Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

hello .
its been a week since i last updated ,
my wireless was spoiled & it got okay only today , cause i think Ibu contacted
StarHub . now that my wireless is okay , its my keyboard's turn to make life
difficult for me . im now using the virtual keyboard & i have to click my way
through this post cause Ibu will buy me a new keyboard only tmr , sad .
so peeps , if you chat wimme on msn , i'll be slooooooow T.T

schools fine , only that im tired .
had my Olevel Malay Oral today & i think i did better than last year :]
practised with the mly girls just now after school .. namely ,
; Merdina - tcher :] , Ismah , Noi , Azreen , Qilah & Ren .
Mer was reallie funny i tell you & she'll make a very good tcher ..
if shes a tcher in the future ..
went up for awhile for dance practise cause we're performing nxt friday for
the youth day concert . Ish came after that & joined us girls trained for oral ..
did our oral and i think everybody did well , hoorah .
went to hg mall after that with Mer , Ismah , Ren & Ish .
hid Madonna's album as usual and then headed home .
was having super-mega big headache and decided to sleep but couldnt sleep .

this few days , i realised that someones playing with my feelings .
you pick on me cause you know im emotionally-weak .
you made me cry countless of times with what you claim was true .
after listening Ish's and Ren's side of the story & also what
Ryann said bout Ish and all , i somehow felt stupid by believing what you said .
idk whether ure lying or not but realie by telling me all this crap that you
may have misunderstood , what do you think you'd gain ?
my trust ? its still up to me choose whether or not to trust you even if you
do countless of nice things for me or even make believe that my friends are fake ?
you may be hurt that now im ignoring you . but , i dont care .
even if ure not lying , i wont let you brainwash my mind even further .
seeing how Ren & Ish react to this , shows me that they're my true friends and youre not .
dont blame Ish for hating you cause you'd only have ureself to blame cause
you cause him to almost lose his close friend . dont blame Ren for loathing you ,
cause you're the one who badmouth-ed bout her .
& dont say that i also did bad-mouthed her cause its irrelevant
as i was under ure spell . go complain bout ure other friends bout this ,
but i dont care cause , im the victim & and im not in the wrong .
you made me cry tears of confusion and fear .
im confused cause i didnt know who's side of the story that i should believe ,
in fact , you mad things worst by saying bad things to convince me they're bad .
you made me cry also for fear of losing Ish , my bestfriend .
just what are you up to ?
it takes a very stupid somebody , like me to believe a two-faced , sly person like you.
if you insist that ure not lying , do something to convince me ..
for now , im just contented to have Ish & Ren by my side like how we used to .
im so sorry for all the parties involved and all the incovenience this crap had caused .
& thnk you Ryann and Farah :]

stupid spoiled keyboard , im tired of clicking this dumb virtual keyboard .
Bye .