Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

yeahh,, todayy is suchh a bore.
total boredom.
except ferr derr dressing up nn performing part.
dat was derr BEST.
in my opinion,,
dis year's national day celebration is no fun.
borink larhhh okayyy.

i saw mr zulhaikel mazlan on monday larhhh seyyy.
i miss hym alortt.
& ouuuh yarrr of coz his frenns too.
but nahhhh,, everytyme i see demm,,
i get nervous & i wann tuhh walk awayy.
just dat usual fear. dat usual fear pple wont understand.

okayyyyy,,
im sooo fucked up wif derr miss s thingyyy okayyy.
i dunn wann tuhh severe frennship wif anyone.
wadd youu wann mwe tuhh do?
chnge? i think im better noww,,
denn previous years.
how much do youu wann mwe tuhh chnge?
whyyy nort all of youu chnge?
im nort dat crybaby i used tuhh bbe.
im nort dat unfrennly bitch dat goes around skool wif her
nose high up in derr air.
im nort derr ghurl hu get easily flare-uped nn throw
chairs around derr classroom.
ive chnged. nn im tired of it.
im tired of chnging bcoz of wadd pple think about mwe.
im nort derr onne wif derr attitude.
okayy fyne,, my behaviour mayy suck at tymes,,
but its nort my attitude.
whyy nort youu pple chnge derr wayy youu think about mwe.
okayyyy fyne.
IM SORRY ABOUT DAT POST!!!
IM SOOO VERYY SORRY!
im trying veryyy hard tuhh make it up tuhh youuu.
but i just carn seem tuhhh do it.
im trying very hard tuhh chnge my opinion bout youuu.
but sorie frenn,, it takes tyme.
slowlyy my opinion of youuu will chnge.
so lettmmie go at my own pace.
bolehhhh?
noi? i dunn lyke dat solution cann?
& i dunn think i wann it tuhh end dat wayyy.
sooo miss s,,
IM SOOOO SORIE!!!

faizal aziz ehhhs?
kurang asam kamu.
luper sama kawan siiih.
MREPEK TAK LAYAN!!
nak kann a.s kann?
AMEK ARHHHHS!!!
gth.

adeqqqqqq fadhil,,
I MISS YOUUUUU!!!
& i gort soooo sadd wenn i found out dat i didn realise
youu were in derr same bus as mwe just nowwww.
urghhhh. okayyyy.
noww i noe wadds derr feeling dat keeps lurking in mwe.
derrr feeling of missing sumonnne sooo baddd..
sumonne dats sooo special.
YOU!!
but nahhhhhs,, im strong.
& i fight reallie hardd tuhh force derr tears from cumink out.
nn yeahh,, i won.
but still,, dat feeling wont go awayyy.
just once,, i wish tuhh meet youuu.
& lett all derr misses out.
but nahhhhh,, i noe ure nort willing.
but i'll just keep on missing
& keep on wishing dat you'll turn at walk back tuhh mwe.
well mira,, keep on wishing.
keep on wishing ferr datt beloved adeqq tuhh walk back tuhh youuu.
& just keep hoping dat ur perseverance will payyy off.
yesh mira,, keep holdink on.
youu noe youu'll make it thru.

ouuuuuh yarrr,,
due tuhh confiscation of hp tuhh god-noes-wenn,,
im sorie if msgs werent replied.
faham-faham jerr larhhh ehhhhs.

i miss my muhd khan,, matiin,,adnan nn faRED!!!
eyyyy heylooooo.
faRED superSOMBONG okayyyy.
sooooo dunn blame mwe.

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