Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

T.T

pls larhh dearest frenn.
ure supposed tuhh bbe my frenn.
yet u treat me lyke crapp..
ignoring mie wenn im toking tuhh eu.
walking awae wenn im beside u..
u didn even ask mie along wenn u went tuh the canteen.
am i even there tuhh eu?
YAR! u treat mie lyke i was there ONLIE IF u
have a problem tuhh complain tuhh mie.
but wenn ure fine nn evrytink goes smoothly ferr eu
; u wont even listen tuhh mie, listen tuhh my problems,
much less treat mie as a frenn.
u treat mie lyke a dogg.. listening tuhh ur self-centered commands.
making use of mie.
denn complain tuhh someone else
; about ur unhappiness towerds mie.
i tried my best tuhh do everytink u wann
; even thou im tired.
but do u understand?
do u understand mie at all?
u juz wanns everytink tuhh go ur wae.
u juz WONT listen tuhh mie.
am i ur dog?
i noe im nort pretty, clever or good in anytink at all.
almost everyone dislikes mie.
almost evryone treat mie lyke crapp.
i dun wann bbe pretty pple. i juz wann tuhh bbe respected.
i wann tuhh bbe treated lyke how the other are treated.
i didn ask tuhh bbe lyke dis.
im already born lyke dis.
getting dirty insults from pple
; does nort make mie feel any better.
IM TIRED!!! do u understand?
im tired of being treated lyke dis.

nn u... i miss u soo much.
budden do u care?
both of u.. org tuer nn bestie.
u both treat mie lyke crapp.
act as if i didn exist..
act as if im nort there.
org tuer.
why do u care all of a sudden?
why onlie now?
why onlie after i gett so fucked up nn soo hurt by ur actions
; denn show mie dat u care?
why onlie now?
i noe u. i noe u very well.
i noe u lyke herr.
budden does dat mean u have treat mie differently
denn how u treat her?
u noe mie longer denn u noe her.
but why do u treat mie lyke dis?
lyke im nort even there?
u did everytink ferr her?
but would u do antink fer mie?
ur frenn from last tyme?
would u?
why onlie now, fren?
WHY?!!!

i juz wann tuhh bbe treated equally.
lyke an human. nort a dog.
i wann tuhh bbe treated equally fren.
but can u do dat ONCE fer mie?
can u? both of u talk as if im nort even there?
following both of u around helplessly nn foolishly
; without anyone of u turning around tuhh even
invite mie tuhh the conversation.
IM NORT PRETTY. IM NORT SMART!
but at least IM HUMAN!
every human wanns a right in everytink.
every human wanns tuhh bbe treated fairly.
every human wanns tuhh bbe treated as if he or she exist.
but, y dear fren? cann u do dat ferr mie.

dats teh onlie thing im asking from u.
can u do dat ferr mie?
i've been keeping this within mie ferr so loooong.
since teh beginning of skool.
can u do dat ferr mie?

if nort..
juz ferget about mie.
let mie bbe alone.
let mie bbe by myself.
without any worries tuhh think of.
juz ferget the frenship we built up.
juz let it crumble tuhh the ground.

IM TIRED!
WO HEN LEYY!!

I GIVE UP!!!

toodles;taccaire.
BLUElicious -