another post a fewww minutes later.
bcoz ive kinda calm down abitt..
i didn wann everytink tuhh go dat wayyy.
i never meant tuhhh pick a fight
with youu thru dat conversation.
i never meant tuhh pour out everytink i felt.
i didn wann youuu tuhh noe how horrible i felt
since youu walked out.
ferr some reason
i just wanted youuuu tuhh bbe happyyy
without loads on ur mind.
i didn wann tuhh bbe a burden tuhh youuu.
i didn mean tuhh sayyy ure a coward.
i didn mean tuhhh get angry at youu.
i didn wann tuhhh.
i just burst.
im just too hurt tuhh hold everytink in any longer.
ive just kept everytink tuhhh myself.
no one knew.
i gues i just burst..
i just could nort hold it in any longer..
i wann tuhh tell sumone..
but i carnn,, they just wont understand.
i realie wanted youuu tuhh come just noww
but youu didn.
ive just miss youuu sooooo much..
but apparently youu wont care.
all dis while,,
even thou i look lyke ive moved on,,
& seem okayyy tuhhh everyone noww.
im still terribly hurt.
but ive never stopped lurving youuuu.
i onlie wanted tuhhh see youuu online
// so dat i noe ure fine..
just fine. just happy nn healthy.
i just didn mean tuhhh...
i just burst.
i just couldn hold it in any longer..
as much as i want youuuu bck,,
i just wann youuu tuhh bbe happy more.
i jsut didn mean tuhhh ):