* cause youre nort there wenn i need youu derr most .
i cried derr moment i look at cikgu's face and hear wadd he saed ,
and after looking down at derr result slip .
i didn expect tuhh get results dat bad .
i actuallie didn even expect sumtink below B3 .
but i gort C5 . i ran over tuhh saangeetha and cried .
i looked ferr Farah all over derr skool but she left olreadyy .
& GREAT ! youu saww mwe cryink and didn even tryy tuhh console mwe ,
youu didn even ask wadd was my results and mostlyy , youu werent there
wenn i need youu derr most .
its a pleasure ryte ? , seeing mwe cryy my eyes out ?
lyke i saed , you saed close frenns , but i dont think we're even close tuhh frenns .
i olreadyy felt horrible bcoz of my results & i have dis RELIABLE frenn who made
mwe feel even more miserable .
yeahhs , luckilyy i gort ,
; saangeetha , renny , maryan (???) , cassandra , jill , daniel lee , kenric ,
desmond , saleem , merdina , noraini , zhallyka & hidayah tuhh console mwe .
thnks all ferr derr huggs and soothing werds .
merdina's shoulders were reallie ncye tuhh cryy on .
and MARYAN (???) , thnks ferr wanting tuhh give mwe a hugg .
even thou i didn react . lolx .
& yarr , i still feel horrible bcoz i just wanted dis onne person tuhh
cum and ask mwe whether im olryte and calm mwe down .
but yeahhs , dis wasnt derr ferst tyme i gort disappointed .
im nort tryink tuhh hate youu , youre derr onne who's tryink tuhh make mwe hate you .
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