Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

Saturday, March 29, 2008

hello .
woke up early today cause had to be at school
for the social studies mock exam ..
surprisingly , i succesfully woke up early even though
i slept like very late around 2am ?
i was mugging , very hard .
& that explains why i was pissed when what i focused on wasnt tested .
i completely wasted my time on Transnational Terrorism ; Iraq-Kuwait war .
should have focused on Globalisation & Venice instead .
i had no problem answering the Source-Based Questions ,
& luckily plus surprisingly , i could answer the Structure-Essay Question ,
yeahs , i answered the one on Globalisation , at least i had bckground info
and i answered the questions mostly on my common sense .
so , lets wait for the results . and my class gonna have retest on Venice on Tuesday .

after that , left school and bus-ed to Hougang Mall .
laughed like alot cause MamaRyann & Renny was acting like fools
jumping around like retarded monkeys ..
'Eh ! Eh ! Respect seyy !' - quoted MamaRyann .
iloveMummy . heex .
saw Diana Cheong Mei Li / Noor Diana Bte Mazlan (sp?) .. hahas .
finally saw her since the 8March Rvps outing .
me , irsyad & renny ate at kfc , while MamaRyan & sisCassie ate
at Mac . Md. Daniel sat with us while we ate
and then we headed to hgmall's rooftop after buying
mudpie (me&renny) & milo mcflurry (hys) ; irsyad's treat , tyvm .
played around & camwhored .
then went home , read my novel fer awhile then fall asleep
and was jolted awake by someone's msg .

kays , let me post some random things i found at f/s bulletin .
of course i filled them out also .

Copy, Paste, Don’t look at
the bottom before you do the thing or
it won’t work! This is scary but pretty accurate.

1. Which color isbetter red, black, green, blue, oryellow?
- blue .

2. What’s your firstinitial?
- N

3. What month is yourbirthday?
- December .

4. Which color doyou like more, black or white?
- white .

5. Name one of your friends.
- Sufyan .

6. Your favorite number?
- 4 .

7. Do you like flying or drivingmore?
- flying.

8. Do you like alake or the ocean more?
- lake .

9. Think of a wish, but don’t write it- ---

1. If youchose: *Red: You are alert and yourlife is full of love. Black: You areconservative and aggressive. Green:Your soul is relaxed and you are laidback. *Blue: You are spontaneous andlove kisses and affection from theones you love and give good advice tothose who are down. Yellow - you are avery happy person..

2. If you’reinitial is: *A-K: You have a lot oflove and friendships in your life. L-R: You try to enjoy your life to themaximum & your love life is soonto blossom. S-Z: You like to helpothers and your future love life looksvery good.

3. If you were born in:Jan-Mar: The year will go very wellfor you and you will discover that youfall in love with someone totallyunexpected. April-June: You will havea strong love relationship that willlast forever. July-Sept: You will havea great year and will experience amajor life- changing experience forthe good. Oct-Dec: Your love life willbe great, and eventually you will findyour soulmate.

4. If you chose:Black: Your life will take you on adifferent direction, it will seem hardat times but will be the best thingfor you, and you will be glad for thechange. White: You will have a friendwho completely confides in you andwould do anything for you, but you maynot realize it.

5. This person is most important to you

6. If it is: *1-50 you are a very lovable person andyou have a great life. more then 50 isnothing

7. If you chose: Flying - Youlike adventure. Driving - You are alaid back person.

8. If you chose:Lake - You are loyal to your friends,your lover, and yourself. You are veryreserved and not emotional. Ocean -You are spontaneous and like to pleasepeople sometimes.

9. This wish will come true only if you repost this withthe title:
Emotion Test, don'tcheat!!

Name 10 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 10 people.
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first..
No cheating

1. Sufyan
2. Farah
3. Renny
4. Irsyad
5. Maryann
6. Cassandra
7. Amir
8. Diana
9. Huda
10. Amir

DONT LOOK AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED UP THETOP!
1.How did you meet number 4?
- 2008 classmate .

2. Do you have a crush on anyone upthere?
- kinda ?

3. What would you do if you hadn't metnumber 1?
- erms , at the first place , i didn't that i was gonna meet him .

4. What would you do if 6 and 2 weregoing out
- nayy , both of them are straight girls .

5. How did you meet number 8?
- old neighbours & primary schoolmates .

6. Is 2 one of your best friends?
-yeapps .

7. Who do you trust most up there?
- all of them , definitely . :D

8. have you ever had a crush on number3?
- no , in case you dont know , Rennys a girl .

9. are you close friends with number 7?
- yeahhs , my non-identical , non-biological twin . :D

10. is number 7 a funny person?
- you mean weirdly funny ? yes .

if i said im okay , i would be lying .
im not fine , but pls dont pry .

Friday, March 28, 2008

poor qeelah , she was sick & we could still take photos .
0.0

camwhore & no irsyad )":

just like i thought , nobody understands .

nvmind , i couldnt explain it to you properly anyway .

today first period was
principle of accounts , free period with Renny(:
cause i dropped , read my novel the whole period .
then had pe , didnt run for the 2.4km ..
i was having fever & mrS felt my forehead
then he believed that i had fever cause my forehead was very warm .
and my voice suck i think , maybe it dont cause irsyad , renny & saangeetha

said its the same .
but i feel its getting deeper .
& it hurts when i talk and even worse , my screams dont sound
like screams . and Yaya(: saed my face was pale .
then had maths , as usual i didnt listen to mrsN , instead
i filled in the goodqualities paper .
then had recess .
then english which was boring .
and then assembly and there was Debate(: !
interesting , but my opinion was that
the opposition team got out of point but they still won . =.=''
& i read my novel while listening cause the debate got boooriiing .
after school left , took bus with irsyad to NorthSpringPri ,
cause intially i wanted to go to saangeetha's house budden chnge plan
cause renny called and asked me out to hgm .. so crossed the road with irsyad
and he board 85 while i board 136 .
met renny outsyde school and headed to hgm after playing
hide and seek *nudge renny & farah* with her and farah at the bustop ..
after alortt of rubbish camwhoring , we went home .
& irsyad was suppose to come but he didnt . )":

remember irsyad , uve been punk-ed :DD

and i know ive been really cranky this whole week ,

mayb e its because im sick , but im not gonna use that as an exuse .

i lose my patience easily this week and i know my words were mean

whenever i said something rude .

so sorry anybody who's offended ..

mostly , renny , irsyad & saangeetha .

and no , im not jsut saying it for the sake of saying it in case you are wondering .

yeahs , girl i know you said that , but i keep it inside .

sometimes , i feel that i have to constantly remind people

that i also do have feelings , i avoid doing things that might hurt people ,

but do people avoid doing that too ? if they do , why am i so hurt now ?

and miss , im not trying to stop you from getting closer to him ,
it does not mean that i'll do that to you even though someone did that to you once .

he's not my property , why should i stop both of you from getting closer ?

do i even have a right to do that ?

consider my feelings , im no liferuiner .
& ouhs , you did notice .

Thursday, March 27, 2008

ouh ya , thnks to mrfaiz , i found that .

wahhs wahhs , ure not describing me on the

promiscuous thingy .

hello .
school was like normal .
& cikguB said he geram with me cause i didnt change my skirt
even after several warnings from him .
i dont think its that short so i wont change .
and i wear shorts inside so cikgu pls dont look at the length ..
cause its scary for me that a grown man is looking at my skirt .
so ya .
& today bio period is funny ,
mdmL was taught us about the sexual reproduction in humans .
and she showed as animations and all .
& daniel lee even went to the extend to take picture of the
animated guy's thingy on his phone .
like lols . and teacher showed us pictures of women during labour .
man , scare me like hell .
had bio srp from 2pm-4pm then went to school library and borrowed books .
and disturb adith while he practise for his debate thingy ..
ouh ya , dance practise was cancelled .
i love the speech day parade and i think the slow march
azreen & desmond had to do is COOL . i want see again-again .
and damn , i have to join 5n1 & 5n2 for the Pulau Semakau trip on monday ,
not looking forward to it can ? , stupid me for getting sick on the day when my class
had to go , not only did i missed out the fun ,
i had to go with another class im completely alien with
and worst still im going with my own classmates i cant
get along with and i have to go ALONE ! ; no irsyad , renny & saangeetha . sad )":
pray hard someone i know will be there .
and im still sick . gagaga ~

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

hello .
currently in computer lab for english class .
& im bored .
i woke up this morning not being able to talk ,
i can talk now but it hurts .
atleast my voice dont suck ..
and im abit feverish so i think im gonna have fever preetty soon .
i keep falling sick & it suck .
im still very pessimistic now & alot of things are still bothering me now .
)':

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

hello .
school's like normal & ive been coming home late
to complete homework with irsyad and renny .

and ya , i feel that school sucks nowadays
especially when you have biased / racist classmates ..
till now im afraid to speak up whenever im in doubt cause
someone may just say ,
' shut up la bitch ! '
yeahs , even though i tried thinking positively like the ,
bitch is a female dog and dog barks and barks are found on trees
and trees are part of nature and nature is beautiful and so am i thing ,
i just cant help but think alot about these stuffs .
i cant stand some classmates who i only know just this year
who are biased against me . like seriously , we just met and
you already act like as if i did something bad to you .
i have no sense of belonging at all ..
in addition , dance practise suck this year ,
now , i dont feel belong in my much-loved cca as i feel that
our cca now revolves only around them .
imagine yourself being a last-year senior and you get cut off from the
year-book phototaking .. i dont mind actually , if i was informed about this .
but i wasnt inform about this at all , so am i still part of the group ?
and the cutting down of dancers from 15 to 10 suck ,
that i go so frustrated whenever i think about it .
i dont remember being this pressured
when the seniors was still with us last year ..
now , i dont even look forward to dancepractise like i used to .
what the hell .
so , currently im very pessimistic and moodless and my
self-esteem is really low .. so much of me telling cousin not
to let people's opinion bring me down .
all the courage to built up my confidence through the first 14 years of my life
goes to waste just like that when i turn 15 .
nobody cares anyway so whatever .
this feeling suck .

and i miss farah . alot .

