Ameeeeeeeeey ♥

hellowww.

im at skool ryte now.
lazy tuhh go home tuhh kemas rumah.
++++ its still frigging early tuhh go home.
so why should i waste my tyme doing nutink at home
; where's theres computers tuhh use in skool.
my comp at home is lyke sux larh.
sikit2 virus larh denn lagg larh denn after dat internet connection
ter-cut off. dumb larh.
my computer is going tuhh ROSAK one off these dae.

wednesdae was a very RAINY dae.
had speech dae rehearsal after skool.
hell tiring nn teh dance lyke ouh frigging sux larh.
we're making such a big skool of ourself.
derr secones are lyke so derr nort discipline.
THERE ARE TOO MANY DANCERS!!!
lemmie repeat ; TOO MANY DANCERS!!!
carn cikgu see?
yar he did saw nn end up,
mie, suzanna nn syak gettink cut-off from derr dance.
we're the seniors nn we actuallie got cut off.
WAD THE HECK!!!
im nort prejudiced against the sec ones
BUT some of demm are juz lyke dun
have a clue about derr dance.
nn its juz so unfair dat
; wenn my batch was in sec one,
we didn even get tuhh perform a single dance
until sec 2.
u tell mie larh... is dat fair.
im nort happy okae.
im lyke so derr nort enjoying dance now.
WTH!!!

dat performance ; u didn even tell us until we found out ourself.
u tell mie, do eu even lyke respect us at all?
i noe cikgu pick ua ll budden still, even if dis happened tuhh eu,
eu wont bbe happy about it.
at least tell us, before we found out about it ourself.
im lyke so nort enjoying dance at all.

kak j ;
i dunnoe why budden ur attitude towards us has change.
nort too a good wae but tuhh a bad wae.
i dunnoe wad wrong we did tuhh eu.
but if we did made a mistake anywhere, you should have told us.
nort by giving us dat shitty attitude.
ure nort making mie nn my bestfren feel good about it.
on tuesdae during nn after teh soccer match,
u hurt me alort my all ur werds.
its lyke so pedas u noe.
saket hati.
my i kept quiet, nn i tried hard nort tuhh cry.
but at last i did wenn i went out of skool after farah told mie
dat i pissed kak jannah off.
farah, being my best fren didn even notice how hurt i am about
kak j's attitude towerds mie.
nn dats wad hurt mie derr most.
haiyya...

yesterdae,
my dear boii.
im sorie...
but i need tyme off from eu.
all my thoughts about eu.
all the tyme i've waited ferr eu.
lyke wad i told eu...
physically, id un mind waitink ferr eu.
but emotionally, i dread waitink ferr eu.
i've waited fer eu fer a long-long tyme.
these stuff doesnt onlie hurts mie.
i noe, it hurts eu too.
but i need tyme tuhh think...
i lurve eu but, i juz dun feel appreciated.
i feel dat im being treated lyke a toy.
ure never there wenn i need eu.
all those small meetings before nn after skool,
is never enough ferr mie tuhh feel ur lurve.
i feel so lonely nn rejected.
ure busy wif SOCCER nn stuffs.
i never disallowed eu tuhh play...
but tuhh dat extend till eu neglect mie.
tell eu left mie alone feeling miserable.
???
dis one week is fer derr both of us tuhh think.

wads happening in 1ea is reallie saddening.
but too bad,
wad can i do about it?

toodles;taccaire.
BLUElicious -