we're different now yeahhs .
no more kecoh and loudloud laughters and talking crapp on & off phone ,
instead , we go on derr phone ferr twoo hours in silence .
i ahve sooo much tuhh sayy , sooo much tuhh lett go .
whenn youu ask ; miraa , do youu have anitink tuhh sayy tuhh mwe ?
i saed no . i actuallie do , there's alortt .
there's alortt bothering mwe .
ive yet tuhh find derr reason whyy i cryy everytyme we hangup .
ive yet tuhh find derr reason whyy im soo hurt insyde .
& ive yet tuhh find whyy i cant feel ure lurve anymore when youu sayy
youu still do lurve mwe .
its weird pretending nort tuhh see youu in skool .
it hurts tuhh pretend im okayyy .
i miss derr wayy youu use tuhh bbe , even wenn i noe uve nort chnge .
i dunnoe wadd i wann now .
i dont understand myself .
& i guess , nobodyy would understand too .
imissyouu . )':