Saturday, March 22, 2008

hello .
i stayed at home again today .
& i studied , revise my maths , matrices .
so , yay me .
and i watch Step Up 2 The Streets ..,
sadly online , and it was great .
and i super jealous when i read irsyad's blog ,
i missed the fun again , hahas , my fault cause i turned
him down due to my lazyness . hahas .
lols . so yeahhs , thats basically what i did today .
& my back hurts due to stupid red light .
and dear cecilia , of course i remember you ,
cause i remember slapping you hard in the face once cause of some
childish primary school fight . haha .
im done , bang .

Friday, March 21, 2008

adlin loves me luhhs , she bought me that huge lollipop .

naqib jgn jealous .
thnks adlin .

hello .

back after days of no updates .

reasons , comp was sick and i dont know why .

and suddenly it got well so im backkkkk !

soo , if you people noticed ,

im darker ! something im not proud about .

im darker cause i went to wildwildwet & also escapethemepark last sunday .

and all the fun caused me to have fever and i didnt attend school

the following day , monday ,

meaning , i missed another 6period art lessons and (accordingtoclassmates)

the fun pulau semakau trip . damn !

but i went back to school on tuesday and soon got addicted to saying ,

'kurang ajar eh kau , kau kurang ajar !'

due to the fighter video classmates (namely , irsyad,renny,saangeetha)

keeps talking about . hoho , fun people .

so school as per normal !

plus i think i enjoy mothertongue lessons now cause i have my friends .

so yar , and had mdpractise yest (thursday) ,

and i got so restless during the practise that i actually felt liek screaming

at some people . but i didnt , cause i forced myself to walk away .

practise yest was so frustrating , first i heard from the others that

mdmF was reducing the dancers from 15 to 10 .

and then we had to combine with contempdance . like wthell .

and if things get really bad , im backing out .

i know it sounds irresponsible but dance practise is causing me

heartaches .

and today is goodfriday so NO SCHOOL ! clapclap .

amirtwinny , oldman , irsyad & renny asked me out but i turned them down .

im lazy . heex .

so ya , i want go study .

Friday, March 14, 2008

yest m'sia ; kukup trip ,
how should i put it ?
lols , cut the crap ,
it was FUN FUN and loads of FUN !
heex .
yeahhhs , camwhorings the best .
but i fergort to take pics with the oldman .
& not to mention ; BULLYING IRSYAD
was power-fuuyoh ! sorry ehhs irsyad .
me and saangeetha were just playing .
sorry for stuffing money & crackers into your shirt .
sorry for *stealing money from your wallet (nudges renny) hahas .
sorry for tonyo-ing ure kepala loads of times .
sorry for pulling out your earpiece and causing your mp3 to blackout
uncountable times .
sorry for being moody at one point of time when i completely
ignores renny's offers to chewing gum and ignore all your questions
and then falling asleep for half-an-hour .
sorry for losing you in jusco jaya (man , where the hell did you go)
sorry for saying that the sushi you gave me was poisoned cause it tasted
gross ; capitalised .
put it easier sorry for all the mistakes .
& yeahhhs , syng kau larh friend .

yest , woke up around 5am
and got ready to meet oldman at 7-11 at 6am .
i went there at six and you werent there luhs .
and you describe as a ouh-so-short girl ayye .
haiyaa . lols . nvmind .
and something tripped me when we were walking outside school at the forest side .i dont know what the hell was that .
at first i thought it was oldman cause i pushed him to the side ,
but after denying a few times (dont tell me your lying cause i'll cekik you!) ,
i thought it was khidhir cause he was walking behind us but then ,
why would he want to do that ?
arhhhs , oldman !, im scared .
went inside school and met irsyad ..
then renny arived and than start crapping with her .
then boarded the bus around 7am after taking our attendance .
& yeahhhs , the bustrip was shiok . accept for the part where
we got stuck in the jam . =.=''
and passport scanning is FUN ! (kater bio passport)
reached m'sia and went to have breakfast than headed to some tin factory ..
then travel for 1hour plus to kukup for the prawn cracker factory .
& then seafood at kukup .
the seafood was fabulous .. and yeahs , our table was super messy .
and i got my moments when the spoon completely missed my mouth .
and everything drop on the table .
and thats when renny scream , 'NURUL AMIRAH BARU BELAJAR MAKAN !'
hahas . and then the boat ride , which was great .
and then the chinese girls have to go ruin my mood ,
excuse me girls , I UNDERSTAND CHINESE .so , i completely know what you were saying bout me .
and thats why i was completely moodless after that ..
end result : i slept in the bus for 1/2an hour .
and completely miss the great movie on tv .
ouhs wtheck .
nvmind , then we headed to jusco jaya for shopping ..
except that i didnt buy anything until i saw the keychain shop ,
and made one for myself and oldman .
and then we headed back to the bus and went back home .
& an unpaid bodyguard send me home . hahas .
you have my thanks yeahs dude .
so now , piictures (: ;

BUSRIDE ! :D