hello ! i fcuking miss school , that explains the picture up there ^^^
and i ffuking loathe peak hour , seriously .
i know i used to tell Daddy that we dont need a car , but now Ayah , we do need a car !
get a car , get a car , get a car ! send me to work everyday ! hur hur , im sick with dealing
with inconsiderate human beings , who take their own sweet time for everything .
i did runner side today , and wtfcuk , altogether got 4 burn marks already , wthell .
and Ry forgot to bring her uniform , so i wore her tshirt home and she wore my uniform .
hahas , working at Far East tmr , working at Capitol Friday , working at Far East Saturday & Sunday (?) , hahahahahahahaha , wtfcuk , i feel like a full-timer cause i work everyday this week .
and received text from him during lunch and i almost puke out everything i put
in my mouth , i got so disgusted , i lost my appetite . i think , i hate you .
i hate that you never try to change when you say you will , i hate that you dont think about
my feelings whenever you want to shoot ure bloody mouth off , or do anything you think
is right , i hate it that youre never satisfied , i hate it that you never try to understand ,
i hate it that ure so paranoid , i hate it that you get jealous for everything , i hate it that
you never seem to be serious when i want you to be , i hate it that i think ure lying to me ,
i hate it that u never seem to try , i hate it that you cant stop nagging ,
i hate it that you control me , my every move , my sleeping time , what i need to do , when i need to eat , i hate it that u think by doing this ure showing that u care , i hate it that
u pinned all ure hopes on me , i hate it that u think every guy i meet is a threat , i hate it that you never try to understand me , i hate it that no matter how much i try to convince you to trust me , you still dont , i hate it that u never listen to what i say , i hate it that u keep having ideas that im gonna cheat on you ,
to summarise it all , i hate everything bout you , you never make me feel nice , theres never been a day
since i met you that i go to sleep smiling , cause ure owaes there dominating my mind ,
telling me to do this and that , making me feel miserable w/o realising it ,
w/o ever thinking that im human and that i have feelings , i hate that u never
think bout my past experiences and try making life better for me ,
think bout my past experiences and try making life better for me ,
i hate it that you dont realise im vulnerable and weak , i hate it that i have to keep trying to
satisfy you when obviously you'll never be satisfied , i hate it that ure just you ,
ive come to the point when ive exceeded my own limit on everything , and that my patience is running out ,
and ive come to realise , i made a big mistake accepting you in my life and for thinking
that i can put up with ure suckish attitude and that you'll change , cause now i stupidly realise
after its all too late that you wont ever change cause you think you rule the world ,
and that everything revolves around you and that ure fcuking perfect .
im the 2nd girl whos gonna say , 'you abused me emotionally and still say you love me',
i used to think 'what crap' when ure ex said this , but now i realised its true ! now i just want time away from you , dont even try to cntct me till i cntct you first . ure just gonna pissed me off , and i know , i wont fcuking regret this fcuking decision , cause this time i know this will make me happy even if its just for awhile , uve failed miserably to make me happy . ive never met a guy like this . and if this is gonna fcuking bruise ure fcuking ego , read this , I DONT FCUKING CARE !
bye .
