Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

i want to be the person who brightens up people's day ,
even though i cant brightened up my own .

hello .
today school's okay .
only that i rushed through the essay
that im supposed to copy during A.Maths , History , Maths ,
Recess & English .
the essay was damn long , but luckily i managed to finish in time .
because of that , i didnt have time to eat during recess
and i got gastric ): , and i suffered so much when i walk .
&&& im sadd , still .
gaga ~ i dont know why .
i judt feel sad all of a sudden , dont ask me why ,
cause i dont know . like i said , this feeling suck .
it strucks me anywhere & everywhere & anytime
and it suck , alot . cause when i feel like that ,
i dont know how to move on and act like the way i act before
the feeling struck me . geddit ?
i dont like this feeling and i really need to do something that'll make this
stop cause everytime i successfully forget about this ,
it'll come back haunting me again .
and i know , people has much much more worser problems than mine ,
so , i wont try to vomit this out to anybody ..
cause even if i do , i wont be able to expalin properly
and the person whom i vomit this out to , would try to help me
the wrong way and then i'll feel worse .
even you , my guardian angel , cant help . so dont ask okays ?
people , bring out cutecutebabies ,
cutecutelittlethings , stupidstupid jokes & loudloud music ,
cause thats the only things that can cheer me up now .
even *you , cant cheer me up ,
cause soon after you cheer me up ,
something you do will make me sad again .
and this few days , you seem to be doing that alot , unknowingly .

ya , and i thought you were
suppose to tell the three of us right in the face ,
what they say about me .. ?
erms , im waiting .
or maybe you can just admit your mistakes
that you're just making them look bad so that i won't be close to the both
of them anymore . cause i know that , unlike you ,
they wont do anything so cheap .
im very disgusted . too bad for you .

& i love naqib's random question .

1) Have you ever been in a jealousy position ?
- primary school , yeahs . secondary school , no .
cause i dont care .

2) Do you ever got influence smoking? or do you ever smoke ?
- erms , on account that im not smoking even though half of my class is smoking ,
shows that im not influence . and no , i never smoke before .

3) If you become rich what would you do?
- donate half of the money to charity , save 1/3 of the remainder for the future ,
spend 1/3 on my family and friends , and spend the remaining 1/3 on myself .

ehhs , naqib yusop , better find more
random questions to ask me cause i like them , okay .
hahas .

i wanna be the first person you think about when you wake up in the morning .
the only person you dream of when you're sleeping ,
and the last person you think about at night . (: