fat and that i lost weight . and i pointed at an ad in Raffles City just now and said to Meera ,
Lala ; eh ! i wanna be model like her can ?*points at ad & giggles*
Meera ; eh you can lah ! you got that hot figure , wooooohoooooooooo !
Lala ; -.-'' , crazy ah ?
cause obviously im joking , and she can reply that . hahas .
which reminds me that my aunt , cousin , ex-boyfriend said i can be a model except that im short , screw you lah , humiliate me liddat ! so random hahahahahaha !
kay im bored , home phone's ringing and im standing on top of my tv table cause im scared ,
theres a BIG lizard in my house , stupid pet cat brought it home !
cb . gonna stay on top here till someone get rid of it .
WOOOOO , BROTHER AND ARIFF KILLED IT ! [I THINK] :D
I MISS BOYFIE !
& ouh ya , its 24 Jan tmr , so Happy Advance 17th Birthday to Firas .
:D
& hahahas , two words , GROW UP !
how old are you guys now , to be fighting over silly things ?
WHINEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY WON !
america's next stop model cycle 10 .
hahahas , i know im slow , and that nobody bothers watching ANTM on tv
cause with a click of a button you can find out who won each cycle on the net , but i prefer watching it on tv , cause you know , the suspense and all .hahas , boo for me ! (depending on how you look at it) and Anya's very pretty too , but i like Whitney :DDDD
and i wanna watch cycle 11 next week :D .
kay goodnight .
p.s ; & after seeing all these failed relationships/friendship ,
i can now see how fragile all this bonds are ,
and cant you all just take things in ure stride and forgive and forget ?
stop fighting/quarelling/assuming ure treating each other like shit ! grrr ~
what happened to all the love between two friends ?
what happened to the days we just lose it all and start acting crazy ?
what happened to days when we can complete each other's sentences ?
what happened to the days when we can just laughed at each other faces cause of the little
stupid things we do w/o getting offending each other ?
stop pointing fingers at each other , stop saying that everybody's fake , stop trying to seek attention thru self-pity , just be a friend ,
a friend who forgives and forget . a friend who can put a stop to all this ,
the friend who can wipe away each others tears , and crack stupid jokes to make each other better ,
a friend who offers advice even if it doesnt help , a friend you can run to /call up whenever we need someone to talk to .
where did things go wrong ? what happened here ?
whats becoming of the world ? can someone answer my questions ?
yes , friends fight , but they do make up , they forgive each other and laugh at how foolish t
hey behaved at the end of the day ,
but tell me loves, how come i dont see that coming ?
everybody's turning their backs against each other .
i need/want to hear all sides of the story , not just one .
just what happened ?
sumpah i miss them alot ^^^
especially the one on the left , my cute Kasyir :D
hello . im bored to tears :(
and hahahas , im heartless cause my heart didnt go tum tum tom tom
[quoting Poope] . and i still think Yayan showing favouritism !
i still think u treat ure ehem ehem whos not reallie ure ehem ehem better than ure budak kecik , no fair .
if i text you then you dont reply , you die ah !
hahahas & i love boyfieeeee alot :D
AND congrats Farid Md. Noor :D
ugh , working Far East tmr *screams* 
ouh congrats cousin Ridhwan for getting into the next round :D ; ouh , i just updated his blog/fanclub .
bye .
hello ! im vvvvvv lazy to update ,
so let me summarise it all in POINT FORM !
here goes ,
1) ive started working again after a whole week of rest .
2) ive registered for poly [joint admission/direct admission]
3) im still very lazy to make a blogskin for Ish , but dont worry Ish , i didnt forget !
4) been spending loadsa time with boyfie :DDD
; i love you lalalalala ~
very short list heh . & ouh , other than getting lectured by dad , everythings fine ,
and im still a very happy (but tired) girl .
booohoooo , Frank & Sita transferred to Jurong Point :[
i wanna sleep , zzz .
