Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

heyloooooos.
skoool has been a slack nowadayyyys.
even thouu i dunn ponteng class nowadayyys.
i dunn studyyyy in class either.
i slack alortt
& put my phone in my bag & listenn tuhh music.
lortts more of my classmates are doink dat too.
but i still copyy down my werk.
yarrrs.. budden nort derr ryte wayyyy..
i just scribble.
i wann catch up on my werk dis weekend.
i hope.
derr onlie clas i payy full attention tuhh is
chemistry.highermalay.socialstudieslecture.electivehistory.
i havent even done my art.
i carn print my research.
my dumb printer nort werking.
& i finish srp so late datt derr skool comp lab is close.
makkkoiiiiii. leceh urhhhhs.

& farah told mwe sumtink esad.
its extremelyyy sadd and disappoiting nort
eat shit annd die okayyys.
hahahas.
he told herr derr thing ive been waitink tuhh noe ferr lyke
ages.. nn it was devastating.
i cried. yesh i did.
after about holding derr tears bck half derr dayy.
& i swallowed 2 panadol pills ferr no apparent reason.
i lied wenn i told farah i was having headaches.
i wasnt. i just wanted tuhh numb derr sadness.
& it werk.
but after dat about 30minutes later
i felt so sleepyyy.
its hard i noe..
bcoz he's my close-close-closest frennn..
but ouuuuh well..
even thou he disappoint mwe alortt.
he's still my everytink.

& my dearest haizan.
dunn do things dat hurt youuu.
im here. farah's here. & everybody is here ferr youuu.
dunn hurt urself bcoz of hym.
its nort worth it.

& tuhh dis particular person.
im giving youu face so dat it'll protect ur
non-existing reputation as im gonna make
youu anonymous.
but still,, you'll noe who youu are.
pls dun create problems ferr urself,,
bby badmouthing mwe nn insulting mwe among ur group of frenns.
i noe youve been derr onne who started influenicing ur frenns
tuhh turn their bck against mwe.
even thou ive nort done anitink tuhh youuu.
i was informed bby a close frenn of urs
on how badd youu insulted nn badmouthed mwe.
i broke down. reallie.
my self-esteem is realie-realie low due tuhh dis.
wadd more doo youuu wann?
even afterr all derr pain youu caused mwe tuhh go thru,,
im still here & im still worrying ferr youuu.
bcoz i still think of youuu as sumonne i dearlyy lurve.
sumonne who comfort mwe wenn i gort hit
on derr chest & mouth bby a superhardsoccerball.
i still remember derr werds youu saed tuhh
stopp my sobbs,,
i still remember ur calm voice ask mie whether im okayy.
i remember eveytink we did together.
but do youuu?
guess nort.
youuu most prob anti mie noww since youu anti almost everytink.
wadd tuhh do.
but im nort give up trying tuhh knock some sense into ur head.
coz i still regard youuu as my adeqq..

& aiai/didil.
IMY SEYYYY!!!
& dearest adeqq AMIRUL too..
aiyarhhhhs. never cum skool two dayyys.
ishk3.

tomoro ANDY's burfdayyyyy..
hahahas.
i still remember..
but watever.
im just gonna wish hym.
hope i dun ferget.

(: