Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

hello .
okays , first thing first , there were no bulky pencil case throwing cause , not only i'll get a T grade for my paper , i'll also get distracted and super pissed off after that . if only , the circumstances and situation were different , i would have happily swing my arms that will be clutching my bulky pencil case directly at his direction , as if , but really , i'd do that . its not as if its gonna be the first time i throw something at someone anyway . and seriously , im still super pissed .. guessed how Saangeetha reacted when i told her why i was pissed ,
Mira : He treat girls like crap .
Saangeetha : Yeahs , i know .
Mira : You know what he said when Farah ask him about ****** 2** ?
Saangeetha : What ?
Mira : Ouh no , she was just a passing crush .
Saangeetha : BASTARD !
Mira : Yeahs , I know right , thats why i dont wanna talk to him .
Saangeetha : * flashes a smile , shakes head *
gosh , i seriously miss you , the old you . not this you , the mat-ish you , the big ego cause youre good-looking and can get any girls you like by crushing other girls heart at the snap of your fingers you . seriously ? what did this *you do to you ? and yeahs , i no longer feel guilty that im ignoring you , cause , you're assholic behavior , really pisses me off . yeahs , im sorry im being very mean , but since ive been keeping my mouth shut about this crap ure doing for a long time , i think now , i should blurt out every single detail that i aint happy about in which ive prepared a long list of vulgarities to scream at you during the time you commited that foolish act of yours & now . and since im one of your naive stupid and hurtable victims who coincidently used to be ure bestfriend , i should know better . ouh gosh , im super angry at you and ure evil ways . yes im evil , but i likey :] besides that , GCE Peringkat O Melayu was , how should i say ?easy ? difficult ? i dont know , maybe somewhere in the middle . i wouldnt want to say its easy in case i get the results and i fail and i wouldnt want to say its difficult cause thats gonna make me worry which is gonna make me cry minutes before i get the results . so ya , its easy yet difficult ? difficult yet east ? atleast unlike last year , i think i'll fair better this year cause atleast i dont go WHAAAAAAAAAAAT[inserts stupid+idiotic face+scratches head] ?! when i see the questions . and at least my Peta Minda page is filled . rather than last year , when i dont even know the points to the stupid argumentative . so yeahs , i'll pray that the o level malay paper markers are nicer this year and that i'll get an A2 if not a A1 , and a B3 if not an A2 , anything below than that , i'll cry , cause quoting cikguBathiar , 'kalau awak tk boleh buat lepas dua minggu intensive , awak mmang dasar bodoh !' gahahahahs . & i had butterflies in my stomach before the exam , and i was going around saying to people , ' AKU TAKOT ! ' ,and i slept around 3am yesterday after tossing and turning . i was nervous uhs , obviously . imagine freaking out for the malay paper , when in October , im gonna be taking the other papers . gagagaga ~ scared .. so ya , enough about that , i'll wait till October comes and freak out then . so now , im currently bored & missing a whole bunch of people namely , IshyyHubby , CassieAnn , RyannDra , Dollie T. & the rest of the sial family , Yaya & also the Mat .
bye :] wanna go study ! as if .