someone said the girl look nice .
gaga ~
and eyys , if curik or rompak ,
credit meeee .
and you have to click the picture to see the animation .
hello .
schools fun today ,
cause no lessons :D
it was polytechnic day in our school ,
and the 4E & 5N , have to go through a series of
talks from various polytechnics or institute of higher learning .
cheydebah .
and we had the campus visit to the polytechnic of our choice ,
and i went NYP :D again .
me & renny went . irsyad chnged to SAJC w/o telling us .
hurhur . so yaa , we did the animation thingy
(pointstotheanimationabove) ,
& its fun .
so overall , todays okay .
and yeap , i finally teared and let go everything today ,
in computer lab 3 , the SHATEC room .
i seriously cant take what somewhat had to say ,
cause seriously , i didnt do anything at all to
offend him during the past 4 months .
so far , ive been like apologising to him repeatedly ,
for things i didnt do . and some other people too ,
some even threatened to punch me when i hurt their friends ,
when afterall , it was all an misunderstanding or
incidents that happen intentionally ..
and still , i ignore them and still apologised even though
i wasnt at fault .
and ya , some people just cant keep their comments to themselves ,
and lemmie repeat again , i understand chinese ,
so even if you talk bad about me , i can understand ,
and even if i didnt catch what you say , i have my dear irsyad and renny
to tell me too . so ya , to rply what you say ,
im not smart but i still do understand chinese . got problem ?
even though the freedom of speech is not practise in spore ,
i have the right to say anything i want ,
and i know what i said just now didnt hurt anybody .
i wasnt even directing it to anybody , it was something normal i said everyday .
so , the person who have problem with that ,
you're the one with the problem , not me .
and what happened ? , you used to be nice to me ..
and i dont recall ever insulting or offending you in any way ,
so why the hell show me that attitude of yours ?
ive nothing against you and i dont see why you should even
have anything against you , cause i did nothing .
to add on , someone really further irritate me when
he joke about my skirt length . i know that was a joke ,
but seriously , you chose the wrong time to joke with me .
so ya , my eyes was watery lots of times , but i hold everything in
until i cant which was in the SHATEC room ,
so thats when i cried my heart out . like cried non-stop .
and its nothing to be proud of , cause its stupid for me to cry ,
even though after confiding with renny , and confirming
with renny that it wasn't stupid . she told me she would react that way too ,
if it was too much .
ya , i endured too much . i tried ignoring everything ,
but seriously , i endured and ignored too much
till i cant endure no more .
i seriously loath some people in my class .
just mind you own freaking business cause i didnt do anything to you .
you cant blame me for getting angry with you when you
shout vulgarities at me for no damn reason ..
afterall , im a normal person with feelings .
and ya , i was already upset when i came to school this morning ,
it definitely didnt help that i have my 'nice' classmates .
just , shut up can ?
im very upset , just leave me alone .
