Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

hello .
schools okay like usual ,
only that something really angered me in the morning .
guess what ? she complained to teacher .
i dont know whats your motive for complaining .
fine , i know you want to end this thing with me ,
but , HELLO ! , you dont have to include mrJU in .
you didnt even try to make things better between me and you ,
and you drag the teacher in ? i would completely understand ,
if you tried to talk to me and that im stubborn or refused to talk to you ,
but did you try , noooooo .
and it doesnt helps when the teacher thinks im at fault .
obviously , he'll side you cause you're the one who came up to him
and pour out your woes to him . even though he said he's not siding with anyone ,
its very obvious that he's angry with me and he thinks im the bad one
in this problem .
and hello , i know you're sensitive , and you tend to over-react to
every small problems , by not talking to you ,
im keeping my distance from you so that i wont anger you or make you cry ,
and my jokes are not mean or harsh or whatever ,
cause it seems that you're the only one who over-reacts to my jokes .
and miss , you're biased .
im freaking not the only involved in the problem and yet ,
im the only one who got called out ?
if mrJu is talking about feelings here , was he considering mine ?
didn't he realise that im also hurt by your actions
and also your mean name-calling eg , BITCH ?!
and for goodness sake , i pointed the middle finger at you ,
cause i cant freaking tolerate your attitude and the way you
over-react to the incident which happened the day before
which was the mudpie incident .. remember ?
i didnt want to accompany you and i said sorry
but still you went ahead and called me bitch .
i wouldnt have blown up and called you that in the first place ,
if you hadn't do that too .. and mrJU said , nobody have the right to
call each other names or point the middle finger whatever even though
he/she is angry .. but thats exactly what you did ,
and i find it just fair that im doing it back to you .
and yet again , i was too blame because again , teacher assume im the bad one .
and you said i apologised just for the sake of apologising right ?
hello , at the first place , im not the one who's at fault
when i apologised to you .. but i did apologised sincerely cause i wanted to end everything
and just let the four of us , namely ; irsyad , renny , me , you .
to enjoy ourself furing the Kukup Trip , but what again ?,
you misjudge me .
i dont care that you apologised to me just now , cause everythings
freaking not my fault . you're the one who got yourself
so irritating-sensitive or whatsoever till i cant tolerate your attitude/nonsense .
and its freaking unfair that im the only one who got reprimanded by
teacher when all of us are against you together .
you're biased , irsyad can make a racist joke against you and you laugh it off ,
but when i made a joke that doesnt even involve you , you blow up and walk away .
you told us to be honest with you if you got intolerable ,
but when we told you , again , you blow up and walk away .
you cant freaking blame me that i got so disgusted to look at your face ,
and by me doing that , you dont have to jump to conclusions that i hate you
cause i freaking don't i just hate your freaking attitude which is getting on my
freaking nerves .
atleast , im not some two-face person who acts nice in front of you
and backstab you behind you back . did i ever talk bad about you ?
no . its only you're freaking over-reacting imagination running wild .
and you want to blame me ? im not the one who's born like that .
atleast , i honestly tell people what i really think about you
and also say it right to your face , rather then getting all scared
after knowing that i found out what you said about me from the people
you talk bad about me to .
and hello , choose the people properly okays ,
cause obviously you chose the wrong people who are close to me ,
cause obviously , they'll tell me what you said .
i thought you're smart , but i didn't know that you don't use your brains
when it comes to this .
and about what i wrote at my blog ? its ME who agreed to the blogger
agreement , its MY name the blog's under . & I have the freaking rights to blog whatever
i want . dont you get it , this is an ONLINE DIARY made public for
the public to see . and if you're freaking unhappy about it , get out of here .
so what if i called you a shag ?, its my opinion about you ,
and can you change it ? NOOOO , so shut up .
after reading this post , if you feel unhappy ,
call me up and say , 'can we talk ?' , like what you did to Renny & Irsyad ,
and not complain to mrJU .
cause by doing that , you're not moving me to let go of this problem ,
but you're pushing me to DISLIKE you even more .
understand ?
and i don't regret letting all this out here cause i know you'll read it
cause im gonna ask you to , and moreover ,
im scared that you're feelings gonna get hurt when i say it right your face .
so , read it here .
and do consider my feelings also okays ,
ure not the only one who's sensitive here okay , i am too ,
but i manage my feelings much more better than you do .
and honestly , im more troubled than you are ,
and it doesnt help that you're getting me into more trouble .
im human , and i have feelings too .
so , before you push all the blame on me ,
look at youself and the problem and don't go around just pushing the blame
at anybody you wish cause hello , im not some person who have nothing
better to do to find fault with you .
you're the one who's causing the problem cause , get this right ,
3 , T-H-R-E-E PEOPLE ARE AGAINST YOU !
dont you think of what you have done till 3 people are unhappy with you ?
if you still don't get the msg , i'll make it clear ,
im very unhappy with you .

so had rehearsals today ,
and it suck . cause the teacher abused her authority .
what the hell .
& farah dear , cheer up (: