Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

ahs , i miss going for practises everyday after school ,

& i miss fooling around with those fun girls , i miss getting blisters on my feet , i miss pulling fake eyelashes off my eyelids , i miss getting my hair all hard and spoilt and messy and full of hairpins , i miss pulling/yanking out hair pins hair accesories from my hair , i miss disturbing my instructor , i miss trying on tight dance clothes , i miss , poking myself with safety pins , i miss talking to the other dancers during breaks , i miss running around the school hall like some crazy monkey , i miss getting my butt smack by Anirah (lol !) , i miss washing thick opera-like make up off my face , i miss running from extra classes to dance practise practically everyday , i miss getting excused from class (hahaha!) , i miss hearing Mrs Ng say , 'woah Amirah , you look so elegant today' , hahaha , i miss making a fool of myself during practise , i miss i miss i miss erms erms erms , kay kay u get the idea , i miss dancing . erms , i swear im gonna meet them soon or visit them at Chingay practice . CHINGAY ! not fair ! im the only express senior who didnt get to join Chingay , cause i graduated ! NOT FAIR ! pouts .

hello .
i went to work today at Far East . my legs about to break i tell you .
and people there are nice :D
went for 2 breaks , went for the first break with Suresh ,
talk alot with him , and he kinda make me feel better , for awhile ,
and he told me not to be sad , he even said this ,
if you love someone , set it free ,
if it comes back , its yours ,
if it doesnt , it never was .
so cliche but so true , haha ! hms , he kept trying to persuade me to call him ,
but i didnt want to , just dont feel like it , maybe just not ready .
Suresh said that its obvious that im sad , hahas . reallie meh ?
and Andy , thnks for ure concern ! hahahas .
tmr i working , but i forget what time -.-
hahhas , okay bye .
let me laugh again in ure face , cause i still find it hard to believe everything you said .
& ouhs , i'll be okay i think , work oh work , pls pls keep me busy
so that i wont have time to think bout anything .
ouh ya , ibu ayah adik going Batam (BORING!) tmr , cause they wanna unwind ,
and me and Fahmi (brother) not going cause BATAM IS BORING ,
even though my parents think its fun and relaxing . hahahahaha ! like real !
so not following , and cousin aka tuition teacher staying over for a few days to take care
of me and brother . ouh ya , ibu ayah adik , have a safe and fun trip to boring Batam -.-
yayyyyyyyy ! im not going :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
MWAHAHA ! after 5years of suffering , i finally get to escape . heh !
& ouh im sorry to those who think Batam is fun ! hah .
:D