when i lose myself ,
i think of you .

hello , school was great as usual today .
only that i got severly reprimanded by
art teacher for ,
1) not completing my layouts colour scheme .
2) for not bringing my page 1 & 2 of my coursework .
3) for not bringing the measuring tape im suppose to bring .
4) for not making any progress on my coursework for the past 4months .
gaga ~ come sept , if i still cant complete my art coursework
& final layout which is on sadly , canvas ,
im a dead girl .
and im dead unhappy cause i found out , that olevel art has an paper2 ,
that we are required to sit in the examination hall for 3 freaking long hours ,
and draw / paint , etc , etc .
and im also disappointed that we have to sit for
art mid-year which is coming like , soon .
so , by the end of this term , i have to complete two courseworks .
god , art is really driving me nuts .

on a lighter note , i had a great laugh with Renny Normala today ,
everywhere . and MAYBE , i feel abit better ,
hearing what she & farah had to say .
but , yet again , i feel that they dont understand .
dont ask me why , i felt that way , but its just the way i really feel .
which , just sucks alot .
and today talk to Chermaine Wei , which is nice . lols .
this morning , i was almost late and almost had to serve detention ,
if not for MAMARYANNN !
she made me run all the way to the front gate .
and i almost died cause i cant breath ! , on top of that ,
i was carrying my damn heavy school bag ,
how the heck am i suppose to run properly ?
yet , it was funny .
and somehow , looking at fee & sham , cheered me up a little .
gila punya perempuan .
to sum it all up , today was great , except for the occasional
sightings of someone (???) and also getting reprimanded by mrS .
bye .
im not okay .