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY AMALINA ! :Dno fair , i just turned 16 *pouts*
hello . today was kinda suckish at first , was very upset , then fell asleep and woke up and discovered im sick again . hahas . then did the normal stuffs i do , watch tv and stuffs . then talk to Ry on the phone , she cheered me up ! we talk and laughed alot , haha . she told me bout someone naming their kid , Ninja Turtle & Superman bin Batman . then we talk about music videos and bleeding love was so funny to talk about . we even talk about a shop at Far East Plaza called FraEast , one of the convo goes like this ,
Daughter : Mummy can help me buy clothes at Far East ? Mother : okay no problem , after work i buy for you . what shop ? Daughter : Fra East . Mother : thats the shopping center's name , i want the shop name . Daughter : Fra East mummy , Fra East ! Fra East ! hahahahas ! like seriously , we dont know why they named their shop Fra East , so dumb . reallie , its called Fra East , i didnt make any spelling or typo error . its reallie Fra East . hahas .then me and Ry talk bout the game 'talk bubbles' boyfie taught us . lols . we talk about typical indonesian philipines maids who fall in love , date , get married to those bangladeshi workers in spore . hahas ! so funny . i think theres still some more things i didnt mention cause i fergot . heh . after talking to Ry for about 3hours on the phone , i went online . and i chatted with Irsyad :D after chatting with him , i finally decided to apply for the course Ngee Ann Poly's offering me , the Digital Visual Effect course , cause i read the course description , and its kinda interesting , to me atleast . then we continued talking bout appealing , and then i browse through RP's website and tried applying through Direct Admission Exercise . hms , even if i dont get into any of the courses i applied for , atleast i know i tried , and that can still go ahead with my decision of retaking my maths and science . so yeah . after all those decision-making , i watch Little Britain videos on youtube , and its very funny . kinda remind me of those days when me , Gee , Ish & Ren were close ,we kinda obsessed bout Little Britain and loadsa things then , and we didnt reallie focus in class , cause we were busy joking and making a fool out of ourself . haha !i feel so much better now , and reallie thanks Boyfie , Ryann & Ish for cheering me up ! lols . and Aisyahhhh ! thnks for the belated birthday gift , that teddy is very cute , and i kinda whine to it alot today , and the box of chocs too :D & yeahs , finally get to meet Sufyan on Monday , and he said , 'dont gay with me !' and we ran around the school and kinda disrupt a class , when i tried to take away his phone , but hes too stingy to lend it to me ah . stupid Sufyan ! hahas .and ouh ya , congrats to cousins , Abang Zamaksyari & Abang Ramdhan , for getting better than me ! hah ! still got difficulty choosing ure courses oso ! hahahaha ! and Saangeetha , Sufyan & Ry for getting damn good results :DDD ouh ya , for now , im a happy girl *GRINS*
hello , yesterday was doomsday . yeah got my results back , 26points and f9 for maths , lol . no poly would ever accept me lah duh . nvmind , i know what im suppose to do , pondered over it for so long last night . and yeahs , cried yesterday not bcoz of results but cause found out mum got admitted to hospital , but she going home today yay . still damn fcuked up with someone , yeah right , if you care so much bout her , you wouldnt have hurt her at the first place . and if you care so much bout us , you wouldnt have been so selfish and cause us all this emotional pain . u think ure so great . u think ure god ! and hell yeah , im glad i told you right in ure face youcant survive without her . dont give me that fcuk up attitude as if im talking crap , dontfcuking think ure fcuking great . cause i dont think ure great . for a man so selfish like you , you dont deserve my forgiveness , even if you dont seek it . no , that problem does not only involve you and her , it involves us too . you cant sit down there pretending we dont know what the heck happened and you definitely cant sit down there and pretend we're so dumb , we dont know what you've been doing . she may look like shes happy with you know , but heck shes not cause she told me & i have to deal with all this emotional pain thanks to the both of you .sometimes i wonder , i reallie wonder , why do i ever try so hard to behave and do the best to ure expectations , when i know at the end of the day , you both wont appreciate what ive done , or what ive tried to do . dont fcuking tell me , u fcuking hate my attitude ! cause i fcuking hate ures too . and pls dont act all so sensitive when i dont even have anything in mind and also when i did nothing wrong . if u think im shouting at you on the phone , thats ure fcuking problem with ure phone volume , cause im talking normally to you . no , i dont ever see you changing , and yeah if u have a problem with my attitude , blame ureself , u made me this way . cause i think , the only person i have a problem with now is you . u made me this way , so u deal with my attitude . dont fcuking crap with me saying im like that to everyone , no its just you . no i dont hate you , i just hate what you did and all ure past mistakes and also ure selfish attitude , and also for causing her so much pain . we all know its ure fault , so dont blame her for ure foolish mistakes .wah , damn pissed .
