Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

lyke hollaaaa .
todayy was a veryyy tiring day ferr me .
& yeahhhs saangeetha , we're more active dis year ,
; we playy & study at derr same time .
dats whyy , we feel so tired at derr end of derr dayy .

lessons todayy was okayy .
ferst period was maths & tcher intro us on probability .
its easy at derr beginning , durhh ! but im nort sure whether ,
it'll get harder later . lols .
& followed bby malay , cikgu was toking bout pelajaran and ,
mcm terase larhhs saya .. he keep toking bout olevels & c6 and so on .
even thou he didn directlyy sayy it right tuhh my face ,
i guess he's trying tuhh bring mwe down bby saying all dat .
& he talk about lorry lanngar motor tkbleyy and i gort reallie sadd at dat part ,
maybbe he didn noe .. it was a reallie sensitive topic ferr mwe .
lyke , watever .
denn , bio lyke usual , slack around . i prefer studying bio bby myself ,
cause i wont understand even if i payy close attention tuhh tcher .
denn recess , ate wif irsyad , renny and saangeetha .
followed bby english .. lyke yay , theres no tcher till monday i suppose .
soo , we slack again .
denn poa , i did derr werk ! lyke yay & gort it all correct .
denn chemistry , went chem lab .. but i didn payy attention ,
in short , i slacked . nono , i was doink my poa werk . lols .
went nafa after skool & saw abng zamak dere .
and denn went bck tuhh skool .

& i gortt reallie moodless and i even cried on my wayy back .
yeahhs , im soo sick of all dis .
im soo sick of pretending im okayy .
im soo sick of holding my tears back .
im soo sick of all dis .
wenn is everytink gonna get better ?
im lyke filled wif disappointment .
onne dayy , i feel great & denn i go totally moodless derr nxt .
lyke thnks , ferr avoiding mwe & ignoring mwe wenn i scream ure name .
youu gort mwe looking crazyy . terima kasih larhh bnyk2 .
ive had enough of slow-talking with youu . dh enough ehhks .
i cann act lyke i dont care , act dat i dont miss youu , act lyke i dont even noe youu .
but youuu should noe , i do care , i do miss youu & i dat i do noe youu , reallie well .
& dat i miss youu lyke hell loads .
alarhhh , watever .