im seriously upset , confused and whatever that
describes someone's whos confused & upset .
i dont know who to talk to ,
cause im very afraid no one would understand ,
and i also dont want people to have the impression
that im obsessed which i am so not .
this thing here , have been lingering in my mind since ,
i dont know when .
and it definitely didnt help that i get to know some new things too .
im seriously confused of what i should do ,
and how should i feel cause everywhere i turn to ,
gets me trap .
when i choose either of the two choices or the other way round ,
i'll get emotionally trap , and it gets me more confused .
why cant i get this thing done and over with ,
cause its distracting and cause of this i cant study .
im very tired , tired of all this shit .
i need answers ! even if it saddens me even more ,
i'll accept it cause maybe , just maybe then i'll get to shift my focus on my studies .
someone ?, help me pls ?
or maybe , i'll just continue to wait .
im feeling even more horrible by the minute .
T.T