webcamming session with twinnie ^^^^ dont ask why my barbie ended up webcamming with me ..
Amir Twinny's scary bald doll (!!!) wants to make new friends , haha !
hello . work is work & work is tiring . and stupid customer passed sarcastic remark , laughed my sarcastic laugh in his gay fcuked face , flash my pretty sarcastic smile , walk or simply ran away . simply no time to entertain ure lameness , if you realise , ure not the only crappy customer waiting for their drinks . hahas , blind ah ? cannot see Sakura packed with customers isit ? and no , i didnt climb Mount Everest to make ure stupid Bandung , Lychee drink & Ice water , how lame can you get ? and complain to my manager some more ! as if i care what you have to say about me . im rude ? so be it , & so are you . Mount Everest ? let me see you climb Mount Everest and come back down with a Bandung , Lychee drink & Ice Water . maybe you're too gay , u might even trip on ure own sarcasm otw up there . hahas . fought with Sara twice today , hahas , he claimed i was showing attitude , cause i forgot to pickup dirty cups from the counter , blablabla . and fcuked ! left me alone at the extension to be supergirl , of course i'll get pissed . and he threw away my chocolate and said , 'Eat nonsense and then get sick again ! dont eat lah !' yeah , love you brother ! yeah , i got fake hair but u got fake hair colour ! ouh ya , Azreen , Fatemah & Qilah came by today to eat . hahas , was on break then . ouh yeah , boyfie came today weee ~ but wasnt surprise , cause kinda know/expected/guessed , he'll drop by and he did . so sorry boyfie , i broke ure heart by not being surprise , and by giving u the ______ look . hahas . i think i'll go find something to do . & i must rmb to return my library books tmr . results on Monday , im NOT excited , ahhh kill meeee ! & i wont cry like an auntie , so boyfie dont worry . bye :D
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hello , been too lazy to update these past few days even though i had 5 days off from work . hahas , still owe Ish his blogskin . im lazy , sorry Ish . will postpone ure blogskin till im not lazy ,
and also when i know what to do for ure skin . hahas , been racking my brain , but couldnt think
of anything to start designing one for you , sorry . curently , very tired , but cant sleep . and Lina , Ry , Yvonne accompanied me to go put blue extensions in my hair , haha i have nothing better to do . Sara laughed at me and i exposed his secret , hahas ! and Chui Fong pulled my blue extension , no it didnt come off , but it hurt , alot , walk around Far East with Ry & Lina after that and then just sat around and talk . after Ry went back to work , i accompanied Lina to shop and yay i found myself a new shopping buddy !! walk around Orchard and then took bus to Dhoby Ghaut and sat outside the station and talk . after quite some time , parted ways and we both headed home . have to work full-shift at Far East tmr , boo . and Andri said , the mangoes i peeled just now look as if it has chicken pox , such a insult haha . and ouh , results on Monday ! im not excited . & i miss boyfieeeeee ! badly . gonna try to sleep now . bye .
& wtfcuk , i watch Ghost Whisperer just now and i cried , the Malinda's husband dieddddd !
and i almost cried again cause i was watching a show on Suria and the father forced his son to eat paper !, just because he didnt do well for his exams ! and that kid suffered so much he became crazy ! wtfcuk , sad ryte ? i almost cried but i didnt . ah okay , malu ah .
