im currentlyyy on derr verge of bursting into tears.
but im strong
& im fighting my sadness bck.
ferstlyyyy,,
my mood ferr derr dayy was completely ruined wenn i saw
hym nn his gerlfrennn.
arghhhh.
its just sumtink i ahve tuhh face.
too badd. i did cryy in derr canteen after a few minutes
of holding derr tears bck.
because sumone saed sumtink i didn wann tuhh hear at dat moment.
sadd larhhhhs.
secondlyyy,,
i saw my used-tuhh-bbe dearest adeqq after skool.
nn dat,, i-miss-youu-adeqq feeling came bck
after weeks of trying tuhh get over hym.
aiyarhhhhs.
i sms-ed hym,,
he was supposed tuhh bbe my new frennn..
mira - heylooo new frenn,, i suddenlyy remembered
my used-tuhh-bbe adeqq.
i miss my hym alortt seyyy.
hym - do i noe you?
mira - salah hantar i think. who is dis?
hym - sorie. i dun give my name tuhh pple i dunnoe.
who is dis?
mira - i think youu should noe larhhh.
harima.
hym - harimau toking tuhhh mie? youu ok or nortt?
mira - i knew youu would sayy datt.
H.A.R.I.M.A
reverse derr letters.
hym - ouuh kak siti ehhs?
siti amirah?
knaperr tk bilang siang-siang.
mira - how many amirahs u noe?
hym - 5 i think..
1 my cuzzin. the just now i sayy.
1 more is my aunt.. 2 more my pri school fren.
1 more my cuzzins gf.. which 1 is u?
mira - woah..
good-good larhh seyy.
u just completelyy erase nurul amirah mohd moktar
from your mind.. thnks alortt.
hym - who is she?.. cn add to my list..
bcum 6 amirah.
mira - hahaha. funny.
watever larhhh boyy..
hym - ure welcum.
ure so weird.. u tok tuhh mie
as if i noe her before.
& ive decided from dat moment on,,
i wanted tuhh stop toking tuhh hym.
it just completelyy breaks my heart tuhh
keep thinking bout sumone i dearlyy missed..
& find out he has completelyy erase mie from his mind.
wenn i read derr third last msg,,
tears hadd olreadyy started forming in my eyes.
but lyke wadd farah saed,,
big gerls dont cryy
// or isit big cry dont girls..
farah? u noe wadd i mean.
even thou he just completelyyy fergets about mie,,
dat kakak-sayang-adeqq feeling wont just fade easilyyy..
maybbe a few months? a few years? or perhaps never..
kakak sayang adeqq larhhhh.
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Nurul Amirah but you can call me Amy , Meera or Ami for short . I say what i feel with no intentions to hurt , so if you're sensitive , its not my problem . I still cry over the slightest thing , despite turning 18 this Dec .
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