hello .
this week has been pretty hectic but not as bad as last week .
hahas , the maths practice exam paper 2 on Wedns , suck alot .
maths teacher said , it'll be easy and that most of us will be
able to do it , but yeah right .. i skipped loads of questions cause i seriously
do not know how to do and all the constant thinking was causing me to have an headache ,
and i lay my head on the table to rest for approximately 45minutes after 'completing'
the paper . i just know , i'll not only fail , i'll fail badly .
just now the National Day Concert at school was kinda stupid ..
hahas , reminded me alot bout my primary school days .
but the bring, browse, fair was oh-kayyyyy ..
the auction at our school was super funny and i was entertained for awhile .
hms & Malay Dance's Booth cookies was super nice , i likeyyyyy .
walk back home after school after accompanying Saangeetha to Rivervale Plaza
with Boyfriend . and otw back , some kid was shoutink from his/her window ,
' Serangoon Kental ! ' , and according to Boyfriend , the kid hid behind his/her window
after hurling the insult at us .. immature much ?
then i screamed back , ' Klau nk ckp , turun bawah ckp depan muker kite ah ! '
and Boyfriend said , ' Kau yang kental ! '
and the kid stopped shouting . lame lah ah , stupid kid ,
whoever you are .. ure school must be super kental cause they got students like
you who dont dare hurl insults right at our face , who in short are cowards .
get a life lah . dont be so stupid .
& will be goink back to school later for night study ..
and we're having holidays till Tuesday bcoz of National day ..
Boo ! :[ & Yayyyyy ! :]
and this week , i guess i got super-mega pissed alot .
hms , i rmb-ed gettink pissed until i cried . hahas , thats stupid .
complained abit to Saangeetha and she can only say that she'll understand
if she imagined herself in the situation .
im still mega-pissed now , but what can i do ..?
its not up to me to decide what someone can or cannot do ..
its not up to me to decide on behalf of that person what he/she wants to tell me
stuffs he/she wants or doesnt want me to know ..
i'll just wait and see .
currently , just mega-pissed cause , someone's goink back on his/her words about telling
me everything , cause now , everything i found out about , i can only find out about it
if i go online and read his/her blog ..
not tryink to be unreasonable , but you promised me .. rmb ?
and yeahs , just bcoz of you goink back on ure word ,
i have to go to school everyday facing someone who's obviously upset and not ask
why he/she is cause im definitely sure that he/she wont confide or
talk things out with me ..
im tired of pretending not to care when obviously i do care , alot .
no , by not telling me whats happening to you , you're not making me happy ..
you're making me worry & upset .
& no , you dont even share ure joy with me . & yes , i dont understand why ure
keeping everything from me ..
you dont wanna affect my happiness ?, you wanna see me happy ?
yeahs , but thats not the way , cause im definitely not happy now .
and i guess , this is the reason why , i miss you alot .
cause , now i feel i dont know you even though i love you alot .
hahas , yeah whatever .
ouh ya , dont assume you know who im talking about .
& yes , Saangeetha .. cheer up okay .
im tryink my bet to cheer you up with my super lame jokes ..
and yes , i'll run with you if you wanna run .
dont worry , im here for you .
i think , that'll be it .
bbye ; I LOVE YOU :]
