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Sunday, May 11, 2008


Cause i still believe in Destiny
That you and I were meant to be.
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause i still believe, believe in love .


hello .
last night was one of the nights where
i discover that one of my most trusted friends is an asshole .
yeahhs , you're no longer my friend alright .
my breakup with you was so over like how many months before ,
yet you have to ruin what i supposedly have with a someone .
okay fine , i know that me and that someone didnt have a two way feelings
thingy .. but seriously ,
do you have the freaking rights to put him up to make me suffer
for one pathetic week and then break my heart to satisfy you & ure need for revenge ?
hello , in the first place , ask ureself why the hell did i asked for a breakup ?
its you're fault , i felt neglected & honestly , you're not the best boyfriend i had .
so , why cant i just pull everything off and maybe just maybe start over with another guy ?
you're nobody to stop me . what ? promises ? no , i didnt promise you anitink ..
if maybe i did and forget , ever heard of this ? ,
promises are meant to be broken ? and i did broke my promise cause you broke yours .
what am i suppose to do ? sit down , pretend nothing happen and still happily pretend
i have a boyfriend who cares about me when really , he's just busy playing soccer
for some team , to even spend some time with me .
yeahhs , find if you're not happy with me , you can always talk things out
they way you want which means , scream or even hit me .. but noooo ,
you have to relieve you're unhappiness through revenge .
so , mr andy ali , tell me what the hell did you gain after seeking revenge ?
were you happy ? were you sad ? or did you get me back ?
you told me , you didn feel antink . and yeah ! you didnt get me back !
so , why the hell did you decide to seek revenge at the first place ?
to let me realise what not a saint you are ? to let me suffer a hard knock ?
pls .. you know you did all that in vain and end result , you lost a friend .
and you still have the cheek to call me a , motherfucker-childthinking-asshole-bitch ?
reverse it back to you cause you're the one whos damn childish enough to seek revenge
and also you're the one who got sooooo crazy about me at the first place ..
and pls , you're the cause of the freaking problem . loser .
pls , you're pathetic . pls , what goes around comes around happens naturally and
it definitely does not happen through some pathetic set-up revenge .
and yeahs , wait till i get my hands on mr fadhil saaid for being a double moron
to listen to what a assholic stranger instructs him to do . you're the biggest moron ever .
and it was definitely a humongous mistake that i fall for you .
nobody can be bigger morons like the both of you .
so , fuck off you big mofos .

yes , theres school tomorrow like yay .
can meet friends namely , Irsyad , Cassie , Ryan , Chrissy .
like yay ! and i finished two novels in a day .
wow ! goes to show how bored i was .
so , todays Mother's Day so ,
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all mums in the world ,
but most importantly to my Ibu . weee ~
wait for ayah's payday for your special day out kays .
wooohoooo !
and Ishyy Hubby lets go hide madonna's album &
listen to ghost stories on the radio till the sun goes down .


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