Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

hello .
no , dont wonder why im back from school so early ,
cause i didnt go school at all .
reasons ; im down with stupid fever and flu .
and honestly , im lazy to get my ass up this morning .
but im truly sick aye , suffered from headache this morning
and i know it'll be worse if i go school and then i'll just lie my head on the table
without learning anything .. total waste of time so might as well stay at home
and rest . & reality check , its 1.34 and i just woke up one hour before .
pemalas betul .

& maybe i'll try posting longer for this post .
(read the tags) haha .
yesterday , went back really late ..
was suppose to go for sports heats at serangoon stadium but i ponned .
was lazy and was feeling that good . but i didnt go home .
i merayap-ed to compass point with farah , noi , cathy-jah , syairah & kai .
plus my name wasnt spelled correctly lyke ; nuruamiran ?
who the heck is that ? soo , i'll just feign ignorance if i get into trouble .
hahas . but most likely , i wont .
so , ate at banquet with them cause didnt eat during recess
cause i was emotionally worked up during that time .
then , ate icecream from mcdonald's not mudpie yeahhs .
was broke already .
then went to library with noi & cathy-jah while the rest (farah , syairah & kai)
left and browsed through magazines .
and erra saw me ? where where ? & miss , u can recognise me ?
i look so ridiculously slengeh in my uniform okayys .
then after surveying for vitamin c's at watson and accompanying cathy-jah
topup-ed her ezlink card , we parted ways promising to meet the next day in school .
then boarded bus and went home .
reached home , bathed and everything , then studied .

woohoo , yest history class was the best .
i understand every single thing mrT teached .
& i didnt mixed up the cold war points with social studies .
and i could actually answer a question mrT asked , as a whole that is ,
not asking me personally .
then had mothertongue and i had to collect all the malay homework
cause i forgot to do mine .
and cikgu told us that when term 2 starts , all the four sec4 express malay classes
are gonna combined into one class .
i was elated as well as sad .
i was elated cause , if we combined , i'll have my friends in the same class as me ,
namely ; renny , sufyan & irsyad .
sad cause , cikgu wont be able to pay close attention to me .
then my malay will get even suckier then it is . so sad .
but nvm . always look on the brighter side of life .

ouh ya , in the morning ,
was called out of the class by mrJ (formtcher),
and got reprimanded cause of term1 commontest results .
i knwo im in trouble but hello , i did study and you can see i put in effort .
maybe i didnt study hard enough thats why i passed onlie one subject out of 7/8 .
but i failed the rest only by a few marks not as if i had one digit marks for all of them .
nvm , when i fail , i still fail even only because of a few marks .
disappointing isnt it ?

and reason why i cried during recess instead of enjoying my free time
and filling my stomach was ,
1) i was disappointed by my results (very)
2) i was fed-up with my so-called friends shitty attitude
3) i was down with fever (and it got worse when i cried)
and i got so worked-up i pointed the middle finger
and shouted vulgarities at that particular person .
hey , dont blame me , ive been very patient with you ,
but apparently , you didn't appreciate that .
maybe yayabestie was right , maybe its cause of her attitude thats
why lots of people dislike her . i didnt say that , and i absolutely dont think
like that earlier but maybe now , i should .
i gave you a chance and u said you'll ammend your ways , but you didnt .
i gave in to you the last time we fought .
& i apologised thrice to you on monday but you just refused to forgive me
even though it was just a small matter .
ive been swallowing everything you said to me , since the last time we fought ,
you've been getting on my nerves umpteen times ,
but i didnt get angry , instead i just kept my cool .
but youre lyke too much . even when im angry with you ,
did i ever call you names ? but you called me b*tch yest ,
yet , i still apologise to you .
reflect on yourself luhhs , did i ever call you names
no matter how furious i am with you ?
dont blame me that i got so angry with you .
you only got yourself to blame if one day , i end up hating you .
so , i wont say anything to you . cause now , i REFUSE to give in .
cause from my point of view , this isnt my fault .

and LynetteLydiaNg ,
me and him matching ?
thanks yeahhs , but till now ,
we're still friends , best friends .
nothing more than that .

& i can see , my post is damn long (maybe , a little too long) .
so , yeah . IM BACK !
8March-8March , cant wait .
i miss those fun-loving peeps like heaven loads .

and i promise , i'll freak out the next time i hear Mas Selamat's name .
im scared luhhs . faster faster find him and execute him can ?
dont keep him in jail already .