; diriku tanpa mu apa artinya cinta .
biar saja ,
waktu nanti yang menikmati
kisah ini ..
bersama mu , aku selam ..
todayy was an yucky but an okayy dayy altogether .
had a veryy long dayy .
& i gett super irritated bby some of my classmates todayy .
& some matter oso which i cant blogg coz of some matters .
alarhhai , u reallie pick on ure frenns jerrk kn , u dont think
about how derr other three of us feel . saket hati sakk .
its my last year in derr skool larhh taww . luperkerr ? u still have another year in dat skool ,
remember ?
and i oso did gett emotional wif suzanna ,
kau sediyy , aku ponn sediyy eyys .
remember , ' wadd hurts derr most ? '
im reallie okayyyyy olreadyy but deepdeepdeep insyde im still hurtink .
im hurtink real badd . sumtymes i just cant stopp thinking of dis altogether .
and i onlie have farah tuhh complain tuhh , thru dat diary .
lols . my englis tcher , miss joyce tan is funny .
she saed , derr sec3 block which is derr middle block at skool ,
is derr mad pple block just bcoz derr classes there laugh , scream & cheer
alortt . sooo , u sayink dat derr secfours dis year are madd pple , coz we were from dat
block last year ? lyke haha .
and mr bk reallie embarrased mwe dis morning , he screamed my name into
derr michrophone just thh tell mwe tuhh sit down . lyke ferr goodness sake ,
i just came into skool and was talking tuhh rashidah about malay dance .
lols . denn , he screamed , AMIRAH MOKTAR and reallie scared mwe .
fikirkn nk mrh psl aperr ntahh . smcm .
& mrnazirulnaufal saed he wann tuhh kol mwe nurul instead of amirah .
denn he kol mwe moktar instead ..
& renny and saangeetha went ' eyyy , moktar !! ' ..
irritatink seyyyy .
ahahahahhas .
& farah syng taught mwe derr malay dance steps olreadyy .
lyke yay ! i think i did better in dance dis week . lols .
i cann focus olreadyy . lols .
yay miraaa .
& im gettink my ic nxt week .
abeyyy jakun . lols .
and wanted tuhh meet muliani syng at hougang mall after md .
went there and she was missing .. never even see her at all .
i reallie wanna bbe wif her .. and tok tuhh her .
bbe strong kayy darl , lyke mwe . go all derr wayy
& cryy if youu have tuhh , you'll feel better .
& even thou i saed tuhh muliani dat ,
i myself cant imagine us being together ..
& dat im okayy after hearing derr truth ,
bcoz i reallie wanted tuhh noe , cause i was in
full confusion since derr start of 2008 ,
and bby youu tellink mwe derr truth , uve remove a veryyveryybig
matter of my chest .
and i admit , i feel better .. i cann actuallie laugh lyke mad woman everywhere noww .
but still , deres dat tinytiny part in my tiny heart which is hurtink lyke mad .
and i noe , i wont feel better , cause ive been feelink lyke dis since
mid2007 bcoz of youu . aiaiai .
even thou i cann bbe all perky & bubbly and act all jakun wenn i see youu ,
i cann foresee we'll drift apart . bcoz we olreadyy are .
no more loudloud laughters and dumbdumb phone conversation .
i think i adapt reallie slow tuhh changes . but even if i did adapt tuhh derr change ,
i'll still feel funny with no youu tuhh fool around wif .
remember last year ?, we hold hands denn skip around second floor lyke fools ?
remember dat longlong phone calls ?
remember mwe stayink up wif youu till 4.30am on a skool nyte while you do ure hmwerk ?
& gettink constipation due tuhh derr mixed bubble tea thingyy ,
we mixed , green apple ice blended and blueberry ice blend into
onne cup and drink ? remember youu sending mwe on ure bike bck home from hougnag mall ?
remember , derr , ' EYYK , YANN ! HOTEL81 !! ' thingyy in derr bus ?
remember dis ? remember dat ?
(i reallie surprise myself , cause i cann remember all dis .)
in short , just tuhh summarise it all ,
my bestfrenn-fakeboyfrenn-oldmann ,
imissyouualortt .
lorttslorttsmore denn werds could sayy ..
ouuuh , watever !