&& ahhh ! if ure familiar with the Twilight Saga , you should know their making another movie based on the second book , New Moon !! I LIKEEEE ! i know cause i snooped . okay maybe im the last to know that . okay its currently , 3.15am , i should go sleep now ! again bye .
cheebye , thats how vain i can get . lols . eh my own personal laptop ah . hms , and im surprise with myself that i didnt sit down and camwhore for the whole holiday period . reallie , i went to cut my hair and i didnt take even take one bloody pic of it . and i keep going out but i didnt even take one picture . its surprising cause im vain and also bcoz i used to take alot of pics at one go . hahas , been bumping into loadsa schoolmates this past week , saw Kenric , Lic Yuan last week , and Mirjam , Ching Shean & Sim Wee just now at Sengkang Interchange , and they said i look hot . haha . so awkward , thnks for the compliment niways . lols . & i miss school . and and spend time with Boyfie at his house just now , weeeeeeeeeeeee ~ abeh happy ? he going for reservist tmr , nyahaha boo , i dont want to work at Far East when ure awayyyy , later Chui Fong and the rest bully me , as if . im whining , i miss you already . ah , results this week , next week , idk when . hahas . not looking forward to it . kay bye .
i love you .
hello , i went out with Brother today . went to Bugis Street to get clothes . and hahas , i spent like almost all my money . lols , and whatever Brother bought was on me , so ya , i spent alot this month T.T boooooooooo . and and , i havent even top up my hp and ezlink card , haha great . after walking around Bugis Street for about one and half hours , train-ed to Orchard , and go Far East Plaza where else ? to meet Boyfie ! HAHAS ! sadly it was only a short while but its okay , may be spending the whole day with him tmr bfore he go for his reservist , boo ! and and , i want to put blue hair extension into my hairrrrrr ! but the lady who was at the shop said , 'we gor purpurl , no boo-loor .' and i said thanks turn to walk away , and giggle to myself . hahas ! so yeahs , i miss Shawn ; Mr Pork Chop , but he only miss his Ang-Moh Sayang aka Ry , walao break my heart . im gonna run off to find something to do , and i must not forget to watch Campus Superstar 09 later . hehs . ouh ouh ! Kak Itin my cousin aka tuition teacher said i look like a chinese girl , cause im fair and bcause i have slit eyes when i told her Aisyah at Far East told me she though i was chinese when she first saw me . such a huge HAHA cause im not fair , and i dont have slit eyes , i think . hahas ! im not fair . and and i received some Edusave Award for Achievement , Good Leadership and Service , and idk what i did to even receive that edusave award . haha ! kay kay bye :D
& i told myself im lucky i chose to throw it all away .
old pic lol ^^^
hello . been so lazy to update this few days ,
so didnt lor , and Saidah Nafisah , my blog not dead okay .
im just plain lazy ! hahas . so yeah . i think i overwork myself cause now im sick ,
and i have two days mc . mwahaha !
spend time with Boyfie :D after work yesterday :DDD
pls dont feel guilty , i reallie had fun .
and and and , i cut my hair today , like short .
not super short , but short . its not short and its not long .
its the i-cant-plait-short , so i dont have to plait my hair when i go to work , mwahaha !
and i know im suppose to be at home resting , mwahaha !
but since , Ibu promised to pay half for me and also since i got my pay , why not go before i finish everything . and Ayah nagged cause i cut my hair , nyenyenye .
on mc tmr oso but sneaking out , cause promised brother i'll buy him clothes when i get my pay , so since school start for him already (hahahaha!loser!) Sunday is the only day
hes free . and i may just get some nice things for myself also .
and i miss Ry . and Boyfie ! i'll kick u awake on Monday okay ?
okay set , bye :D
oh ya , HAPPY NEW YEAR .
& HAPPY FIRST ANNIVESARY TO AMIR & DIANA , 010108 :D
