Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

hello .
the moment i woke up today ,
my head hurts lyke really bad .
i stuff my nose with alot of tissues today .
and i slept for 5minutes during english class .
but i still tried to stay active after that .
i got very irritated with mer today , im sorry mer ,
im just very down and im very bothered with stuffs .
sorry kay ? i dont know what got over me when i throwed the key at you .
i feel guilty . i know i shouldnt have done it , even if im upset .
thousand apologies .
then i had malay dance and im happy ,
cause i manage to memorise all the steps .
and i really want to dance for the hotel performance . can ?
i'll just pray and work hard .
yarr so , summary ; ive had a normal day only that , im down with flu .

why am i down with flu ?
maybe cause my immune system aint that good ,
cause ive been falling sick alot this year
or because i cried again last night .
i seriously , couldn believe my ears when you said that .
you could actualy agree with what saangeetha said ?
its okay , that she said that , but you ,
one of my bestfriends , said that ?
i hung up immediately right ? at first i thought i was too much .
but after much thought , i know you're the one who's too much .
keep stabbing me in the heart over & over again .
am i that type of girl who flirts , just because i want make you jealous ?
kau fikir aku tkder keje lain ?
i have my own dignity and i wont ever stoop so low as to do that kind of thing .
you're an utter disappointment .
you made me promise , that i wont cry until the day when i'll get
my olevel results . but now , you're the one who's making me cry .
and worst still , because of you .
and i think so much about this , i didn't realise , tears was wetting my face
during poa srp until saangeetha pointed it out .
so yeah , im sad . but who cares ? obviously , you dont .

and mengxuan , if you hate me ,
or dislike me , just keep it to yourself .
with you saying it out loud in class just now ,
dont you know how bad i felt ?
put yourself in my shoes , think deep .
seriously , i dont care what you think , just keep it to yourself .
i didn't think you're the type of person
who could be so nice to me one second and
then just utter the word hate a few seconds later .
ouh ya , i know i was wrong cause i played with fire .
but , hello , you don't have report it to teacher .
she's in the same room , i'll accept it ,
if she catches me herself , but hearing you reporting it to
teacher , just want to make me go there and just kick your
too long legs . ouh well , just shut up , will you ?

tmr roadrun .
go ? dont go ?
i dont know .